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MTL - The Ugly Prince-~ ☆ 、 7
Zhang Ping was faint and felt that there seemed to be someone who was watering him.
He lost too much blood and quickly sipped his mouth and sipped.
Water into the trachea, coughing his head and tearing. No, not a split, his head is really cracked.
"I don't know the stupid slaves who are so tall and thick. They have been sent to the inner palace for half a year after entering the palace, or they are sent under the hall. You, wait for the delamination!" Who sneered in his ear.
In the following month, Zhang Ping really took off a layer of skin in the inner court.
If a slave has not yet exported, he will be slapped and said that he is not pious.
Peeling off his pants and letting him practice squatting on the bluestone board, he got his knees red and swollen, and his skin was broken.
"Is this kid being stupid by the four emperors? How can he die if he smokes? Hey, crying so badly, it won’t hurt people like him!"
"Who knows? Maybe the brain is broken. The more you beat him, the more powerful it is. When you send it, it says that the blood on the brain is constantly flowing, and the blood on the face looks like a ghost. It is good to be able to save it."
"Do you know what he has done?"
"I told you, don't tell others. I heard that this little dog is daring and tells the bad things of the great emperor."
"Really? He doesn't want to live?"
"Yeah, stupid, it’s just stupid."
"Not stupid, will he be sent here?"
"Yes. Hey! Oh! Goodong, let the Lord see you drop your waist, and the Lord will not die."
The **** of the inner court of the inner court is to teach him to be careful to take care of his tongue, to open his mouth, to stab his tongue with a needle; to pour his mouth with boiling water, saying that this is called [washing mouth] ].
In order to let him learn to be a slave, he asked him to feed like a dog while shouting "Xie Ye rewards."
In order to fear that he could not remember the lesson, let him put a bamboo stick in his nails and scrub the floor on the ground.
Zhang Ping never slammed a hero at this time. He cried more miserly than anyone who was sentenced, and called louder than anyone else. In my heart, I swear to swear that I will get back all of them in the future. The fool will be hard at the time with these mentally unhealthy people, and he is not sincere.
He cried and asked for mercy, what did he say when he asked him to say something. The **** who made the execution of him could not help but say: You were so obedient in the first place, isn’t there not so much sin? do not Cry! His mother's really harsh!
The inner court afflicted the people with a lot of penalties. Zhang Ping, who had no backstage, no backing, and no filial piety, only had the teachings of the chief eunuch.
So is Zhang Ping changed? Become an obedient servant expected by a great emperor?
Zhang Ping has indeed changed. At least on the surface it looks like this.
Inside, Zhang Ping also thought that he had changed. He felt that he had learned a lot in this library event. For example, he knew that words could not be said indiscriminately, and he said that he had to rely on evidence, but he must not give people a handle; for example, don’t follow The person who has the beginning of the emperor is right, even if he has peerless martial arts, he only has to eat. What's more, he has not yet become the world's first martial arts.
Maybe he should not be an eunuch. Zhang Ping thought. He found that being an emperor was really great. If you can be an emperor who is fascinated with martial arts and has the power to kill the world, then it is called life!
Do you know if there are any eunuchs in the world who made emperors?
Well, no matter whether he can be the first **** emperor in the world, the prison room of the inner servant is really a good place to hone the master. Every day, Zhang Ping sighs at the end of his thoughts.
No matter how Zhang Ping feels himself, it has changed. This boy who is full of sense of justice and heroism, who is ignorant of nature, green and impulsive, has finally been pondered by some corners after entering the palace for nearly a year.
This thing that should have been done for a few years or even ten years can be done within one month of the internal prison sentence under the jurisdiction of the Nei Gong Division. The **** who came in and out from here, even if he was not ruthless and stubborn again, would always become very obedient when he went out.
When Zhang Ping went out, he was very honest and very obedient.
Huangfu began to hungry again. Because of the closed door thinking about it, Yin Xian almost did not use Jin Jin to ruin his back. By the way, Yin Xian didn't poke his brow bones long ago, because the red/sleeve reminded her that Huangfu had already studied at the Taihang University and should not leave a wound on her face.
Fifteen days passed.
In the middle of the night, a small figure appeared outside the inner court of the palace. He smashed the big tree outside the prison room and climbed up.
There was a cry of sorrow from inside.
Here and the cold palace is called the two ghastly places in the palace, regardless of day and night, always full of screams and crying, no one will run here.
No one noticed him. No one thought that someone would specifically go to the place where the **** was punished. Maybe the palace guards noticed it, but they did not pay special attention. After all, the emperor does not sleep in the palace at night, as long as he does not enter the sensitive area, who will be more?
The black shadow squats on the tree and looks out into the inside.
There are lights in the house, and there seems to be someone who is being punished. From time to time, there is a voice of screaming and screaming, and a crying cry.
It was a miserable cry of a middle-aged **** who was hung.
He was beaten very miserably by a young **** of about fifteen or six years old, and he was also hung. The young **** seems to have lost consciousness, and with his eyes closed, he bowed his head and let the criminal officer fight.
The shadow on the tree disappeared.
After that, the shadows came every night, and every time I squatted on the tree, I saw the punishment of the **** or the chief **** of the inner court, and punished the young eunuch.
Every night, the pattern is different. Every night, the "education" of the teenager will go to the middle of the night.
The shadow has been watching and listening.
Late at night, Huangfu stood in his yard in black and looked at a bird on the ground.
The bird's wings have been broken, the eyes are poked, the pointed mouth is broken, the feathers on the body are pulled out halfway, and there is a hole in the stomach, and the internal organs in the hole have all disappeared.
After watching it for a while, Huangfu down/body, picked up a stone, and skillfully used the stone to smash the bird’s head, then the bird’s wings, body, and legs until it could not be seen. What is it so far.
The emperor stood up again, stretching his feet and smashing the crumbs on the ground into the soil and leveling.
Looking at the dirt under his feet, the boy made a strange laugh.
After the closed-door thinking, Huangfu once again appeared in Taiyuan University. He still looks the same as before, and it seems to be a bit different.
When the three princes gave a slave to the three emperors, they "unintentionally" overthrew his downfall. As a result, the imperial concubine who had always swallowed up stood up and gave the slave a foot and gave him a sentence. : Smash your dog's eyes!
The three emperors were furious under the horror, but they listened to the emperor and sullenly told him: "Three emperors, stupid brothers, stupid, how can the emperors teach them. Can you let these slaves ride on my head? Lost the face and majesty of the royal family."
The second emperor applauded and laughed, and the straight road was even worse.
The great emperor also said: "The fourth child said it well. The third child, your slave is to re-educate the rules."
The three emperors are also a shrewd master, a table, "Blinking dog things! Go out to the temple!"
The slave slave quickly bowed his head and went out to the yard to squat.
Three months later, Zhang Ping, who became very honest and very obedient, was sent back to Ruihua Palace. It is said that he has been recovering from injuries for nearly two months, because the great emperor did not want to let him die, saying that he would give this slave to teach him to give a gift.
Yin Xian saw that the little **** wanted to punish him, watching him squat on the ground and stunned his face, and he was not interested. He waved his hand and let the red/sleeve send him to the courtyard of the Four Emperors.
Zhang Ping shrunk and squatted behind the red/sleeve.
"Zhang Ping."
"The slave is there." Zhang Ping replied immediately as the conditioned reflex.
The red/sleeve looked at him and disappeared for three months. The 15-year-old juvenile **** had only one layer of skin left. The original honest and well-behaved, and the simple innocence disappeared. Frightened and scared humble face.
"Hey, say you are honest, why are you so stupid? Is the person inside worth your price?" The red/sleeve sighed, and the rabbit died of sorrow. A good child is just a waste.
"Forget it, you will wait for the four emperors in the future. After two days, I will call a palace girl to take care of me."
Zhang Ping’s voice should be, and the head did not dare to lift it.
Seeing the red/sleeve sent Zhang Ping in, Huangfu only raised his head slightly at the desk.
The red/sleeve doesn't take care of it. Huangfu's attitude towards her has always been so, afraid of not being able to speak.
When Zhang Ping entered the house, he immediately slammed into the ground in a very standard posture. He said: "The slave is Zhang Ping, and he sees the four halls. Four temples are well-being."
The red/sleeve is free to leave after a few words.
Zhang Ping still squats on the ground and does not move.
Huangfu did not open his mouth to get him up, but he was only one by one.
The room was very quiet. I didn't know when Huangfu stopped the pen and turned to face Zhang Ping, who was lying on the ground, watching silently.
Zhang Ping still did not move.
Huangfu finally jumped out of the chair and walked to Zhang Ping.
Zhang Ping’s breath is very peaceful.
Huangpu down/body, picking up his **** and looking down at Zhang Ping’s face.
Zhang Ping maintained his crouching posture, and both hands were placed in front of his head and he was already asleep.
Huangfu pushed him.
Zhang Ping's posture collapsed, and he fell to the ground, and his legs were distorted and he didn't know.
The child poked his face, saw him not awake, and squeezed into his arms, his head slid into his chest, his small hand on his waist, a small short leg straddled on Zhang Ping's hips, and closed his eyes to sleep. It is.
Fortunately, Zhang Ping wakes up in the middle of the night, otherwise he will be the two in the autumn of October to sleep until the next morning, not sick.
When Zhang Ping woke up, he noticed that the chest was hot. Because of the cold, the child can't wait to put himself into Zhang Ping's body, and Zhang Ping is like a monkey.
Zhang Ping wiped his face and was distressed.
He originally wanted to escape the palace, but how can the child let him go? Take him with you? Probably not waiting for them to leave the capital, the officers and men have already killed Fang Dingcun.
He is not experienced enough, but he is still very clear about what to do and what not to do.
Zhang Ping hammered his head and continued to worry. Is he the way to be the emperor? After three months of "education," he is not sure.
Now think about how naive he was three months ago!
He thought he could help Huangfu, what happened? He is just the lowest embarrassing and humblest eunuch. What qualifications does he have and a prince who is a brother? Even if he is not favored, it is not his identity that can be climbed. Why not help him and teach him?
Maybe he is really wrong.
Zhang Ping couldn't help but sigh and felt that he had to become more mature and more responsible.
When the body recovered, Zhang Ping picked up the child and walked to the bed.
I want to put the child on the bed, but I can't help the child to get rid of him.
The left hand was taken down and the two legs were hooked to him.
Go to the right hand and the left hand is wrapped up again.
Later, the child may know that someone wants to get him down from Zhang Ping. No matter how Zhang Ping is going to lick his hand, it is useless. The child is getting tighter and tighter, and he will not let go.
Zhang Ping can't laugh. Hello, little devil, do you still let people sleep?
"His Highness, please forgive me, the slave is hurt, can you please come down?" Zhang Ping respectfully, the voice is a little hoarse.
The child's hand is released immediately. Zhang Ping put the child flat on the bed.
The child refused to let go of his clothes.
"The slaves go and put the candles on."
The child let go, Zhang Ping clicked on the candlestick.
"You are hungry? The slaves will get you some food." Zhang Ping went back to the bed again and bowed his head to wait for the child to instruct.
The child stared at him with a very gloomy eye.
"His Highness, what is your command to the slaves?" Zhang Ping felt the other person's gaze, did not dare to look up, and asked carefully.
"Big brother."
Ok?
"You are a big brother, not a slave."
Zhang Ping bowed his head and laughed. "That is all the slaves who used to talk nonsense. The highness of the temple is not to be taken seriously." The burns in his mouth have not been good, and Zhang Ping is a bit vague.
The child turned around and the back of the head did not speak to Zhang Ping.
Zhang Ping stood in front of the bed and waited if he wanted to wait. After thinking about it, he left.
Zhang Ping lowered his head and thought about where to go in the future.
He helped the four emperors and even taught him in a way that he thought he was good for the children.
But the facts tell him that with his childishness and shallowness, he has no way to be a child's mentor. Not to mention protecting him.
He is only fifteen, not fifty. Without him, he has no rich life experience and knowledge. How can he resist the people who are bullying the emperor? And they are still the most powerful people in the world, and they have the power to kill him.
Maybe he should be a slave and be a good waiter.
Perhaps from now on, he should let the child realize his privilege as a prince, and this privilege is not deprived except his father.
He can't teach him to be the second in the world, teach him a prince's assembly?
To teach a child to be a true prince, he must let the child realize that he is his master and that he is only his slave. He can arbitrarily blame him without any pity.
Zhang Ping thought that he thought of the idea, then raised his head and wanted to take the punishment.
The child's shoulder is shaking slightly.
Zhang Ping lived.
The thin sobbing passed to the ear, suppressing the sorrow.
He didn't even notice that his four halls were crying.
"I know I didn't use..."
"I don't know... how to protect you..."
"I worked hard, but... my mother still didn't want to see me."
"I am the Emperor and what is the use, ... is not as good as a palace lady who is not favored."
"They all hate me, dislike me, even hate me, and now you don't want me either..."
"The slaves didn't want you!" Zhang Ping heard this and finally couldn't help but speak.
"I don't want to slave me to big brother!" The cry of the child became bigger and became no longer concealed. Wow, I cried, crying and huddled.
"I want big brother, I want big brother, you still my big brother... Hey!"
Zhang Ping endured.
The child seems to want to cry out all the grievances he has suffered so far, crying out loud.
Gradually, the crying of the child became smaller and smaller and became convulsive.
Crying and crying, the child suddenly rolled to the wall and took his head to the wall.
"Hey!"
"My big brother is gone..., my older brother also thinks that I am ugly and don't want me..."
Zhang Ping couldn't help himself. He yelled at himself and took the children and hugged them into his arms.
"Who said that I don't want you! I am joking with you to scare you, no! Who told you that my head screamed at me that day and almost gave me a scoop. You said that where you come from, you don't usually see you..." Zhang Pingqiang From the heart of the screaming "not" to the bottom of my heart.
"Hey! Brother Big Brother! Zhang Ping Zhang Ping!" The child's hands and feet smashed him with death, and the crying eyes could not cry out and dried up.
"Well, well, listen to people in the middle of the night. Hey, don't cry." Zhang Ping, fifteen years old, was distressed and warm, holding a small four emperor softly comforted.
"Oh, don't cry, hehe."
The child gradually stopped crying, and screamed in his arms.
Zhang Ping patted him and tasted a hint of sweetness in his mouth.
The child just turned his head and watched him hurt his mouth.
"……what happened?"
"The meat in the mouth is rotten, it hurts me." Zhang Ping really hurts, licking his mouth and waiting for the pain.
"I look." The child licked his hand.
Zhang Ping did not deliberately cover up, and the child opened his hand and opened his mouth.
"Hey! Light and light."
The child is at the beginning, so that the candlelight can be seen clearly.
"What happened to your nephew? Why is the voice so hoarse? You said that the injury is not good, what hurts?" The child slammed his mouth hard and resisted not crying.
"Nothing, all right. I am also blessed in disguise, let the internal strength go one step further. Haha! As for the voice...may hurt the throat." Zhang Ping did not want to worry about the child, so it was easy to say. In my heart, I am in the eunuchs of the inner courts, grandmothers, all of them are psychologically distorted and abnormal animals! His mother-in-law is right, this palace is a cannibal.
The child lowered his head, the small fist was tightly held, and the body was shaking slightly. How could it be okay? He has seen it!
"Really. I am really fine."
The child hugged him.
"I will become stronger. You wait for me to avenge you." The child is very authentic, and at the same time swears in his heart.
Zhang Pingle, no matter what the future, children have this heart is always good.
"Good! You are getting stronger, for me, for yourself. We can't always let people step on the bottom of the shoes. Right? You can be strong enough to become an emperor. When we are, we are not afraid of anyone. Bullying, you have to be the first person in the world!" Zhang Ping began to whimsical.
"You see how your father and the prestige, he wants to let anyone live, let him be born; who wants to die, let who die; this palace includes the queen, the prince and the prince, who is favored Pet, whoever can live well, don’t even look at him. If you really become an emperor, don’t say revenge, it’s ugly, you can say it’s beautiful. No one in the world dares to say that you are ugly, and they I will also say that you are a real dragon, so it is a natural appearance. Haha!"
Zhang Pingyue said that the more I feel right, "I know, the goal I set for you at the beginning was simply wrong. I should not intend to train you as the second martial arts master in the world. I should train you to become the second martial arts world. The next generation of emperors is right!"
After listening to the child, he asked him seriously: "Is the emperor more powerful than the general?"
"That is of course." Zhang Ping did not hesitate to answer: "Although the general is also great, but the emperor wants to kill him, he will kill."
The child nodded. "Well, then I will be the emperor in the future."
"Okay, good, have the power! It's my fancy. But you don't want to tell others, otherwise the emperor hasn't made it yet, we will be smashed first. Oh... Hey!" Zhang Ping set up a new The goal of life, suddenly feels full of pride, coupled with the child's rhetoric makes him happy, can not help but open his mouth and laugh, the mouth has not cracked, it hurts to cover his mouth and hold the child rolling in bed, just said too much.
The wind has risen, the leaves of the eucalyptus have all been finished, and the sky seems to be snowing.
Zhang Ping missed the first New Year in the palace because of his injuries. With the arrival of the new year, the status of Huangfu has finally improved.
And this big reason is related to the words that the emperor said in the library building to the princes that they want to be close to each other. At the banquet, Shengdi once again mentioned this. This time it was in front of all the crickets, emperors and princesses who attended. Although this year's feast was not invited as well as the four emperors, the attitude of the emperors to the emperor was turned from dark to dark. At least on the surface, the emperor was not obviously bullied.
"Hey, isn't this the sorrow of Zhang Gonggong? I heard that you have sinned the Grand Prince and was beaten into a nerd. Is it true?"
Zhang Ping buried his head and walked behind with Huangfu's book bag.
Huangfu looked back.
The sneer of Zhang Ping’s palace girl seems to have not put his prince in his eyes. He saw that he was only blessed with him, and began to tease Zhang Ping behind him.
Seeing that Huangfu has already walked to the door of the hospital, it seems that he does not want to control Zhang Ping. When he immediately, other palace slaves also came up.
"Hey, Zhang Ping, are you really stupid? When did you owe me the money?"
"Haha, yes, yes, you owe me a lot of money. When is it?"
"Zhang Ping, look at me, I am Liu Shun, don't you know me?" The voice of laughter is also mixed with concern.
Zhang Ping looked up and smirked, "Hey."
"It’s terrible, it’s really stupid."
"Don't make trouble, you are poor enough."
"Stupid, follow us four emperors, not stupid and scared."
"Hey, Roland, you whisper, be careful to hear the red/sleeve adults."
"Hey, what are you afraid of. Red/sleeve adults will not say anything, idiots are ugly, not right. Hey, Zhang Ping, give aunt a grandmother, and my grandmother will let you go."
"Roland, don't do this."
"What's the matter, do you have a small **** who dares to control me? How is Zhang Ping waiting for the emperor? He is just a small **** like you, and I am not able to let him kneel down. ?"
Zhang Ping was holding a book bag and laughing at the palace lady Roland.
"Laughter! Don't leave me!"
"Yes, yes. The slaves see the goddess, and the slaves ask the goddess to please." Zhang Ping said nothing.
"Will you die, what are you talking about! Get up, go for a walk, it's really boring." Mongol Roland said it was boring, but the eye can see that her face has a smug smile.
"Zhang Ping, what are you honing!" Huangfu finally screamed.
Everyone listened to the opening of the four emperors, and it was not good to play Zhang Ping flatly and blindly.
Zhang Ping climbed up from the ground and ran back to the Huangfu with a panic.
The small courtyard door opens and closes.
Seeing Huang Fu’s sullen face and sulking, Zhang Ping said:
"Don't be angry, nothing good. Her identity is higher than me, that's the truth. But why does she have a little palace slave to dare to put your prince in the eye? Have you ever thought about it?"
Huangfu did not nod and did not shake his head.
Zhang Ping thinks that he should understand the reason, but still said: "Because in her heart, you only have a false name but no real power. If you want to become a real emperor, you must stand up, but before you become stronger, you must first You can't be afraid of learning. You can only talk about Liwei if you let go of your fear."
"You have to remember that you are the prince. In this house, except for today's holy, queen, and your three brothers, you are the biggest. You don't have to be afraid of anyone, including your mother and red/sleeves."
"Don't look at how many slavish slaves are in front of you. In fact, they are very scared. Because they are afraid, because they know that they are small, they try to find opportunities to get a balance from your unloved prince. Once you have the majesty of the emperor, I can guarantee that no one will dare to ride on your head again. Come, my Highness, please show me your chest."
The little chest is quite tall.
On the day of the fifteen-yuan festival, Zhang Ping used the small kitchen in the courtyard to give the child a bowl of longevity noodles.
The child didn't understand, picked up the noodles and found that the long one was just about to cut it.
"Wait." Zhang Ping quickly stopped, "This is a longevity noodles, you have to eat from the beginning to the end, the middle can not be broken."
"Longevity noodles? Who lives today?" The child is strange.
"No one is living today, because he didn't catch up last year. Today, I will make up for this small perfect day. I hope that you will be smooth this year."
"Is this for me?"
"Yeah." Did the child really have not eaten longevity noodles?
"Do you have to eat noodles at birth?"
"Ok."
"Why then..." I have never eaten before. The child did not continue to speak, his face became darker.
"Maybe there is no such rule in the palace. It is our habit to eat noodles. Come, eat and see, taste the skills of the big brother, you have to eat, I will do it for you in the next year. If you don't like it, we Just change something." Zhang Ping smiled and transferred the child's attention.
No, the palace also eats noodles, he listened to other emperors, and listened to them to climb the gift of the father when they were born. These memories have been kept in the deepest part of his mind, because every time he thinks about it, he will feel the pain of the heart. He doesn't like this feeling, so he forbids himself to think about it.
Today, someone finally remembered his birthday, and gave him a bowl of longevity noodles. Although today is not his birth, he said that someone finally put him in his heart. So can he expect more?
"The first time someone gave me a birthday." The child bowed his head.
Well, guess it.
"The father is always giving them gifts when the emperor's elder brother passed the birthday. There are exquisite jade balls, pony, jade, coral, parrot, sword, bow and arrow, and four treasures of the study. I have never received it." The child's head is lower.
Zhang Ping Zhang Dazui, when did the little devil learn to play the strategy of mourning? I want to laugh and I am embarrassed to laugh. The purpose of the child is too obvious. It is obvious that he can't bear it.
"Okay, I know that you are the most uncomfortable person in the whole world. Quickly, eat it."
The child is not angry, raises his face, and his deep eyes shoot out the light of the period.
"What's the end of eating?"
"You must eat first, if you can't break it." Zhang Ping found that the little devil became more popular than before. I remembered that this was his credit and could not help but be proud of it.
"How do you eat it? So much, how can you fit it in your mouth?" The child looked at the bowl and had a headache.
Zhang Ping laughed, I thought I would know that you have not eaten this kind of fun, and I have not spent a lot of money. I spent a couple of dollars and bought a meal with the people in the imperial kitchen. One or two silvers sold him a small group! Really his grandma's black!
"You can chew in your mouth. The noodles can be broken in your mouth, but you can't break it outside your mouth. You just use your lips to hold it."
The child felt very interesting and immediately took the chopsticks and tried. I took a sip of a sip and finished the noodles in a while. I really didn't let the noodles break in the middle. Of course, this is also related to Zhang Ping's intention to thicken the noodles.
"The noodles are long and the life is long. Today, the Lantern Festival, I wish you a long life, a hundred years old, a safe and a happy life." Zhang Ping said Ji Yan, took his long life lock from the neck to the child. on.
"I am a poor man, nothing to send you, this is for you. This is what I have worn since I was born. According to the custom, I should have been wearing it until I have a child. I melted it and gave it to the child. But I am now an eunuch, and the child is definitely not expecting it. This long-life lock will be given to you, indicating that my life is also given to you. In our hometown, I have locked my life to others and said that I can help the person once. Cataclysm. You have to keep it, and then you will have better things and then change it." Zhang Ping helped the children to organize the clothes, it is rare to be authentic.
The child pressed his hand on his chest and pressed it again.
Zhang Ping laughed, "It's not something worthy of money, made of brass. You don't think it's gold."
The child suddenly came down from the chair, walked to Zhang Ping and opened his arms.
Zhang Ping used to naturally hold the child to his lap.
The child does not talk, take a long life lock from the clothes and put it in the hands to play.
Zhang Ping also held him like this, and casually told him something he thought should be noted.
"If you want to live a long life, besides being in front of the necessary people, you should also pay attention to the interests of those people. You can see that the Second Emperor of the Second Emperor will not be martial arts, but he can stand up against the Great Hall. Why is this? Because your second emperor knows how to draw people's hearts and kill people by knife, he knows the relationship between the emperors at a young age. You can learn more from your second emperor in the future."
"Ok."
The child remembers: The fox is better than the wolf, because it will kill people with a knife.
Zhang Ping saw him nod and touched his little head with joy. No wonder his mother likes to catch their brothers to impart knowledge. The original feeling of teaching others is really good.