My Beasts Forced Them On Me-Chapter 21. Letters and Leaving- II

Entering the same garden where she found Jin, Emma looked around absentmindedly.

After arriving at a place she sat there and she opened her letter.

"Grandma, I am sorry."

Just the first line made her cry again but still continued.

"Please don’t take your anger out on others. They all were innocent and I just told them that I was preparing a surprise for you all. You don’t have to feel guilty.

Everyone said that I am smart and talented.

Grandma, don’t you think that for someone like me, I won’t notice anything happening around me.

I was already aware who I am in reality and after learning that I cried then started feeling guilty.

I felt guilty for being happy because I didn’t deserve that. I felt happiness while knowing that I am someone no one knows.

I felt guilty that I was enjoying myself and my parents might be suffering somewhere while waiting for me and as time passed this guilt started eating me.

Aion consoled me and said that he can’t see me in this state anymore, so without telling me anything, he burned his Origin to tell me the future about the kids.

But after saying this he went into a deep slumber and it’s been more than two months since he opened his eyes.

Before he entered his slumber, he said that I have to wait for him no matter what and not to feel guilty because it was his choice.

But grandma you know me, how can I not feel guilty when all I am doing is to destroy the other party’s future.

Then I decided to leave and start nurturing myself from this universe itself.

Aion was also not present to stop me at this time."

Emma paused and her tears fell. She looked at the letter and continued.

"Grandma, thanks for anything you gave me.

I might not be able to return in the future but grandma, will you promise me that you will not worry about me and focus on my little brother and sister.

I don’t know what my future holds and I can’t look at your worried face so I left. But grandma, I will try my best to return, because you said that it will always be my home."

Emma cried out loudly. She held the letter in her embrace as if she was embracing Jin.

She turned to the last page,

"Grandma, I want you to live with no hope for me.

I am sorry again and thank you for your hospitality. Thank you.

Your Jin."

By the end of the letter there were marks left on the page. Although they were dried tears but it won’t stop from showing how much the heart crumbled into pieces when writing these words.

Emma couldn’t stop herself and she cried.

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Jules was sitting in his room.

He was looking at the letter in hands and hesitantly he opened it.

"This is for grandpa."

Jules trembled slightly but he still continued to read.

"Grandpa, I am already aware of my truth.

And you always said that a man must take responsibility for his actions, they should remain strong and calm in every situation.

So, I decided to be strong and self dependent. Grandpa, I want you to forget me and if possible please forgive me.

After I leave, you have to take care of grandma because this is the responsibility of a husband.

And I want to ask you, why does man have to be like this?

Why do they have to be strong and not to cry?

Grandpa, I am leaving but I have left my little brother and sister as a present for you.

Pour all your energy in them.

Thank you for all this time. I also have to thank you in advance for the cultivation scriptures that you will give me in the future.

But I have to leave, no matter now or in future.

Sorry and thank you again

Jin"

Jules trembled more and his mind shook. He muttered to himself,

"He knew... He knew..."

Jules now realised that the kid was too sensitive to emotions. He took care of himself all these years. He realised that the kid left because he might feel guilty.

Jules muttered,

"You said it right that a man must bear his own responsibility but you are just a little kid not a big man.

You are right that a man should not bear everything."

Suddenly he raised his hands and cupped his own cheek. He realised that there were tears dripping from his face.

He left to find Emma.

Qin and Lia also read their letters. Qin was okay but Lia almost fainted.

The servants also found the truth. They also became sad and gloomy.

The next day Jules came with Emma and gathered everyone.

"From now on, no one is allowed to talk about Jin in this house. And we all will wait for him to return back.

And when he comes, no matter what, I am going to beat him, and if any of you spoke for him..."

Everyone knew what the words meant.

Emma was fine. She decided to enter closed door cultivation and cultivate silently till Jin returns in the future.

But Jules was against this decision of hers. He told her that there are still two little guys who need them.

Emma nodded absentmindedly and returned to her room.

The Ramsy mansion returned to its previous environment but this time there was no young master who stayed with them.

Only the Young master and young miss who just came into this world. But deep inside, everyone knew that, the reason they stayed so close to each other is not with them anymore.

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Jin opened his eyes and he found himself in a different place. He came outside and saw Butler Hu.

He asked,

"Grandpa Hu, where are we?"

Butler Hu looked at Jin and said,

"Young master, we are going to the other planets while keeping a low profile.

I have decided to go to the Louis Planet.

This planet is ranked 20 on the list of planets in this galaxy and they follow the traditional path.

So, you can go there.

But remember that, school and learning classes are only provided on our planet because they are the legacies of a big family and no one wants to share them.

It is also because of old madam that we are able to build a school on our planet.

So, you have to be careful. I will stand behind you and teach you the mecha path. Other steps, you have to take them on your own."

Jin nodded and he went to rest.

To reach the Louis Planet, it would take them one week from their current speed.

Jin entered the cabin and he checked his spiritual palace.

There he saw Aion slumbering. He also noticed the different appearance fluctuations on Aion.

Sometimes Aion transforms into a snake the size of a pinky finger or sometimes the entire spiritual palace transforms into a long coiled sleeping dragon.

Jin left his spiritual palace and he opened the cultivation scriptures to see his future path.