Peaceful Farm Life-Chapter 2018 - 2019: She Feels Hurt Inside

"But you’ve never been this angry before..." Huo Qingyi’s voice was very small, her attitude both fearful and cautious, afraid that Su Yixing would get even angrier.

"Do you know why I’m angry?" Su Yixing still couldn’t let go of his anger, his voice particularly loud.

Huo Qingyi didn’t dare to kneel again, but she still answered Su Yixing, in a very small voice, only three words: "Because of me."

"You still know it’s because of you," Su Yixing sneered, "so tell me why it’s because of you."

"... I don’t know."

"I knew it!" Su Yixing gritted his teeth in anger. Every time she was like this, unable to understand anything, everyone could see he liked her, and yet she couldn’t see it herself, always doing things that hurt and angered him.

"Young Master..."

"Don’t call me Young Master!" Su Yixing flicked his sleeve, turning his back on Huo Qingyi. After a while, he softened his tone: "Leave, I don’t want to see you right now." He paused, "I won’t speak to you for three days."

In the past, Su Yixing had also gotten angry, and there had been days when he wouldn’t speak to her, but in the past, she always accepted it without any feeling. But now, Huo Qingyi felt extremely upset.

Even though she didn’t quite understand why she felt different from before, Huo Qingyi still obediently replied, "Yes."

After Huo Qingyi respectfully exited, Su Yixing stood facing away from the doorway for a long time, until his anger and dissatisfaction subsided considerably before he turned around, looking at the empty doorway. Suddenly, Su Yixing regretted it, regretting getting angry at Huo Qingyi, and even more regretting letting her leave.

Every time he got angry at Huo Qingyi, he would regret it, but he couldn’t control himself.

He loved her so much, but she...

Unconsciously, Su Yixing closed his eyes, suppressing all the discomfort that surfaced in them.

When he opened his eyes again, he intended to go to the study, but his gaze fell on the pouch on the ground. He stared at the pouch for a while, and finally, he stepped forward, picked it up, and attached it to his waist.

No matter what, it was stitched by her, stitch by stitch.

He kind of understood why before she secretly did things behind his back, she must have been making this pouch for him.

...

Since Su Yixing said he didn’t want to see her and wouldn’t speak to her for three days, that night, Huo Qingyi didn’t dare to go to Su Yixing’s room to sleep, so she slept in her own room.

But not long after she lay down and turned off the lights, she heard a knock on the door.

"Who is it?" she asked.

No one answered her.

She found it strange but didn’t get up.

But the door was knocked again.

"Who is it?" she asked again.

Still, no one answered her.

She found it even stranger but got up to open the door, and saw Su Yixing standing with a not-so-good expression. She was stunned for a moment, but before she could say anything, Su Yixing bypassed her and entered her room.

Seeing her just standing dazed at the door, Su Yixing didn’t speak, just closed the door for her, then pulled her back to bed to sleep.

Su Yixing still didn’t speak, but his hand, as before, held her.

"Young Master..." Huo Qingyi, embraced in Su Yixing’s arms, hesitated for a long time but eventually spoke softly.

Thinking that Su Yixing must really intend not to speak to her for three days, she closed her mouth again, saying nothing more.

Though she didn’t say anything outwardly, in her heart she said, "I’m sorry, my love, for making you angry again."

She had always been trying very hard to be a good subordinate, and she never meant to make him angry, but he always ended up being angered by her, which made her dislike herself so much for being this way.

Even though she still couldn’t understand what she had done wrong.