Pornstar System-Chapter 19 Trauma

"Oh well, that's just great," I replied.

"Alright, we know who the male is but who is going to be female 1, 2, and 3?" asked Jonah.

The girls looked at each other.

And I don't know what happened in that nanosecond of a glance they took at each other. Just by looking each other in the eye, they had reached a conclusion.

Or maybe they just decided earlier?

"Female 2 is going to Alexandra," Said Tanith.

"Female 1 is going to be Ai," said Alexandra.

I coughed a bit on thinking Ai acting like a shy girl but she quickly responded.

"What? I went to drama school" Ai replied, " Female 3 will be Tanith by the way."

"Good, then take your positions," Jonah said as she moved behind the camera.

There were quite a few mics lying on the floor and above us.

"Can we get whiter background light and try to decrease the ambient lights," Jonah commanded.

Instantly one of the guys went outside and started tweaking the lights.

"Guys, can you try some dialogues just to check the sensitivity of the mic? Girls you can try a few moans as well." Jonah said.

"Umm... hello?" I said most naturally, without increasing or decreasing the amplitude of my voice.

Jonah put on headphones on one ear and was pleased with what she heard.

"Girls moan" Jonah commanded.

Alexandra was the first to do it.

"hyaahh~~" Although it was quite fake looking, it sounded genuine.

Ai was reluctant but she also did the same

"ahhnn~" She moaned in a somewhat meek voice, and now I realized that her moans did fit the shy nature quite perfectly.

Tanith though refused to moan

Her argument being, "I'll only moan if he can make me, for real." She said with a smug face.

...And I took that personally.

I was genuinely thinking of using the consumables I had lying around

[ BIGGUS DICKUS ]

Which could make my dick 100% larger, hence essentially doubling my dick size for 3 hours.

From 8 inches to 16 inches.

Though it also hit me, that if I use that, she won't be moaning, but quite possibly screaming in pain.

What in the world could I even use that consumable for?

"That's going to be fun then" I replied with a smirk.

"Alright I'll take that," said Jonah as the person who went outside to adjust the lights came back in.

I took my seat on the couch and relaxed my body because most of my body was quite tensed up.

After all, I was going to perform in front of a camera.

and it was not just any performance it was porn.

Flashbacks of the time I tried public speaking in high school came back to me.

It was mild trauma.

But Alexandra luckily noticed this and placed a hand on my shoulder. she leaned down and whispered in my ear.

"Relax, don't care about the cameras, you might just be having the greatest moment of your life." She said in a soft voice.

Alexandra was quite complicated.

It was now pretty hard to just boil her personality down to a few words.

She was childish and an airhead, but also the mature one at the same time. I bet without her, we all would have been very hesitant and much more awkward around each other.

"Thanks" I murmured.

My body was somewhat relaxed now.

I lightly pinched my thigh and gave myself a pep talk.

'Come on Max, you get to fuck three hot women, as your first what could be better than that! This is just the beginning, you have to be successful enough that when your friends and family find out, you are rich enough that you can just rub it in their faces that you got rich fucking girls as your job'

"And Action!" Jonah said out loud.

I quickly returned from the realm of 'pep talks'

Not even looking at the camera I started the most natural way I could.

" Man, why am I still a virgin?"

My mind was screaming from inside.

,m ' THE ONE LINE THEY HAD WRITTEN, YOU EVEN CHANGED THAT!? THAT SINGLE LINE'

A debate started when a second voice yelled back.

' IT WAS CLOSE ENOUGH! NO ONE CARES!'

Luckily the third voice in my head brought things back to equilibrium.

'SHUT UP IDIOTS! WHAT'S DONE, IS DONE! NOW FOCUS ON THE REMAINING STUFF!'

The other two voices quieted down.

But my heart rate, I was sure that either pop some vein or I might just go into cardiac arrest.

I unzipped my pants.

With a somewhat fumbling motion, sneaking glances at the crew whom I was much more conscious of. f𝔯𝒆𝚎𝚠𝑒𝚋𝓃૦νℯƖ.co𝘮

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Thanks for reading.

The next chapter is already out for the patrons, so huge thanks to them too!

also, I know quite a few people get 'turned off' by stuff like 'cowardice' or 'stage fright' that mc is currently showing, but that's there because he was, as mentioned before, completely average. Obviously, there is a lot of room for maturity and it will get better as the MC grows and the story progresses.