Start By Becoming A Mangaka-Chapter 48: Become one

They had already done their work and everyone decided to go home.

Yuuki looked at Utaha who hurriedly went back to her room and locked it. He was frowning and decided to use his other plans. He went out from his window and knocked on the window of Utaha's room.

*KNOCK

*KNOCK

Yuuki knocked it several times until Utaha opened her window. She looked quite annoyed with him.

"What?" Utaha asked coldly.

Yuuki didn't say anything and entered her room through her window.

"What are you doing? Are you going to do something disgusting to me? I'll call the police!" Utaha wanted to push him outside but she couldn't. She could only sigh and looked at him with an expression, 'If you don't tell me what's going on, I'll kill you then kill myself!'

Yuuki ignored her and laid down on her bed, "It smells like you."

"You pervert!" Utaha blushed, "Tell me what you want?" She tapped her feet very impatiently.

"It's been a while since I entered your room," Yuuki didn't answer her.

"Tell me what you're doing or else I'll really call the police!" Utaha took her phone call.

"If I don't do this, you'll keep ignoring me every day," Yuuki said while looking at her eyes.

Utaha averted her eyes and couldn't see him straight.

Yuuki light smiled, "You know, I'm happy that you're my neighbor."

Utaha didn't look at him but listened to him quietly.

"At our first meeting, I thought that you're a very troublesome girl," Yuuki said.

Utaha twitched her lips and didn't say anything. She wanted to know what he said next.

"And, I was right, Utaha was very needy, selfish, stubborn, dark-belly, rude..." Yuuki kept telling her.

"SHUT UP! IF YOU WANT TO MOCK ME THEN HURRY UP AND GET OUT!!!" Utaha wanted to push him away but Yuuki hugged him instead.

"Let me go!" Utaha wanted to get away but Yuuki didn't let him.

"But, I don't hate those parts of you, instead of making me interested in you," Yuuki said earnestly.

Utaha didn't look at him and kept listening to him.

"Being together with you was fun, I don't want you to ignore me," Yuuki hugged, "It makes me lonely," he hugged her tighter. Being ignored wasn't fun, he didn't want to feel it again especially from this girl in front of him.

Utaha didn't answer him for a few minutes, both of them just hugging each other in silence. Yuuki wanted to say something but she said all the things that were buried in her heart.

"Then, why did you bring Ranko-san to your apartment? Do you want to make your apartment into a love hotel for you to have s.e.x? Did you want to show me that you have a girl? DO YOU WANT TO MAKE ME HURT THAT MUCH!!" Utaha let out tears from her eyes, "DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS WHEN YOU DIDN'T GOING HOME THAT DAY? DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN I SAW YOU LAUGHING AND TALKING SO HAPPILY TOGETHER WITH HER? DO I MEAN THAT LITTLE IN YOUR HEART? DO YOU WANT TO TOR..."

Yuuki didn't let her continue and kissed her. He had enough of her nonsense and wanted to show her how much she meant within his heart. He hugged her waist and kissed her deeper.

A words weren't enough to tell and act

Utaha was stunned but didn't fight him. Maybe this was what she wanted all along. She was worried that many girls started to appear beside him and she could only watch him by his side watching him laughing and flirting with another girl. She could only gaze at him coldly and buried her feelings inside her heart. She couldn't be truthful with her feelings, she was afraid that Yuuki would reject her.

Utaha had planned to hide her feeling so Yuuki wouldn't know it, but this kiss made her forget anything. She didn't want to think something complicated and within her head was blank and filled only with him.

Utaha hugged his neck to make him closer, both of them almost lost all their reason and could only think with their instinct.

Yuuki knew that if he continued he would lose all himself and did something that he would regret he needed to stop it. He released their kiss and looked at her deeply.

"I can't make you happy."

"I don't care."

"You can't be the only one."

"I don't care."

"You'll regret this."

"I don't care."

"Then, don't blame me."

"Take me."

They didn't need any words and joined their lips once again. Two lips started to fight each other and became deeper as each second passed through the night.

This was their first time to think about someone this much. They had never thought it was so nice to love someone even though this love wasn't perfect but it was enough.

Yuuki took her into bed and tore her clothes. He looked at her to ask for confirmation.

Utaha nodded shyly and opened her arms wide. She was ready to become his and wanted to be together with him.

Yuuki got closer to her and whispered into her ears.

"I love you," Yuuki said softly.

Utaha hugged his neck and whispered, "Me too."

Yuuki felt resistance when he inserted it and Utaha screamed in pain. He kissed her softly and whispered softly into her ears.

The pain started to subdue and they started to make love to each other.

Utaha knew that Yuuki couldn't become her own completely but she was his first. She was his empress within his family. She gonna took his first before anyone claimed it.

The white moon appeared and became their witness when two shadows became one.