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Supreme Husband System! & Supreme Wife System!-Chapter 212: "Other" memories.
Under Coco's soothing energy, Idan closed his eyes and immersed himself in his thoughts and memories under the soft howling of the evening wind and the rustling of trees nearby.
Idan knew that he couldn't just transform into his Alpha Fire form.
Ever since he entered the Forest of Doppelgangers, his Alpha Fire form had absorbed so many Energies of Madness that Idan was very afraid to transform again. At the moment, his Alpha Fire form was like a fully charged hot bomb. And until Idan prepares himself and takes full control of his bloodline, he must not assume this form.
Otherwise, it would be like trying to pick up a red-hot vessel with your bare hands.
The System noted that the ascension trials for each stage are unique and different from the trials of other System Hosts. However, the System did not disclose specific details, without explaining what the complexity depends on and what goals will be set at each stage.
After his first ascension trial, Idan began to understand what was going on.
The Alpha Bloodline potion and the ascension trial had caused his original human form to be separated from the Alpha Fire bloodline, becoming his main bloodline, and it even had its own rank. If Idan and Arabel had taken the potion without the ascension test, their human bloodline would have been completely replaced by that obtained from the potion.
The potion and the ascension trial became necessary conditions for activating the function of the "Bloodlines" System, which was linked to the "Supreme" System. Now, with this function, Idan and Arabel can have multiple bloodlines while still being human.
However, in addition to the advantages, it also brought some problems.
Idan's Fire Alpha bloodline, which manifested as a System during the ascension trial, was closely related to the memories he had experienced during that trial.
Thanks to Milica's training, these memories had become a part of him, and it was only because of this that his bloodline had not yet gotten out of control and had a strong influence on him.
Although these memories had become an integral part of his personality, Idan studiously ignored them. He hid them deeply, trying to protect himself from them. Along with these memories, he locked up the main part of his bloodline.
Idan had already tried several times to look into these memories and fully integrate them into his essence, but all attempts ended in failure.
The connection between these memories and his bloodline was too strong. Every time he tried to look at them and try to integrate them, his bloodline took over, and each time Idan lost control of his emotions, and subsequently his consciousness, going berserk.
After a series of failures, Milica categorically forbade Idan to continue trying until he found out what the true cause of all his troubles was and eliminated it.
By the end of the training sessions led by Milica, Idan had not received an answer to his questions. Without these answers, Idan could not move on in mastering his bloodline.
However, during this time, Idan had reached the point where his bloodline no longer greatly hindered him in his daily life. Idan could even transform into his Fire Alpha form for a short while. Therefore, when Arabel, unlike him, had more or less mastered her memories, Milica decided that they were ready and gave the go-ahead.
In the Forest of Doppelgangers, a few days later, Idan roughly understood what he needed to do to reduce the influence of his bloodline.
Idan realized that his bloodline needed answers. Answers that were related to their home world. The answers related to his older sister and mother.
After all, from those small clues and fragments of memory, Idan knew that during the ascension trial, everything went wrong as in the present.
There, during the ascension trial, his older sister Irene and his mother met the worst end, subsequently becoming the trigger that allowed him to become awakened with the Alpha Fire System.
The events that took place then became the driving force that pushed him forward. The thing that made him become strong.
And all this was moving towards only one goal — revenge.
Today, when Idan met his sister Irene, his bloodline almost got out of control at the very beginning. But then the rage that had been making him uncomfortable all along began to subside.
In his real life, outside of the Ascension Trial, everything was fine with his older sister and mother.
Idan was especially surprised to learn that he had a nephew — his older sister had become a mother. This was another shock that affected his bloodline.
Back at the restaurant, Idan thought he had finally found the answer to his questions. But to his surprise, after a brief lull, the subsiding rage flared up again. Idan did not understand the reasons for this sudden change.
So Idan decided to come here and try to take control of his bloodline again to figure out what was wrong. Where he went wrong. What does his bloodline really need?
To find answers to his questions, Idan decided to return to the memories he had so diligently avoided. To the memories experienced during the ascension trial. Those memories that he couldn't access due to the influence of his bloodline.
It was strange for Idan to delve into his own memories.
The memories from the ascension trial had started long before the catastrophe, and up to that point, there had been no significant differences between the two of his memories.
However, all the changes between Idan's real memories and those from the ascension trial began after the catastrophe. Once Idan reached this point, his bloodline would begin to affect his emotions. And the more Idan tried to remember what happened next, the stronger this influence became. In the end, Idan couldn't take it anymore and lost control of himself.
And so, when Idan came back to the memories that happened to him after the catastrophe, his bloodline began to influence his emotions.
"Why?" Idan mentally exclaimed.
No one could give him an answer to that question. The influence of the bloodline was increasing by the second.
Idan knew that if this continued, he would lose control of himself again. Even Coco's ability was starting to weaken and lose its effectiveness.
And when Idan already thought that all this was useless, he was surprised to realize that, unlike in previous cases, his own thoughts remained clear, even under the influence of emotions.
As Idan tried to figure out what was going on, memories began to pop up in his mind one by one.
Along with these memories, Idan felt the strange emotions that accompanied them.
The desire to show, the desire to remind. The desire to prevent such a thing from happening again.
Idan himself couldn't see it, but with each new wave of memories, the synchronization with his second Alpha Fire Bloodline in the "Bloodlines" function in Idan's status increased from 75 percent to 76 percent, from 76 to 77, higher and higher.