The Guide is Actually a Body-Switching Esper [BL]-Chapter 194: Reaffirming the Relationship [M]

Lane’s back curved up, and he had no choice but to grasp onto the sheets as he could feel Damien’s soft lips envelop his cock, taking him in... Well, maybe not in full, but still very deep. Especially for the first time.

Damien didn’t even pause with hesitation like that one time he was trying to do that before. Even though Lane was bigger than Xavier! He just took the cock in his mouth, sucking on it, as he tried to massage it with his tongue. It was rather clumsy and rough at the same time, but absolutely amazing still!

Lane’s mind blanked out, and he could no longer think about taking control. Or about anything, really! All of his thoughts were gone, replaced by sheer pleasure.

Besides... If Damien took him in his mouth, then that was a good sign, right? He wouldn’t have done it if he no longer wanted to be with Lane, right?

"Ah..." he groaned, grasping onto Damien’s hair, his fingers completely destroying any remaining tidiness it still had. "Harder..."

Damien’s eyes flashed onto Lane’s face, before closing again, as the man focused all of his efforts on sucking. It was... harder than he thought it would be. Back when Lane had given him a blowjob, the man made it look so effortless... And Damien had no experience or knowledge aside from that. He was never interested in watching porn or reading about sex, anything he had heard on sex ed at school or from other guys (which wasn’t much, because Damien never partook in such inappropriate conversations, not now, and not when he was younger) was about sex with women... He could only try to remember what Lane had previously done to him, and try to replicate it.

Which... felt great, but just as Lane thought, it only ended up teasing him more and more without bringing relief, and as the time went on, he was suffering from pleasure so much, that he ended up pulling out some of Damien’s hair...

And that most certainly was NOT a part of his plan. He didn’t want his boyfriend to go bald, that was one, and more importantly: no more reasons to apologize about (for now)!

So, he tapped Damien’s shoulder. "Wa, wait a sec," he gasped. "Let’s do this differently."

Damien furrowed his brows, but still withdrew. "Is it bad?"

Seeing his face, Lane just couldn’t bring himself to give honest feedback. So, he said instead, "No, no, you’re doing good... I just want both of us to enjoy ourselves, so..."

Damien scrutinized Lane’s face, not entirely convinced. Still, he could tell that he was taking a bit too long. And he wasn’t offended or anything, he knew that he was still a beginner, so it was understandable that he needed more practice. He wasn’t like Lane, who prided himself on his sexual expertise.

"Alright then... But I don’t have any lubricants," he pointed out.

"Ah, that’s not a..." Lane reached out of the bed to grab his hoodie, in the pocket of which his spatial bag was, and hidden inside, a whole assortment of various ’necessities’, which naturally included condoms and lube. Only when he already grabbed onto the spatial bag - with the help of his abilities, as the hoodie landed a bit too far, and Lane couldn’t be bothered getting up - did he realize it.

...Was it odd to bring lube with him when he was going to meet Damien for the first time in weeks? When it was supposed to be about apologizing, admitting the truth, and explaining himself? Now it was starting to look as if he came to have sex... Which, of course, was also the truth, but that was not the main point! Sex was an argument Lane was making to defend his case, and to reaffirm their feel... their relationship, not his purpose!

"Ah, ahem..." He cleared his throat, thinking of how to get himself out of the situation. But now that he took out the spatial bag, it was all too obvious that he did bring lube (even though that was something he always carried around! So how can that even count?), and Damien realized it as well. Luckily, it seemed that he didn’t mind.

Maybe he was already expecting it of Lane.

And so, Lane quickly freed himself from his pants, which were still around his knees, and took out the lubricant. Once again, the neutral one. Not everyone liked the extra sensations some other lubes provided, and it was hardly a moment to experiment around with Damien’s likes and dislikes.

Then, he squeezed a generous amount onto his hand, and slid it into Damien’s ass, pushing one finger in.

"Ah?" Damien gasped, a bit surprised. Looking down at Lane, he opened his mouth, as if he were about to say something...

But what got out was a moan, because at this moment, Lane wrapped his free hand around Damien’s cock, and started licking it, the hot, wet, soft flesh of his tongue and the steel round ball from his piercing massaging it intensely, until whatever was on Damien’s mind was all pushed away.

No talking. Because too much talking could lead to awkward topics. Then, the mood would be ruined... And they would have no choice but to move on to THE conversation.

And Lane wasn’t ready for that. Not at all. They were already moving too fast for his liking... But that at least still could be solved, by going for another round afterward.

And another.

As he plotted on how to drag the dreaded conversation away, his fingers had already loosened Damien significantly. Before he even realized, four were already in.

...He should have brought some sex toys, to prepare Damien even better. But he was never particularly interested in them, so he only ever used them on another person’s request...

Still, with his fingers, it should be more or less fine. Damien seemed less tense this time - perhaps because he had already experienced and enjoyed it before - so everything was going smoothly. Well, it was a good thing, even if it shortened the foreplay time...

Lane gave Damien’s cock one final suck and lick, and pulled back, opening a condom. While he was clear, and had no doubt Damien was as well, he had no idea whether Damien would like Lane’s cum to get down his ass, so it was better to play it safe. Even though Lane himself would like to actually go raw this time...

But, it wasn’t about his preferences, so he slid the condom onto his cock, lubed in up, and positioned himself between Damien’s legs.

"Are you ready?" he whispered.

And when he received a nod in response, he lifted Damien’s hips up... And thrusted in.