The Mad Alpha's Substitute Bride-Chapter 81: Finding Our Way Back

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Chapter 81: Finding Our Way Back

(MAYA)

The food arrives an hour later, and Cassian sets it down before me. "Eat. I wouldn’t want you to die without finishing my task."

"How considerate of you," I say sarcastically. When he lingers, I stare at him. "Do you mind? I don’t like an audience when I’m eating."

He tilts his head. "You’re losing weight. Your clothes are hanging off you."

I tap the dish with my finger. "Speaks volumes about how much you’re feeding me. Are you worried that if you give me enough to eat, I might suddenly gain some superhuman strength and break through the cage and run away?"

He looks amused. "I don’t see you getting past me. Even if you did, you’d have to contend with the twenty guards stationed outside."

My lips twist in an angry smile. "You’re so funny. Now, if you’re done trying to half-starve me, can you leave? I’d rather not see your face any more than I have to."

He leans down and grabs my jaw, forcibly tilting my head back, his voice harsh. "I don’t care much for your rudeness, Maya."

I swallow but refuse to back down. "Well, then, it sucks that you’re stuck with me, isn’t it?" I push his hand away. "My food is getting cold. Unless you put some poison in this that you want to watch me eat, go away. I’ve had enough of you shifters for one day."

"Insolent little thing, aren’t you?" he murmurs, releasing me.

"I’m sorry, I forgot I was supposed to be nice to my captors," I sneer at him.

"Any other shifter would have killed you already." His voice is quiet.

"Why haven’t you, then?"

He shrugs, watching me with a curious expression on his face. "I don’t know. I’ll send you some more food."

Once he leaves, I let out a sigh of relief and look toward the beast in the corner. "Can you believe him? He’s crazy on steroids."

I make sure nobody is around before uncovering the dish.

A steak. How nice. Lately, the quality of my meals has been improving.

I cut off a little piece for myself and then scoot over to the wolf in the corner with the plate. "Hurry up. Before he comes back."

He quickly starts to eat the meat, and I use his distraction to approach him. He’s used to my touch now, so he doesn’t react immediately. Taking the syringe from my bra, I consider surprising him, but I have a feeling I wouldn’t like his reaction. Taking a deep breath, I show him the syringe, and he goes stiff.

I keep my voice low. "I don’t know if you can understand me, but I need your blood. Please don’t hurt me."

He doesn’t bite me, but a little growl rumbles from his throat as I take off the cap and lift his paw. Hoping for the best and praying to every deity out there, I insert the needle under his skin. He is used to so much pain that he doesn’t flinch, but I hold his gaze as I begin to draw his blood. After a moment, he goes back to tearing at the meat, ignoring me.

When I have enough, I pull out the needle, put the cap on it, and stuff the syringe back in my bra before gently rubbing the spot on his front leg.

"There. All done. Who’s a good boy?"

I rub his ears, expecting him to snap at me, but instead he rumbles in approval, his eyes closing. Despite how dirty he is, his fur is soft. My heart is in my throat as I pet him. I’m about to stop when he rearranges himself on the ground and places his head in my lap.

I freeze in place. What is happening here?

Letting out a shaky breath, I continue running my fingers through his fur, my heart pounding with each breath I take. This is a disaster waiting to happen. I should stop. But I can’t. He seems...content. For the first time since I arrived, he’s relaxed. How can I take that away from him?

I keep my voice calm and low. "I’m going to get us out of here. Now that I have your blood, I’m going to help you find your way back to who you were. And then I will help you shift back. And then we’re going to escape."

I try not to let my fear get to me, keeping my voice steady. "This isn’t the first time I’ve been kidnapped, you know. The last time was when I was a child. I’ve always told myself that I would never let anybody make me a victim again. I intend to keep that promise to myself." I close my eyes. "As long as you don’t kill me first."

***

When I return to the lab, the security camera has still not been fixed. The assistant who works alongside me tells me it will be another day or so. He is supposed to be in the lab with me at all times, but he likes to slip out when he knows Cassian won’t be around.

He finally does leave, and I’m able to breathe easier and get to work. After spending over six months here, I have become familiar with which areas are covered by which camera. Using that to my advantage, I can run my tests on the silver wolf’s blood. I’m careful to label the file with another name so that no one figures it out. Once everything is in the computer system, I destroy the blood sample and rinse the syringe before breaking it and throwing it in the trash.

The next two weeks are critical. Fortunately, the lab assistant I’ve been given doesn’t know much about what he’s doing. His job is basically to keep an eye on me. However, since I’m always working when he’s around, he doesn’t feel the need to stay, which gives me the time and space to work on my little escape project.

Creating the right formula isn’t all that’s required. The new drug must be administered to the wolf in periodic doses. This is where I add another level of sneakiness to my plan. I swap the labels of the antidote that I’m supposed to be creating and start giving doses of my own concoction to my wolf companion.

He is brought to the lab four times a week, strapped to a horrifying table like a fetal pig in a high school biology class. It is usually the assistant who administers the injections, but since the wolf doesn’t react as badly to me, he lets me do it. With all this time alone in the lab, I’ve begun to dilute the drugs. The effect is not missed on me: the dazed look in the silver wolf’s eyes is beginning to disappear.

According to my assessment, I need to administer six doses of the formula I’ve created, one dose per week, and wait to see the results. I’m hopeful it will work. Everything I’ve calculated says it should, but this would be considered a trial drug in the human world, and the side effects are unknown. With bated breath, at the end of the six weeks, I inject the last dose.

Cassian stands beside me. "Are you sure this will work?"

"It won’t be instantaneous," I say, not meeting his gaze. "But he should slowly begin to revert to his human form." He definitely will, with the drug I’ve given him.

"And will he be able to shift back at whim?"

The urgent tone of Cassian’s question makes me wonder why he doesn’t want this particular shifter to be able to change forms. "You told me that you wanted him to shift into his human form and be unable to shift back, right? That is what I’ve tried to do," I lie through my teeth.

"We should leave him in the lab and monitor him through the cameras."

I feel a hint of panic at his words. "I don’t think that’s necessary. If the shift happens, he’ll be weak since his human muscles will have atrophied from lack of use. And we don’t know how fast the shift will be. Most probably, it will take a long time, or something will need to trigger it."

Cassian comes to stand before me, forcing me to look up at him. "There was a specific component within the formula. It should leave him dazed. We don’t want him recovering his senses."

I scowl. "Yes. You’ve told me multiple times. I accounted for it. Would you like to see the formula?" I already have a fake version of it completed. The one I’m actually using is in my head.

I bring him to the computer and show him the formula. He reviews it, and I can see that he doesn’t entirely understand it.

But he seems satisfied.

"Good." He puts his hand on my shoulder in a manner that I don’t like. "The person who initially created the formula isn’t here, but one of his disciples will be soon. He’s going to return by tomorrow evening, and he’ll assess your work. If everything goes according to plan, he’ll take you under his wing and begin teaching you."

"His disciple?"

"His student." Casian shrugs. "He’s also a human scientist. But he’s good. It was his idea to have you try your hand at this." I have so many questions, but I keep my mouth closed. Tomorrow evening? If that scientist shows up and sees this formula, he’s going to know it’s a bunch of gibberish. That means I only have till tomorrow evening to escape.

My wolf companion has been pumped full of enough drugs to knock him out, but when we reach the cell and are left alone, I take out a small vial and force the contents into his mouth. He stirs almost instantly, and I let out a sigh of relief.

The last dose I gave him was incredibly potent. It will take a couple of hours to kick in, and it should work. Huddled in a corner of the cell, I wait for my food to arrive and then give it all to him. But as the hours tick by, nothing happens. He just lies there with his eyes closed.

I have my watch with me, and as nighttime approaches, I can feel my hope fading fast.

Twenty guards. Cassian said there were twenty guards outside this cell. I can’t get past them. Not on my own. But if I can convince this wolf to help me, we can make it. We can probably make it. To convince him of this, though, I need him alert and able to understand me.

I worked my ass off on this drug that I’ve created. If it doesn’t work, that will be the end of me. They’re going to find out that the formula was nonsense, and then Cassian is going to kill me. And as for my poor companion, I can’t even imagine what they’ll do to him once I’m gone.

Exhausted, with my arms wrapped around my stomach and my knees pulled to my chest, I watch him. I’ve been giving him almost all my food for the past month, keeping only the bare minimum for myself. I’m beginning to feel the effects of it. But I need him healthy.

I must have nodded off at some point because I’m startled awake when I hear the door of the cell open. I look up and see a familiar face.

Terror seizes me. Quentin!

He sneers at me. "Awake? Good. I want you to be awake for what I’m about to do to you. And don’t bother screaming. I’ve knocked out the guards. Nobody’s coming to your rescue."

The wolf is also awake, and he’s growling softly, looking between the intruder and me.

"Get out of here!" I jump to my feet, my back up against the wall. "Cassian’s going to be pissed off when he finds out you came here."

The large shifter shrugs. "It’ll be too late to do anything by the time he finds you. And I can deal with Cassian myself. In fact, some of my friends are dealing with him right now. He’s gotten too cocky for his own good ever since he made lieutenant in the organization. He’s letting it get to his head."

Quentin walks toward me. I try to duck past him, but he grabs me by my hair and slams me face-first into the wall. I go down with a whimper, smelling my own blood in the air. The wolf begins to howl now, furious.

"Oh, shut up!" Quentin shouts at him. "Stupid mutt. You always thought you were better than me, too. And look at you now. You’re a dog, nothing more. You bark and howl. Useless thing."

He begins fidgeting with his pants, his eyes returning to me. Even dazed, I know what’s about to happen. But not if I have anything to say about it.

I see the small vial I gave the wolf a few hours ago. It’s made of glass, and it’s within reach. My hand wraps around it. I shatter the vial against the ground and plunge the sharp glass into Quentin’s leg, right where his femoral artery should be.

He yells out in pain and staggers backward. I use his own momentum against him and tackle him. Unfortunately, I gravely overestimated my own strength, even with the element of surprise. He grabs me by the shoulder and punches me in the stomach. It knocks the wind out of me, but that doesn’t stop me. I’m not going down without a fight.

"I am not a victim," I snarl, sinking my teeth into his arm. He backhands me into the opposite wall, and I land next to the wolf, sinking to the ground. I can feel warm, sticky blood on the side of my face.

Not like this, I tell myself. I try to get up but fall to my knees. The wolf, who has been growling and snarling this whole time, suddenly nuzzles me and licks the side of my face.

I push the wolf away, my eyes on my opponent. If he thinks I’m going to let him take advantage of me, he’s sorely mistaken. He’s going to have to rip me apart to get me to stop fighting back. Quentin seems to have realized this, and he looks irritated. "Do you think I won’t use you when you’re bleeding on the floor, unconscious? It’s been a while since I had a good fuck."

I swear at him, forcing my pain aside. "Good to know that you’re a freak both on the inside and on the outside."

His expression twists, and he lets out a thunderous roar. He leaps at me, his claws outstretched. I know it’s coming. I don’t care. Better to die than let him have his way with me. I can’t fight him off, but I can rile him up enough to get him to kill me.

I stand there waiting, the small sliver of broken glass still in my hand. I’ll slice the other side of his face and give him matching scars to make sure he remembers who he killed.

My eyes squeeze shut as he is about to land his attack. But nothing happens.

For a moment, there is a strange silence, and then I hear a guttural sound.

My eyes fly open, and I see a filthy, naked man with long, scraggly, silver hair that reaches his hips and the most stunning amber eyes I’ve ever seen.

His hand is clenched around Quentin’s wrist.