To Be Yours Again-Chapter 248 Mental health

*LORENZO*

Wanting her everytime isn’t healthy for my mental health and instead of doing something to limit it, I want more.

And within seconds, I was sucking and licking at those full,sexy lips, she was on her toes and she had her hands up with her fingers wrapped up in my hair.

I ran my hands over the dress she was wearing, feeling every one of her curves.

I imagined that I could feel her hard nipples pressing into my chest and I began to work the dress up her body, dying to touch the softness that I knew was underneath.

My pulse was surging with a passion unrivaled by anything else I had ever felt as she gently scraped the side of her teeth across my bottom lip.

She shoved her tongue in deep into my mouth and began to explore.

I grabbed her and turned her toward the table.

I was thrilled when she undid the zip at the side of her dress.

I licked my lips and flexed my fists into my thighs.

She began taking off the dress, slowly, almost painfully so.

It seemed like hours before I was treated to the sight of her gorgeous breasts and then her soft, flat belly and finally the sexy flesh of her upper thighs and what lay between them.

Fuck!

She wasn’t wearing any panties.

The dress was pooled at her feet and she lifted her foot to step out of it.

"Turn this way, beautiful.” I told her, she turned toward me.

My cock was throbbing so hard that I was afraid it would push right through the fabric of my slacks.

I was close enough to feel the heat of her body.

My body was on fire and I was consumed by thoughts of what I was about to do to her.

I reached out and ran my fingers up her arm and then down her spine.

I felt her shudder.

I moved my hands to the clasp of my trousers and unhooked them.

I let them them fall down around my ankles while at the same time, gripping her small waist between my hands.

Then I carried her up and sat her bare behind on the granite counter.

I left her there while I finished undressing and reveled in the sharp intake of breath she let out once I was naked in front of her.

She groaned and I nudged her legs open with my hips.

My heart was racing and pleasure was coiling deep in my belly.

A moan fell from my lips as I lined myself up against her warm wetness.

I couldn’t wait a second longer.

I captured her lips and buried myself deep inside of her.

Shards of ecstasy flooded my body as she brought her legs up and wrapped them around my waist.

I thrust in and out of her and moved my lips from her mouth and covered her neck and shoulder in wet kisses.

She locked her ankles behind my back and I braced my hands on the counter.

I looked back at her beautiful face before letting my gaze drop to her breasts.

I licked my lips before bending down and capturing one of them in my mouth.

I used my tongue to flick across the hard nipple, fucking her with my cock simultaneously.

"Oh fuck...Lorenzo..this feels so good"

Abruptly, I stilled.

Not again.

Lorenzo?

Does she still picture my face as her ex’s?

Something heavy like a rock made my chest feel tight.

*****

*DANICA*

I gasped when he pulled out of me and started wearing his clothes.

Seriously?

"What are you doing?"

"This isn’t cool, Danica. You can’t just moan another’s man name when you’re with me.” He burst out.

"Well, sorry, it was just a slip of tongue."

"For the second time, how long will your tongue keep slipping?"

"Look, I’m sorry, okay? It’s just that...it’s..."I thought about something to say to defend myself. “Well, it’s because Lorenzo was the last man I had sex with before you"

Damn!

When did I become so good at lying?

"And you must really have a strong bond with him?"

I mean I had.

I even had a child for him.

And he was that man.

I only shrugged.

Realizing the mood has been spoilt, I put on my clothes too.

He was just being stupid.

"You’re acting as if this is nothing...At the very least, even if Andro isn’t my real name, it’s better than to say that when you’re in cloud nine instead of fucking Lorenzo"

"Look, you don’t have to make a big deal out of this, okay?"

"Why can’t you see anything wrong with this?" He asked.

When I didn’t give him any answer, he stormed off.

I slowly sat on the chair.

Ugh!

Andro....Andro... Andro...

Just how many times do I have to get used to his new name.

And then it occured to me that I still haven’t told him who he was.

I mean, how do I even tell him that I know him?

I swallowed.

I didn’t think of this part when I began this whole revenge plan.

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*LORENZO*

"You mean she said this other guy’s name again?" Markus asked on the phone.

"Yep...it’s so infuriating."

"Can you just tell me who this lady is already? Maybe I might know her, and help you in handling your situation with you so you wouldn’t fall in love with her."

"I am handling this situation quite well.”

"And you’re bothered because she still thinks about her ex?"

"I’m not bothered, I just find it annoying...there’s a difference."

"Fine...I don’t know what advice to give you, man...I can only say you should be careful and not get your heart involved."

I sighed as I hung up.

Should I tell Danica that I don’t want to be her fuck boy anymore?

So this wouldn’t get too intensed for me.

But I don’t want to stop.

I just, I just can’t explain how I’m feeling right now.

I forced myself out of the couch when the doorbell rang.

Opening the door, it was Elias.

Great!

Another douche bag who wants to get into Danica’s panties.

"What is it?"I asked, rudely.

"Is Danica home?"

"No.”

"She isn’t home and she left a stranger in her house?" He asked, confused.

"I’m her boyfriend.” I snapped, leaning against the doorframe.

He laughed. “Danica won’t date someone like you. I think I saw you the other day, aren’t you just a mere waiter in her restaurant?”

That stung.

"I understand that you’re feeling heartbroken but it isn’t my fault...now fuck off.”

I slammed the door on his face and slumped on the chair.

I felt so powerless.

I thought I was at her mercy before but this was just the beginning of it.

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When Danica got home that day, she was leaping.

"Mommy, what happened to you?"Lucy panicked.

"It’s that stupid motorbike. Danica walked out with some goods while I settled the bills for the others when I suddenly heard shouts, it turned out that the motorbike almost ran into her, it was a bit late when she saw it coming so she got out of the way in haste and fell.” Cora explained.

"Motorbikes should be banned.”I let out.

"Are you okay, mommy?” Lucy asked, holding her hand.

"I’m fine...Cora, thanks for today, you’ve spent longer than you should and you’re running late for your date.” Danica reminded.

"Oh, yeah...I will hear first thing tomorrow morning to check up on you,okay?" With that, she bid us goodbye and left.

I bent before Danica to examine her foot.

A bandage was wrapped around it.

"I’m fine now, I should go prepare dinner now, you guys must be starving"

"You should get some rest, Danica."I advised.

"But..."

"I’ll prepare dinner.” I offered without thinking.

She frowned. “You only know how to cook simple meals. I don’t think you can cook pasta.”

"How do you know that?”

She swallowed. “I just guessed.”

"Danica, I can just prepare a simple meal. It’ll turn out good, I promise."

She nodded and tried to stand on her own but I quickly carried her in my arms.

"Andro, I can walk.”

"You can’t, you’ll hurt your foot,I can carry you anyway you wanna go.”

She looked away."Okay,..my bedroom."

I nodded.

I slowly lowered her on her bed, still feeling her softness in my arms.

Yeah, we could have had a good time this morning but I had to spoil it.

Can’t I just turn a blind eye to anything she does or say concerning another man?

"Lucy, keep your mom company.” I said and headed off to the kitchen.

As I put on the apron, I realized that I had no idea of what to do next.

After a while, I was determined to cook a good pasta meal.

That should be easy.

Still not knowing what to do, I brought out my cellphone and typed.

*How to prepare pasta?*

Different answers displayed and I hurriedly started reading through.

I just have this urge to make this perfect, to impress her.

I read through the steps:

STEP 1: BOIL WATER: Start with a pot of water and bring it to a rapid boil.

I turned on the gas and did just that.

STEP 2:ADD SALT: Put in a lot of salt, about 3 tablespoon. If you taste the water, it should taste like the sea.

I added 3 tablespoon of salt but I felt it wasn’t okay so I made it 5.

STEP 3: ADD THE PASTA

Drop in the pasta while the water is at a boil and give it a gentle stir.

STEP 4:STIR: Stir it occasionally while it cooks.Use the cooking time on the pasta package as a guide.

I picked up the pasta package from the waste bin and stared at the time.

I feel like a chef already.

STEP 5:TASTE THE PASTA.

In haste, I had a taste and hurriedly spat it out.

It’s fucking hot.

But I think the pasta is cooked now so I moved on to the next step.

STEP 6:DRAIN: Drain the pasta. Just be sure to save about 1 cup of the pasta water.

STEP 7:REMOVING RAVIOLI: If you’re cooking ravioli, use a slotted skimmer and gently lift the ravioli a few at a time.

STEP 8:STIR IN THE SAUCE: Add the pasta to your sauce and finish cooking it in the sauce. Give it a stir to coat.

Oh! My delicacy is looking yummy.

STEP 9:ADD PASTA WATER: Ladle a few tablespoons of the pasta water at a time until you have the right consistency to your sauce. Remember, the pasta will absorb the liquid. Pasta water helps to thicken the sauce.

STEP 10: BUON APPETITO (Enjoy your meal)

Yeah, Danica and Lucy were definitely going to enjoy this.

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"Hmm, that smells good.” Lucy commented as I walked into Danica’s bedroom.

"I thought we could all have dinner in here"

Danica grinned. “Sure.”

I served them both and sat on the edge of the bed to eat too.

I noticed Lucy paused after chewing.

Was she savoring the taste?