Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 203: Wash it all away

Jaehyun’s POV

The smell of my omega changes from warm and sweet to heavily disturbed within the space of three seconds.

Shit. Shit. Shit.

I literally just settled with him about breaching trusts, I don’t want to get into another misunderstanding, this is fucked.

"I didn’t find him" I say quickly, leaving the door to go to him and his scent only turns more sour, amplifying the guilt I feel.

It’s hard to be calm when all these are happening at once, I am on the verge of returning to find him, this time around nothing will stop me from ending his life.

"I didn’t go to him I swear" I say and he pulls the little knife-like structure and throw it off our property and into the night, "Junnah" I call his name.

"I know, I know, I believe you" he says while keeping his head down, "shit, fuck..." I curse in frustration, why does he have to show up and ruin our day like this?

"Stop cursing so much" he mutters, hands placed on his stomach. "Open the door, I need you" he says and I nod, my movements are jerky and reckless as I unlock the door, almost breaking it down.

The omega walks in and goes straight to shedding off his clothes as he goes into the bathroom and stands in front of the tub, back straight and posture effortlessly elegant with his long hair brushing his shoulder.

"Let me" I say, body driven by devotion as I set the bath for him, the water is warm and just the way he likes, I hold out my hand for him to take and slide in.

He sinks into the water enough to have it cover his face and leave his nose and lips uncovered.

"I didn’t want to tell you yet...I know how much stress he causes, I’m sorry" I say and the omega sits up, making soap water slosh around his body.

"Jaehyun, this is what Chan wants" he says and runs his hand down his face, wiping water off and I bow my head in shame.

"This is what he does, he likes to play with people’s mind...he does it in a way that you can’t help but return to him for help" Yujun says and I groan.

"That’s what he did today, he said he was waiting for me to show up..." I let him know and Yujun nods, "he wants you to attack, he can then paint you as a reckless person who doesn’t think" Yujun says.

I remember when we were at the Choi mansion for Yunah, how he acted powerless and he let me beat him up, how his goal was to get Yujun’s pity and incite disgust for me...it’s unfortunate that I stupidly allowed the fucker have it.

"Fuck" I curse and Yujun grabs my neck to connect our lips, maybe it’s to reassure me that he isn’t mad at me, but I can’t help the anger I feel at that monster.

How can a person be so comfortable with breaking what is already broken.

"Hwang Jaehyun...if Haeri’s first word ends up being a curse word, I will kill you" he says when he breaks the kiss and I can’t help the little laughter.

"I’ll curse less...I think" I say and he shakes his head.

"Let’s not worry about that man right now, it’s going to be our last day here tomorrow, we need to make the most of it" Yujun says and I hum in response, sliding my hand down from his neck to his chest.

"Wash me?" he asks and I fold the sleeves of my shirt and start to wash, paying special attention to his baby bump, he’s getting bigger with every day that passes and it puts me in awe.

His strength, his beauty...his perfection without effort.

"When we return, we can visit my omega settlement" I say softly, excited at the thought of the omegas I rescued meeting Yujun.

"I remember when we were there once" Yujun says and I nod, it was a beautiful experience, gunning down men to protect vulnerable omegas...and the fact the men involved were Kang clan dogs.

My pregnant omega relaxes as he lets me wash his body gently and quietly, once I’m done and he gets out to dry his body, he walks naked to the bathroom.

"Wash up too, hurry and come to me" he says with a yawn, and I chuckle at how adorable he sounds, I stand under the shower and let the water wash off the grime and sweat of the day.

The water cools my body but not my mind, that motherfucker stalked us all the way here, and now it would be a bad time to propose to Yujun.

I grunt as I get even more frustrated, I wanted to propose to him by the sea, the blue waters as our backdrop and the crash of waves as our soundtrack...now I would have to wait.

I run my fingers through my wet hair, and they get caught in it, I need a haircut soon, the long hair is starting to be a bother.

Once I’m done washing, I return to the room and find Yujun half asleep; at the sound of my footstep, he opens his eyes and stretches his arms to call me to himself for a hug.

"Comfy?" I ask him as I spoon him from behind, both of us naked, and he hums sleepily before yawning.

"Tomorrow, we live as normal people do" he says, "we will eat ramyeon with seafood, we will kiss by the beach..."

"I will get a haircut" I add to his sleepy ramble and he nods before turning around to be face to face with me, "I will give you the haircut" he says and buries his fingers in my hair.

"Then, we will talk about the good parts of our day" Yujun says, voice getting smaller with each word, "hmm...we’ll do everything you want" I say.

And if any bastard interrupts...I will apologize to Yujun later for the man I’ll be.