Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 208: Don’t forget to fight

Yujun’s POV

I hear faint laughter, and I squeeze my eyes shut, I just want to enjoy myself in this moment, is it too much to ask?

"Few more minutes" I mutter under my breath and turn on my side, the grass is so soft, I’ve never laid on grass like this before.

My belly is slightly bigger, and I don’t feel ashamed, I’m just here, soaking up the sun and lazing around on a good day.

A shadow looms over me, blocking out the sun and I sigh as I smell the person’s usually hidden pheromones, I guess good days are just not made for me to experience them.

’Alphas don’t roll around all day in dirt like some lazy animal’ my father’s cruel voice says and I sit up with a scowl, "but I’m not an alpha" I say loudly and his face turns red immediately.

"What gives you the right to talk back at me" he asks, eyes flashing red with alpha dominance, but I don’t care about it, I just shrug playfully before responding.

"Well, I’ll say it’s the same thing that gives you the right to speak down on me" I say and my father growl at me, but his growl is met with another intense growl that catches my attention.

I turn around and my lips go round as I say a small O as I see the source of the growl.

The talking back Yujun isn’t me, the talking back Yujun is the confident, powerful male omega Yujun that scolds me for not standing up for myself in my dreams.

I am lying next to him and when I look down at myself, my legs are shackled and the chains are heavy on my legs, startled I sit up in a rush.

Again? Why am I in chains again? I pull on it to break it, but the thick metal doesn’t budge, I whimper and tug on it again and again weakly. Usually when I have dreams like this, I often find myself in the ’training room’ but now it’s entirely different.

"Why?" I ask the second me and he shrugs, we are in an open space, lying on grass and enjoying the sun but I still have chains around my leg, what does it mean?

"Really, Yujun, it’s only you that can free yourself" he eventually says and waves my father away while I tug again.

"But I’m free! I’m free!" I yell in frustration, I am free, aren’t I? I chose the life I love; I joined the family I wanted, I laugh without fear...what more is left for me to do?

"Are you? are you really free?" omega me asks and drop my head back on the grass, I can’t smell the earth, I can only feel grass tickling my nape and the heat of the sun on my eyes.

"So, what am I supposed to do now?" I ask tiredly, already giving up.

"You already forgot...Yujun, don’t forget" the other me says and I frown, don’t forget? Don’t forget what?

He turns his head to the side as if to deliberately show me something and I see the puncture of his neck that terrifies me, it’s still fresh, it’s still raw and bleeding.

"Did- did I get attacked?" I ask, holding my neck.

"His vitals are good, the only thing wrong right now is his temperature" a male voice pulls me out of my panicked dream state, and I slowly open my eyes to see two men standing over me.

They look serious as they examine me.

"Oh good, he’s awake" one of them says and I squint my eyes to clear my vision.

Why am I here? Who are these people? What is going on?

I push myself to sit up and my stomach feels tight, I place my hands on my belly and growl as I realize that I am half naked.

"Relax sir, please..." one of the men says and hold his hand out, I don’t relax, I get out of the bed with my fists ready to lunch an attack, "woah!" the man I attacked yells and I twist his neck easily.

"Didn’t boss use the voice? Help!" the second man screams as I go after him, still half naked, chest bare and belly swollen with my pup.

Who do they think they are to touch me?

I grab him by the neck and suddenly a sting on my neck makes me fall to the floor.

’You already forgot...Yujun, don’t forget’ an echo of my own voice resounds in my head and I pull myself up from the floor.

"Yujun, don’t forget" I fight against the tranquilizer used on me and the door is pushed open as Chan walks in, he has a calm look on his face.

Even though I can only see everything in double and strange patterns, and I can barely stand straight, something nudges me that I have to fight, I need to get out of here.

I need to remember something.

"Yujun...calm down, it’s just me" Chan says, holding his hand out, "calm down, you can trust me...it’s me Chan" he says, taking cautious steps towards me.

"You injected me" I gasp, still staggering from the drug in my system, "I’m trying to help you, I can’t have you hurting yourself" he says and I turn to hold on to the bed, heaving as my head spins harder.

"It’s okay, you can trust me..." Chan says.

He comes to my side and puts his hand on my lower back, pushing me down gently to make me lie down, "there you go..." he says and I can’t fight him anymore, my body gives out, and I lie on the bed.

"Chan...Chan..." I call his name, my tongue feels heavy, like it’s fallen asleep before me.

"Yes, I’m right here" he says and I turn to my side, "how did I get here? Why am I here?" I ask, slurring as I speak and he brushes stray white hair out of my face, speaking gently as he gives me an answer my brain can’t not process.

"Chan" I call again, he moves closer to me, and I grab his collar.

"Where is my mate?"

"You don’t have a mate, you only have me" he says and my hand drops from his collar to the bed.

"What did you do to Jaehyun?" I ask and he blanches. 𝐟𝕣𝗲𝕖𝕨𝗲𝐛𝗻𝗼𝐯𝗲𝚕.𝗰𝚘𝐦

"What...?" his last question follows me into my drug induced sleep.