Criminal X : Epitome Of Evil-Chapter 227: I Shudder No More

It stinks.

The floor is wet.

The color of the liquid I can’t see but it smells horrible.

Where am I?

My body is heavy for some reason.

I am tired.

What happened to me?

I look around. I see only darkness.

Is the darkness around me? Or is something in front of my eyes stopping me from seeing?

I take a deep breath.

I pondered the last of my memories and I finally knew the deal.

And only one person comes to mind right now.

My dear.

I was separated from him. We were inside the mist. We were about to enter the Village.

Soldiers were screaming and that’s when I felt a blow in my head and I was taken away.

My hand was not on my dear’s hand anymore. Someone took me away from my dear.

I tried to scream but a hand covered my mouth.

And after that, I don’t know. I am here.

After being separated from him, I opened my eyes for the first time here.

And I don’t know where I am.

I am not able to see anything because of the suit. Should I take it off? But what if I am still inside the mist?

The mist harms me instantly. I can’t risk it.

Wait. Andrezj. Yes. Andrezj, where is he?

"Andrezj!" I call for my Angel. He never leaves me. He should be here. He should be beside me.

But I receive no reply. Only the echoes of my voice I hear. And for the first time since Andrezj came into my life, he was not with me.

I want to remove my suit. Splashes of water I could hear from beneath me. The fire of the suit must be extinguished because of it. So if I am still alive then it means there is no mist in the place where I am.

I remove the thick and heavy demonite suit and then the Kevlar.

I am able to breathe but I am still not able to see. There is still darkness around me.

I am scared to move my hands, I don’t want to touch something and regret.

Where am I? I ask myself.

And the answer I receive is…

I am in trouble.

I don’t have Andrezj with me. Is he dead? How long has it been since I separated from the team?

Where are the soldiers? Where is the high Duke? Where is my dear?

Sitting in the darkness, stranded away from the world feels terrifying.

I want to run from here. But I am scared. I don’t want to die. What if there are enemies around?

I want to call my dear.

Wait. Yes. Call. I have a Receiver. I will call for help. The High Duke number is in it.

Yes. I will call.

I took out my Receiver and searched for numbers.

Jamal’s name is written. I moved my finger and just when I was about to press the button for the call, I remembered something.

The eleven people who were sent inside the mist to investigate.

One of them survived for seven days and he died just after he called.

Would he have been safe if he hadn’t called anyone?

Ahngh. Now I am afraid to call. I don’t want my voice to be heard by enemies.

The sound is echoing here as well. I don’t want to die.

Dejected, I put back the Receiver inside my bracelet again and now, I am clueless.

I sit in the same place, same position, hoping to be rescued.

My dear must be still alive. He can’t be dead. He has a Black rank Ego. He is the best.

But that’s when another thought surfaced to haunt me.

Will he even come to save me?

He doesn’t love me. He had threatened me many times. He would be happy if I am not there to annoy him.

He would finish his mission to end the mist and after that he would go away from here. Why would he come to save me? Is he even thinking about me?

Will Pablo Castillo save a hopeless romantic girl?

I have no answer for that.

Andrezj loves me and he isn’t here as well. So there must be something big going on that stopped him from coming here.

But more than Andrezj, I want my dear to save me.

If he came to save me then I’ll devote my entire life to him. And if he doesn’t save me, then I’ll die here anyway.

I talk and talk with myself. I make assumptions. I recall the pleasant moments I lived with my dear. If he doesn’t love me, then he should save me just because I have money. I am willing to be his plaything if he is willing to play with me. If that’s all he wants then I am fine with it too. I just want him near me. I want to sleep in his arms like a snake coiling around a tree. I want… I want.. I want..

I am losing myself again. Whenever I think about him, I think for no lengths. I imagine all the futures with him. I dream him.

I love him.

I am in a dangerous situation and yet all I can think about is him. His eyes, his hands, his threats, his voice. I am so painfully in love with him.

I love him so much that it is overpowering the fear I have right now.

But still, I have to keep my ears open. My eyes are useless here. I can only rely on my hearing.

I am not in a safe place, I am sure. I am alive, that’s already a big deal.

My dear told me that I have tremendous luck. So it should help me. My dear knows so many things. I love that about him. I love everything about him. I love him.

I started it again. I can’t help but think about him. This must be what my mother felt about my father, no matter how badly and how much pain he gave her, she didn’t stop loving him.

Now, I understand your feelings, mom. You just love someone and it doesn’t matter whether they love you back or not.

And now I am going to do what my mother did. What everyone else does when they are in a situation they can’t control. When they want to be saved because they couldn’t save them by themselves.

In such a situation, people only do one thing.

They pray to Gods.

I had shuddered at the thought of praying to Gods but ever since I met my dear, I shudder no more.

People die for religion and I can die for it too.

After meeting my dear, love has become my religion.

I can die for that. I can die for him.

People pray to God to save them and I will do the same.

I will also pray to God, but to my God.

Since love is my religion, then the person I love is my God.

I clutch my heart, close my eyes, and his face flashes in front of my eyes.

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Save me.

Save me.

I pray to my God.

Save me, my love.

Save me, my dear.

I pray to my love, my dear.

Sitting there, I devoted my entire being.

After being away from him, I realized, at that moment, it occured to me that…

My dear, Pablo Castillo, has become my God and he will come to save me.