Help, I'm in Another World and All the Men Are So Hot! [BL]-Chapter 88: Unspoken Desire

Theo’s kiss was soft and tender, calming the slight excitement that had risen in Damien. It was so mature, so composed—Theo, despite being younger, always seemed to handle things with a level of grace and maturity that Damien found impressive.

"Let’s not rank things, okay? It doesn’t matter what number I am, as long as you love me, I’m happy," Theo whispered, pulling away.

Theo’s words felt so understanding, almost too accommodating. It made Damien wonder—was Theo an angel who is come to him to make his life easier? Or perhaps a devil meant to lead him astray?

Damien took Theo’s hands in his, holding them tightly as he looked Theo directly in the eyes, his voice filled with sincerity.

"I swear, Theo. I’ll never do anything to disappoint you. I love you with all my heart."

He made that vow silently to himself—to never make Theo, this precious person who was far too good for him, cry.

"I know. I love you too, with all my heart, Damien," Theo replied, smiling with a happiness that seemed to radiate from him.

...

"By the way, when I dozed off in the bath earlier, I had a strange dream... Honestly, I’m worried about myself for dreaming something like that."

After their earlier conversation and reaffirming their love for each other, Damien shared the dream he’d had in the bath—a rather inappropriate one—thinking it would be a funny way to end the night.

To his surprise, Theo seemed oddly fascinated by the dream and started asking for more details. Damien answered as best as he could remember, amused by Theo’s unexpected curiosity.

Damien couldn’t help but feel a bit scared by the gleam in Theo’s eyes. Sure, even he had thought the dream was a bit erotic, but it was just a dream. There was no reason for Theo to be getting so excited about it.

"Those kids sure do some... intense things," Theo said.

"Huh?"

"Oh, I mean... What do you honestly think of them, Damien?" Theo asked, his tone casual but his eyes focused.

That question. He was really going there. Damien hesitated for a moment, but he figured it was better to be honest than to try to cover it up.

"Um... well... I think they’re pretty cute," he admitted.

"And what if something like what happened in your dream actually happened in real life?" Theo asked, watching Damien closely.

"W-What? No way! That would never happen!" Damien responded quickly, shaking his head. It had been embarrassing enough to tell Theo about the dream; there was no way those kids would ever do something like that.

"Let’s just say, hypothetically speaking, of course," Theo continued. "What if they did come on to you like that? And don’t worry, I wouldn’t get angry about it."

The thought of those kids doing something like what happened in his dream made Damien’s face heat up instantly.

"I-I mean, I’m a guy... so I guess I’d be happy? But still, there’s no way that would happen! I mean, they’re not... they’re not that kind of kids! People like that only exist in dreams!" Damien stammered, his face flushing redder with every word.

Theo chuckled, giving him an amused look.

Was Theo thinking the same thing? Was he also imagining how impossible it was?

"Theo?"

"Oh, sorry. I was just wondering... In your ’dream,’ did anything happen where you were the one being... you know, ’serviced’?"

Damien hadn’t even realized it until Theo pointed it out, but in the dream, everything had been about the others doing things to him. 𝙛𝒓𝓮𝙚𝔀𝒆𝒃𝓷𝒐𝓿𝙚𝓵.𝙘𝒐𝒎

"Hmm... now that I think about it, no, I don’t think so. Maybe just some kisses here and there, but even those were more like... them giving them to me. It’s not like I’m against it or anything..."

It was embarrassing to admit, but Damien actually enjoyed that sort of thing. In fact, he preferred being the one giving more than receiving.

But in the end, it was just a dream. Dreams didn’t always make sense or follow real-life preferences.

"Looks like only Leonide got to touch you in the dream, huh? It seems like, even in your subconscious, you’ve thought things through a bit," Theo commented thoughtfully.

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"Don’t worry about it, Damien," Theo said, brushing off the topic.

Was Theo avoiding the question?

"More importantly..." Theo leaned in closer, his expression suddenly serious.

"What is it?" Damien asked, caught off guard by Theo’s intensity.

"I want you to kiss me... the way you did in your dream."

Damien blinked in surprise. The kiss in the dream? The kissing marathon? He remembered it pretty clearly—almost as if it had actually happened. Well, if Theo wanted it, Damien didn’t mind obliging.

When Damien nodded in agreement, Theo’s face lit up with a surprising amount of joy.

Five rounds of kisses?

The second round after that... was incredible.

...

One day, after Damien had spent quite a bit of time living at the estate, a rare free moment appeared amidst Theo’s work. It was too long for just a brief rest, and he found himself drifting toward Damien’s quarters. After last night, Theo was already feeling the pangs of missing him. The sooner he could see him, the better.

He walked briskly down the hallway and called as he entered, "Damien—I’ve come to see you..."

But as he stepped inside, he was surprised to see Leonide standing alone in the room.

"Oh, Leonide, it’s just you?" Theo’s eyes scanned the room, his confusion deepening. "Where’s Damien?"

Leonide hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ah... Master Damien is in his room, Master Theo."

Theo’s brows drew together. "Is he unwell? It’s mid-morning—he rarely stays in bed this late." He took a step forward. "I should check on him. What do you mean, I can’t?"

Leonide shifted awkwardly, his gaze darting away. "I’m sorry, Master Theo. But I don’t think you can see him right now..."

Theo’s concern only deepened. "Why not? If he’s unwell, I should at least see if he needs a doctor—"