Love Among The Ruins-Chapter 32 -

NADINE'S P.O.V

His mouth claimed mine in a brutal kiss, the kind that had my toes curling inside my shoes.

His fingers tugged my hair back, forcing my lips open as he devoured every inch of my mouth without mercy.

I was stunned, taken aback entirely by the pure and undiluted lust that filled the air. I could feel it crackling in the darkness, I could almost taste it in the silence. It was nothing I had ever felt before and it threatened to overwhelm me.

My hands found the collar of his shirt and I could do nothing but hold on for dear life as I kissed him back.

He tasted like mint and something else that I couldn't figure out but most of all, he tasted like worry and desperation and need.

I pulled back to catch my breath and stared at him, wondering if I had just imagined what happened but judging by his swollen lips, it was real.

He still held me, one hand in my hair and the other slow on my hip. I lifted my shaking fingers to my tingling lips as I tried to catch my breath. Rowan just stood there, staring at me as if he wanted to do it again and the worst part was, I wanted him to.

"You kissed me."

It sounded stupid when I said it but I needed to say it out loud, needed to know that it was true.

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Rowan didn't look the least bit apologetic as he shrugged. "I'm aware sand I really want to do it again so it would be good if you stopped acting like a frightened cat and let me fucking kiss you."

His thumb brushed my bottom lip as he spoke and just like that, my entire body was on fire for him. It took everything in me to not latch onto him and rip both our clothes off.

"Rowan-"

He shut his eyes in a groan. "Don't say my name like that, please."

"This is- I didn't-"

He backed me up into the wall, keeping our bodies flush as he did sand he dipped his head to press a feather light kiss to my jaw. "What's bothering you?"

"Nothing, I-"

He nipped my skin. "Try again."

"The monsters-"

"They're long gone," his lips moved to my throat and I unwittingly tilted my neck to give him better access. "But if you're worried about being loud, I could always shove your panties in your mouth."

My thighs pooled with moisture and a low moan left my lips. I was running out of excuses for why we shouldn't do this.

"I haven't- we're outside."

At that he stopped and I felt him smirk against my skin before he spun me around in one quick move.

My hands splayed out on either side of my head as he pressed himself into my back. I could feel the evidence of how hard he was and my mouth watered. I wanted him inside of me.

"You've never had dirty sex before, princess?" he mused, his hot breath fanning my ear. "Let me guess, you're used to rose petals and a dainty bed."

"Fuck you," it came out more like a breath than a curse.

"I will, just be patient," his hand trailed up the side of my shirt as his mouth continued its assault on my throat. "It won't be the cute little love making that you're used to, I'm going to fuck you and when you're done cuming on my cock, you're going to fucking thank me for it."

I could have cum from his words alone.

An embarrassing sound left my lips but he swallowed it up with his.

He kissed me long and hard until the only thing I could feel, the only thing I could taste and smell was him, he kissed me until I knew that I would taste him in my mouth for days after.

He turned me to face him, his lips never once breaking from mine as his hands moved up and under my shirt.

We pulled apart but only so he could take the shirt off my head. I wasn't wearing an attractive lace bra, just one of the few sports bras I had stuffed in my box but Rowan stared at me like I was an offering laid out on a table for him.

He pressed an open-mouthed kiss to my throat before trailing his lips down until they ghosted over the swell of my tits.

"Rowan-"

"Shh, I don't want to have to gag you but I need you to be quiet right now."

He tugged the cups down and pulled one hardened peak into his mouth. My hips moved of their own volition, my hands finding their way into his hair as a moan left me. His lips were warm and as his teeth grazed my nipple, my eyes nearly rolled back into my head.

"Fucking beautiful," he whispered. "You have perfect tits."

I couldn't form a single word even if I tried. The compliment washed over me, lodging itself somewhere deep inside the haze of lust and wanton need that had built inside of me.

He gave the same attention to my other breast- sucking, biting and kissing every inch of my torso while I gasped for breath and a single fragment of my sanity. All I could do was hold onto him and tug at his hair, his shirt, his shoulders- anything and everything to keep me standing despite the jelly like feeling in my legs.

His free hand trailed down to my thighs, cupping me throat my pants before lifting me so my legs wrapped around his waist. The position gave him easier access to my body but also aligned his hips with mine. His throbbing cock pressed against my core and my eyes nearly rolled into the back of my head. He was thick and throbbing and I need him.

"Rowan, I need you to fuck me, please."

He let out a groan that sounded like it was part pain and part pleasure before kissing me. The kiss was much softer than I anticipated, his lips moved slowly but skillfully against mine in a soft caress.

"I know what you need princess, but I'd be damned if I rush into this after thinking about it for so long."

My cheeks flushed. "It's been barely a week."

He snorted. "I started thinking about this long before I had my fingers in your cunt, princess. I'm many things but I'm no saint. I noticed your perfect tits since the first day you changed in front of my."

I should have felt embarrassed, maybe a little sheepish even, he had been thinking about this for weeks now, and yet, all I felt was pride that I had been living rent free inside of his head for longer than I anticipated.

"Why didn't you say anything?"

He shrugged. "I didn't know if you wanted it too."

He kissed me again.

"Now that I know, I'm going to drag out every second, I'm going to make you beg for my cock and then I'm going to fuck you slow and hard until I'm imprinted inside of you, until you can't take a step without feeling my dick inside of you and the only name you can remember is my own."