MTL - My 26-year-old Female Tenant-Chapter 464 : unwilling to face up to

Driven by my doubts, I asked the village chief again: "Village chief, I asked you something. This time, in addition to the 3 million for road construction, I also transferred 1 million to Mi Cai a few days ago. She said This money is used to improve the medical conditions on your side, you must know about this, right?"

  The village chief didn’t know, so he said, “What kind of thing is this?...”

The doubts in my heart deepened, but I asked again. This time the village chief told me firmly that he had never heard of this matter... At this moment, I can be sure that Mi Cai concealed this Why did she hide the whereabouts of the money?

I ended the call with the village head with this doubt, but I didn't immediately call Mi Cai to ask for confirmation. I know her character. Since she deliberately concealed it, I can never ask why on the phone. I can only wait. She came back, doing her ideological work face to face, and using time to grind her, only then can she hope to tell the truth!

Of course, there is another very important reason why I don’t rush to ask. I can trust her. She will never use the 1 million in disputed places. Furthermore, this is her private property and she has control over it. Right, and what I'm curious about is only why she kept it from me.

Amid the crowds of people coming and going, I walked a few more stops, and then ate a bowl of hot dry noodles for dinner at a noodle shop near the community, and this long day began to end at this moment, and I enjoyed it very much The idle time was coming to an end, so I took a cigarette in my mouth, sat on the wooden horse in front of the convenience store, swayed, and looked around...

  In the life of only one person, I always find a way to have fun and say goodbye to the shameful loneliness...

  A taxi stopped on the opposite road. I saw Yan Yan in the car who was handing the change to the driver. She should come to me to get back the white Mazda 6, so I thought.

Yan Yan came to me wearing a thick down jacket, her complexion was better than when she just had the operation, but it was only better, even if we stood face to face, her eyes were still so empty , this emptiness makes it difficult for me to find a suitable opening sentence, so that our relative does not touch the past.

  I jumped off the swaying wooden horse and decided to greet her first, then smiled and said, "Good evening...Have you eaten yet?"

  Yan Yan shook her head.

   "There is a noodle restaurant opposite, the braised noodles in it are not bad, do you want to try it?"

  Yan Yan finally opened her mouth: "No need, Zhaoyang...I'm not too hungry, I just want to chat with you. I heard from Jian Wei that you're leaving soon!"

"Well, I'm leaving the day after tomorrow...... Then go up and sit down. I still have some glutinous rice **** at home. I cooked them for you and warmed them up." As I said, I picked up the guitar in the corner, thinking She will resist, subconsciously pull her arm, and lead her to the community, but in fact she is very obedient...

Walking into the community, turning two corners, what I saw was a creeper with only stalks left on the wall, and the white Mazda parked under the wall became more and more conspicuous. Yan Yan stopped, silently After looking at it for a long time, she and Fangyuan bought this car with a loan. It is not only a car, but also the motivation for two couples who lived together to strive for life. This car has its meaning , not just the memory of the moment.

  I didn't want her to be hurt in the memory, so I urged: "Let's go, go up and cook you glutinous rice **** with your favorite bean paste filling."

Yan Yan wiped away the falling tears, lowered her head and said: "Instead of avoiding it, it's better to be brave. Looking at these memories related to the past, my heart hurts to death, and the tears flowed, it's all right... ..Is that right, Zhaoyang?"

I sighed softly and said in a low voice: "You are right, but it's too cold outside, why bother to hurt yourself? It's better to go and eat a bowl of hot glutinous rice balls, and chat casually." Something, but I can't think of the past...Maybe, when I get inspired, you can just listen to me and have fun! How can you care about those messy things? !"

Maybe it was my words that made a difference, Yan Yan finally nodded, and walked towards the corridor entrance before me. I remember the last time she came here, it was more than a year ago. That time, Fangyuan and I entertained customers. There was too much wine, after she settled down with Fangyuan first, she came to this old house by taxi late at night, and brought me a can of pear soup, but I vomited all over her, and then ran back and forth between me and Fangyuan, tossing overnight.

Memories can really kill people. I feel sad when I think of these things over the years, let alone Yan Yan... Revisiting the old place, I am afraid she will also remember the last time she came to this old house before this. For what; who else but me, gave her trouble that night!

First I poured a cup of hot water for Yan Yan, then I found the last bag of glutinous rice balls, and then went to the kitchen to get busy. After a while, I brought the hot glutinous rice **** to her, and moved a chair to sit opposite her. He got down and urged her to eat it while it was hot.

  I could see that she had no appetite, but in order not to let me work in vain, she picked up a bowl and ate some. During the process, I asked her: "Have you planned your future life properly these days?"

  Yan Yan just shook her head...

"It's time to think about it... In fact, every second in this world, something happens to you, and you are lucky enough compared to these people who have similar experiences, although this kind of luck is only material. However, it is indeed your wealth, and you will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life, but while they are suffering emotional betrayal, they must continue to struggle in material life, and it is hard to say whether they can find a way out... ..So Yanyan, you should see your lucky side, don't dwell on the past, you will live a happier and more relaxed life than most people."

Yan Yan raised her head and looked at me, and said after a long time: "...I never thought that my life would have such a change, I was not prepared at all, but I had to accept... .You are right, I have Fangyuan compensation of 20 million, but I don't want this money, and this money can only be used for atonement, we are guilty, we are sorry for that child... this money , I want to donate to those children who are critically ill. If I can save one, I will accumulate virtue for myself and make a good relationship for this unborn child. If there is another life, I hope he can find the right parents... "

Speaking of this, Yan Yan's tears have already burst into tears, but I want to persuade her to think twice, after all, she is irrational at this time, she just wants to find something to fill her lack of emotion... ....she's exhausted!

   "Yan Yan, listen to me, you can donate part of this money, but you must keep some to protect your own life, otherwise you will regret it."

"...I don't need everything he gave me. As I said, I am a proud woman. I once gave up my pride and became ordinary for love. I think I am great. Now I have no love. There is only life left, and it's time for me to regain my pride... I don't want to be that kind of yellow-faced woman who survives on divorce compensation, I want to go back to the old Yan Yan, do you still remember the old Yan Yan? What does Yan look like?"

I recalled that it seemed that Yan Yan was the busiest person around us when we were in college. She was not only the president of the student union, but also organized a model team. The overall quality of the members is also getting higher and higher. When she was still on campus, she was already well-known in the circle... These years, she lived behind Fangyuan, and we really ignored her too much! She is very capable, but once sacrificed for love...

  I finally said to her: "You are a capable woman, you can completely rely on yourself to achieve some things, such as career!"

"Yes... Putting this money here will only make me feel that I have nothing to do. I am addicted to the past and cannot extricate myself. I might as well donate all of it, and use the greatest sincerity to make a good relationship for that child! "

I know that Yan Yan made this decision during our conversation. She loves that child deeply. Although no one can verify whether there is any good relationship in this world, she is still willing to use this huge sum of money to do this. Things, I don’t know Fangyuan who should take full responsibility, what do you think after knowing these? Will there be a little bit of guilt?

  He won't feel guilty, otherwise when Yan Yan asks him to turn around and keep the child, he won't cruelly refuse! ...He trampled on Yan Yan's dignity, and also killed the child's life!

I sighed softly, and said: "You have the right to control the money, if doing so will make you feel better, just follow your heart... I really hope to see a Confident, successful Yan Yan!"

Yan Yan nodded, and after a while of silence, she said: "Now Weiwei is the only one left by my side...Maybe two women who share the same illness and love each other, encourage each other, and on the contrary, they can pave the way for the future. Be sure!"

   "Same sickness and sympathy?"

Yan Yan replied in a deep voice: "Well... She and Xiang Chen are completely over. Xiang Chen went to find her the day before yesterday and brought her marriage certificate. Xiang Chen is already married and has a relationship with a man named Chu Xinrui The only difference is that the wedding is not held!"

  I was shocked: "I met her yesterday and she didn't say anything to me..."

"Of course she won't tell you... because you have deeply misunderstood her, and she is too stubborn to confess something to you... Zhaoyang, do you know? Those photos of you fooling around in bars... Xiang Chen entrusted Fang Yuan to take them. Xiang Chen plotted against you a long time ago... I know this, but I have no choice to tell you. ...Hehe, this is the so-called retribution, I knew that Fang Yuan was rebellious, but he is my man, and I foolishly defended him, but it became my disaster in the future...!"

My heart was torn to pieces... Some scattered fragments over the years have been reassembled. No wonder Fang Yuan always persuaded me to let go of Jian Wei over and over again. Although Yan Yan also persuaded me, but intentionally or unintentionally Talking about Jian Wei's news to me, I still remember: the night before she got married, Jian Wei stayed at her house, and she secretly called me, asking me to communicate with Jian Wei, but I gave up that precious The opportunity... Then there was a misunderstanding the next day, I told her: Mi Cai is my girlfriend!

If on the night before Yan Yan got married, I seized the opportunity to have a communication with Jian Wei, and then met each other after three years of suppressed emotions, I hugged her and told her: I have always loved her, and now I will love her again. What is the ending?

  I asked while suffocating: "How did Xiang Chen plot against me?...What kind of misunderstanding did he create for Jian Wei and me?"

"I don't know, all I know is this... I heard Jian Wei calling your name over and over again in my dream, so you don't misunderstand her... She has never been here Your love has been betrayed in your soul!"

  My heart hurts... But, in this room shared with Mi Cai, I can't see a way to go back...I can't go back!

"Zhaoyang...I dare not persuade you, and I have no position to persuade you. After all, you already have a new life...But, where there is a cause, there is an effect. The cause between you and Jian Wei is full of love. Instead of entanglement and tearing, I find it hard to believe that the final result is just so simple...."

In the silence where I could hear my own heartbeat, I shook my head and said: "You are wrong Yanyan, what is entangled and torn is just a process... and the cause comes from fate, and the result comes from fate... ...Actually, it's as simple as origin and extinction... There will be no more variables between Jian Wei and me!"

Yan Yan didn't speak anymore... We fell into silence together. At this moment, Yan Yan has her own deep pain. She doesn't have the ability to express too many opinions on the matter between me and Jian Wei, and my silence is Because I set my sights on the future life, and I don’t want to look back...Everything is as simple as the beginning and the end, and nothing can stop me from returning to Xuzhou..... .I must also have such firmness!

  .......

In the middle of the night, I drove Yan Yan to Jian Wei's residence in that white Mazda, but I didn't sit there for a while. I watched Yan Yan go upstairs, and then left the community alone. I waited at the door for traffic Taxi...

Jian Wei has never changed her place of residence, so the place near the moat is a bit remote. I waited for a long time, but I couldn't wait for a taxi. Finally, I approached the block 4 stops away by running. I'll easily wait for a taxi there...

But the more I run, the more disturbed I become... I have a premonition that no matter how I try to escape, some things will one day become the truth before my eyes, and I have to face it... ..

  I desperately diverted my attention, imagining what Mi Cai will look like when she comes back tomorrow, what clothes will she wear? What shoes will you wear? Has her mood bid farewell to the pain? ...Also, what did she spend that 1 million on?

Under the pressure of many problems, I finally stopped thinking about those troubles, and calculated that I would see Mi Cai in about 18 hours... and there are only 18 hours left before the start of a new life. Hours!

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