MTL - My 26-year-old Female Tenant-Chapter 665 : my mind

Mi Cai and I washed our feet together, but we didn't relax because of the temperature brought by the hot water. We were still worried about the renovation fee that my father and mother asked us to repay. I put my hands on my head and fiddled Rubbing his hair, he said to Mi Cai after a long time: "...I have a strong feeling that the 50,000 yuan renovation fee will become a stalk, or we will move to the house over there first. Well, avoid too much contact, and the conflict will not worsen..."

"I don't think so. Moving there now will make them feel that we are deliberately avoiding them. I'm afraid it will make them feel even more uncomfortable. Besides...the two communities are so far apart. Drop by the door, and it can be done in minutes."

   "But now, we really can't afford the 50,000 yuan, and we still hang around under their noses every day. Isn't this annoying them?..."

   "So you're planning to run out of debt...?!"

"Don't say that. After all, it's my parents. There's no way to avoid debts. Besides, I also think that we need some private space. If we live with them all the time, it will inevitably be due to ideological differences in the future. There is friction!"

Mi Cai shook her head with a smile, and said: "Zhaoyang, I found that you really know how to deal with tricks...and you are very good at persuading yourself and others, making me feel that it would be difficult for me not to live there with you." was a mistake."

   "Because what I said makes sense!"

   "But didn't you tell me last time that it was only renovated over there, and there were no daily appliances and kitchen utensils?...How do we live there?"

"Uh... isn't it winter now? There is heating, and the air conditioner is not used at all. To take a shower and go to the bathroom, to eat or something, let's eat outside, and it's okay to go home every now and then. As for the laundry? ...It's a bit of a headache to do laundry, and I have to have the cheek to take it home and wash it!"

   "It's like not moving!..."

  I sighed, so closely connected, it seemed that there was no difference between moving or not, and I couldn’t help but feel regretful, if when buying a house, I did the decoration together and bought the home appliances together, wouldn’t there be so many troubles now!

After a while of silence, Mi Cai said to me again: "Zhaoyang, I still have the 200,000 yuan that my aunt gave me here, why don't I pay my uncle and aunt the decoration money, and then buy some home appliances and coffee shops. Some fixed funds for a rainy day.”

I shook my head resolutely and said: "If you didn't plan to use this money at the beginning, then don't use it now. Besides, haven't we reached the end of the mountain yet?...Just treat the difficulties in front of you as right." It is a kind of training for us, you have to know that after spending the 200,000 yuan, there must be similar places where money needs to be spent in the future, the key is how much ability we have to solve problems."

   "Oops... I was brainwashed by you again! Always say so well-founded, and justify my words!"

I handed her the towel, motioned her to put the water off her feet, smiled and said, "I've always been good at this, and I really don't think I made a mistake. Since I have chosen this kind of life, There will always be some things that we can't handle and we need to figure out a way, so this is a thorn in the root, don't try to use your 200,000 to solve all problems, in fact, even partial problems can't be solved!"

   "So you are the master of life!"

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In the middle of the night, Mi Cai and I were lying on the bed, and she was concentrating on the set of civil service examination materials I bought for her during the day, and I was not idle, holding a tablet computer, looking for a barista on the local talent network And the waiter's information, so that I can contact you during working hours tomorrow.

I finished the work at hand before Mi Cai, put the tablet aside, and lay down first, but I didn't feel the emotion of sleep, I put my legs on Mi Cai's legs, and felt Her truthfulness made me feel at ease again, and the troubles I encountered in life were no longer troubles, but this kind of calmness did not last long. I was also torn out of my heart because of Mi Cai's truthfulness. A most thorny thorn.

I remember when I was in Suzhou, my old boss Chen Jingming and Mi Lan mentioned Mi Cai’s mother at the same time. I knew that we would have a chance to meet each other, but I didn’t know how she thought of Mi Cai and Mi Lan. I am together, give support or opposition?

It is very likely that it is objection, because Chen Jingming has revealed some information to me, her mother is not an ordinary woman, her ability may be beyond my imagination... I am anxious because of this unknown Thinking about it, she wanted to ask Mi Cai beside her, but she knew that the topic of her mother was her taboo, and she was unwilling to talk about it with me, so this kind of unknown turned into a knot in my heart and troubled me. Signs of insomnia...

Finally, Mi Cai yawned, closed the documents in her hand, and put them on the bedside cabinet. After asking for my opinion, she turned off the floor lamp by the bedside. When the room was dark, I knew that she She will fall asleep soon. Recently, her mentality is much better than mine. She seems to have no worries at all, and she doesn't take the difficulties we encountered to heart. In fact, she is the real master in life. At least she has a regular schedule. Never lost sleep over trifles, that's what I've observed since we lived together.

  I couldn't hold back anymore, so I finally hooked her fingers and asked, "Have you never suffered from insomnia at night? I have observed carefully, and normally you will fall asleep in about ten minutes!"

   "How many minutes are left?"

   "Uh...five minutes!"

  Mi Cai seemed to yawn on purpose again, and said, "Then hurry up and use the remaining five minutes to say what you're holding back in your heart."

   "The lights are off, but you can still feel that I have something on my mind. Are you using your thoughts?"

   "It's the idea, this idea has already worked when we just left Suzhou... I just want to see, how long can you hold it?"

If I turn on the light, she will definitely see my complicated expression. She is really a woman who can endure too much. I don’t know if she has this kind of personality formed after birth, or inherited one of her parents, but it is very different to me. There is a fatal attraction, because I never know what she is thinking, and what she hopes I will do, but there are also shortcomings, so we have less spiritual communication in our daily life, and only big events that can change our lives will happen. Only when there is an event, souls will collide in pain and blend in collision...

Those knots that blocked me made me feel very anxious. After I tried to relax myself, I asked her: "Can we really live in Xuzhou like this as we imagined?  … ...I always feel that there are too many obstacles in the future, and one person's persistence is not enough to overcome these obstacles. Only when two people work together can we have the foundation and capital to talk about life together in the future."

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  I received the membership notice from the Jiangsu Writers Association today, which means that I have been officially recognized as a writer and have been writing books for two years. Thank you for your support, perseverance, and tolerance! I hope that there will be better works in the future for everyone.

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