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MTL - My House of Horrors-Chapter 1163 What a big cat
In the hospital, a mental patient suggests that the doctor of another mental patient is a ghost. Can this prove that they have a mental illness?
In the eyes of normal people, he would definitely think that the patient who said that the doctor is a ghost had a problem, but Chen Gebing did not think so. He subconsciously thought that what the patient said is worth pondering, which means that he also subconsciously thinks that Doctor Gao has a problem. .
The brain started to hurt again. Chen Ge was clenching his teeth. He was at a loss now. His way of thinking was obviously different from that of normal people. Is it true that he is really sick?
Admitting that you have a mental illness is very difficult for stubborn people, because once you admit that you are sick, it will directly subvert your original worldview.
When both the worldview and cognitive thinking change, a person becomes no longer himself.
Without continuing to think deeply, Chen Ge emptied his brain, he did not actively recall his previous memories.
The pain slowly diminished, and it hadn't been twenty-four hours since he was unconscious to wake up. Chen Ge has mastered the way to avoid the pain.
And this is when he has lost most of his memories, everything is pure instinct.
Sitting on the bench, Chen Ge turned his head and glanced at Doctor Gao when he adjusted his condition. He was surprised to find that Doctor Gao was looking at him at this time.
The sharp gaze stared directly at Chen Ge's eyes, as if it could pierce his skin directly and see the thoughts in his head, which made him quite uncomfortable.
"Among psychiatrists, there is a saying that patients should not think deeply about anything they say. We only need to trust scientific data, observe clear pathological changes, and prescribe the correct drugs for treatment." Gao The doctor slowly said: "This is not only responsible to the patient, but also to oneself."
"That patient seems to be able to see ghosts? Doctor Gao, do you think there are ghosts in the world?" Chen Ge knew that Doctor Gao had discovered something. He just casually said that he wanted to change the subject, but asked him Unexpectedly, when he asked whether there were ghosts in the world, there was another severe pain in his brain! It seems that someone has asked him this question before!
The unexpected pain caused Chen Ge to cover his head, and he fell to the ground, rolling in pain.
Doctor Gao next to him quickly grabbed Chen Ge's hand: "Breathe according to the method I taught you!"
After three or four minutes, Chen Ge finally calmed down, and Doctor Gao put the medicine bottle back in his pocket. He originally planned to feed Chen Ge two more pills.
"Did you recall any bad memories just now?"
"En." Chen Ge nodded. He would not deliberately underestimate the IQ of others, so he didn't directly deny: "I seem to have seen ghosts before, and have seen all kinds of ghosts."
"This is normal. You imagine yourself as the owner of the haunted house, and your employees are all kinds of ghosts." Doctor Gao pointed to the garden fence: "The root of all these fantasy is the haunted house in Xinhai Paradise. You subconsciously Put yourself into the identity of the actress. The haunted house is poorly managed and a large number of employees leave, so you imagine that there are real ghosts in the world, let all kinds of real ghosts be actors, and solve the problem of insufficient manpower for you ."
"impossible……"
"Why did the employees in that haunted house leave?"
"Because there are too few tourists to pay wages."
"If you use real ghosts as employees, do you need to pay them the money used by the living?"
"It doesn't seem to be necessary."
"This is the root of your fantasy." Doctor Gao helped Chen Ge on the chair: "You have everything in your imagination, but nothing has changed in reality. You can still hide behind the window and spy on the actress. And she still faces the risk of the poorly managed haunted house closing down."
Doctor Gao sighed, "Do you know what I am most worried about now?"
"What are you worried about?" Chen Ge didn't understand.
"I worry that soon, that haunted house will really close down, and you may never see the actress again."
Hearing what Doctor Gao said, Chen Ge's heart slammed.
"This is reality. It never changes with someone's will. The wind blows and the grass falls to both sides. You think you are the wind, but in fact we are all grass." Dr. Gao's voice was calm and sad: "I I don’t want to pierce your beautiful fantasy, but I know that if that haunted house fails, you may lose the last thought, which may cause your condition to suddenly deteriorate."
Chen Ge did not speak. Doctor Gao understands Chen Ge’s conflicting mood now: “What you have to do now is not to immerse yourself in the fantasy you have made, but to go out bravely and start a new life. Instead of waiting until the haunted house closes, you Her condition deteriorated and she could no longer leave the hospital. It is better for you to cooperate with our treatment, recover as soon as possible, and then leave this hospital to look for her."
Everything that Doctor Gao said was reasonable, and he considered the problem entirely from Chen Ge's perspective. It seemed that they were all for Chen Ge's good.
"Is my past really just a fantasy?" Chen Ge felt an inexplicable pain in his heart when he thought of the haunted house closing down. This pain is different from physical pain, indescribable, but it hurts deeply.
"In fact, you should have understood that there are countless real-life images in your fantasy story, and have you discovered that there are several psychologists and psychiatrists in your story? They carry out your entire story, At the turning point in your story, do you think this is really a coincidence?"
"Isn't it?" Chen Ge's eyes were a little dazed. There are indeed several psychological hospitals in his fragmented memory, and every doctor seems to have his own story, all of which are very important characters.
It was a doctor in a white coat who killed his young self. The president of the association was Doctor Gao. The friend who was entrusted by his parents to take care of him was Doctor Chen. It seemed that there was also a... Doctor Fang?
The brain suddenly seemed to be stabbed by a needle, and Chen Ge shuddered, and he just supported it.
"The turning points of those doctors happened to be when we were interfering with you. Your fantasy is actually a continuation of reality, and you will gradually realize it." Doctor Gao chatted with Chen Ge for a while, and then it seemed to be What happened in the other wards? After taking two pills of Chen Ge, he hurriedly left, leaving Chen Ge alone in the hospital garden.
"I really want to go to the haunted house." After swallowing the pills, Chen Ge's thinking became dull, and the painful feeling was much less. Time seemed to slow down, and sleepiness gradually rose: "This kind of life and story. Compared to this kind of horrible life, it is indeed more comfortable."
As time went by, the outdoor temperature gradually increased, there were fewer doctors and patients, and there was no one around Chen Ge.
And at this moment, the voice of Xisuo Suo came from the flowers, and Chen Ge slowly turned his head to look there.
The flower stem was squeezed, and a cat's head protruded from the flower bush.
The cat was white all over, and its eyes were not the same color. When it saw Chen Ge, it ran over and jumped on Chen Ge's knee.
The casted leg was pressed by the white cat, and Chen Ge grinned in pain: "What a big cat."
This cat may be due to its special breed, which is twice the size of a normal domestic cat and is deadly.
More importantly, this cat has no self-knowledge at all, and is very proficient in trying to climb on Chen Ge's shoulders.
Holding the white cat with both hands, Chen Ge put it on the chair next to him: "How come there are cats in the hospital? Is it a stray cat from outside?"
Chen Ge and it stared with big eyes and small eyes. The cat's eyes were very spiritual and contained many different emotions.
"Does your master want you?" Chen Ge said to the white cat. What he didn't expect was that doubts appeared in the cat's eyes after he said this.
"Really? Fake? Did I read it wrong? How do I feel that this cat is making eye contact with me?" Chen Ge muttered to himself, looking harmless to humans and animals.
The white cat tilted his head to look at Chen Ge for a long time, and a sly flash in his eyes. It suddenly jumped up and slapped Chen Ge on the back of the head with its cat's claw.
Sitting on the chair, Chen Geren was stupid. He clutched the back of his head: "I am twenty-six years old, and I was hit on the head by a cat?"
The white cat was hiding in the flowers a few meters away and looking at Chen Ge, the doubt in its eyes deepened a lot.
"If I had not put a cast on my leg, you would be dead now." Chen Ge's sleepiness caused by taking the medicine has long since dissipated. He is very energetic now. Looking at the white cat in front of him there is a special sense of familiarity, but It's just familiarity. There is no memory fragment related to the cat in his mind. Whether it is in the story he has woven himself or in reality, it seems that this cat has never existed.
In other words, the memory fragments in his mind are only related to people, not cats.
Listening to Chen Ge's threat, the white cat was not only not afraid, but even ran back.
"You are so courageous." Chen Ge looked at the confused eyes of the white cat. He also felt strange that the cat seemed to know him: "Are you the stray cat I raised before the accident? Or when I was hospitalized? Feed you often?"
The white cat couldn't speak. When it discovered that Chen Ge really didn't remember it, the light in its eyes dimmed. It ran around Chen Ge with a clatter, and still kept head rubbing against Chen Ge's calf.
"Don't rub, you're so strong, don't crack the cast for me." Chen Ge hugged the white cat to his lap. He looked at the white cat's heterochromatic pupils, and the familiar feeling became stronger and stronger. , But just can't remember.
Xu realized that Chen Ge was not quite right, the white cat kept barking, and it still bit on Chen Ge's trousers, as if trying to lead Chen Ge somewhere.
With crutches, Chen Ge stood up and followed the white cat towards the depths of the garden. They traversed the entire hospital garden and came to the hospital fence.
On the other side of the road is Xinhai Paradise West Park. The white cat got out of the gap in the railing and looked at Chen Ge.
"Do you want me to leave with you? Do you want me to leave this hospital?"
Chen Ge looked at the two-meter-high fence and shook his head.
He is very weak now, one leg is still in a cast, and he is struggling to walk. It is impossible to climb over a fence more than two meters high.
Seeing that Chen Ge was about to go back, the white cat got in again, bit his pants, but didn't let go.
About five minutes later, there were footsteps in the distance, and the white cat released his mouth, got out of the fence and escaped.
"Chen Ge? What are you doing here?" Doctor Gao stood behind Chen Ge.
"I want to take a closer look at that paradise. If I'm lucky enough, I might still see her." Chen Ge's eyes showed a hint of expectation. His reason was reasonable, and Doctor Gao did not doubt it.
"We should go back."
"Ok."
Chen Ge followed Doctor Gao. He took a few steps and then looked back at the fence. The cat was hiding in the bushes outside the fence, half of his head was exposed, and his heterochromatic eyes kept staring at Chen Ge.
Back in the hospital room, Chen Ge saw Zuo Han still lying on his side in the hospital bed, and even his posture had not changed.
"Did you not go to dinner?" Chen Ge felt that he was born a warm man. Even if he lost part of his memory, he would still instinctively care about strangers.
"I'm not hungry." Zuo Han sat up from the bed and opened the door of the ward. He breathed a sigh of relief after seeing no one outside: "Where did the doctor take you in the morning? Did he do it to you? Hypnotized? Or what medicine did he force you to take?"
"We went to sit in the garden. Dr. Gao seemed to have something else in the middle, and he suddenly left once." Chen Ge sat on his bed with a smile on his mouth: "By the way, I also encountered something very interesting today. By the way, there is a stray cat in the hospital. It sticks to me, as if it were my cat."
"The stray cat is the most vigilant and will not specifically stick to a stranger. The cat may be really related to you." Zuo Han pulled the zipper on the back of the pillow and took out a few pieces of paper from the inside. Something seems to be written: "Animals are sometimes more reliable than people, because they have no complex emotions, and more often they act according to instinct."
"But I don't have the memory of that cat at all. To be precise, the memories in my mind are all fragments. As long as I think about the past, I will feel a headache."
Chen Ge's words resonated with Zuo Han. He put down his pillow and quietly walked to Chen Ge: "You are in the same situation as mine. Although my memory is not missing, there is a logical error in my memory!"
"What do you mean?"
"It means that my memory was touched! Damn! I am familiar with this feeling! I don't know why!" Zuo Han said fiercely, "There are some contradictory details in my memory that have changed my memory. People think it’s the first time I have encountered such a thing, so he was careless, he didn’t know that I even doubted my own memory!"
"Brother, although your symptoms are indeed similar to those of persecuted delusions, I still think you are very powerful." Chen Ge felt that Zuo Han had a special temperament, and compared with Zuo Han, he seemed too mediocre.
"Don't say that. I've inquired, that white medicine is not something that everyone can eat. Sometimes the doctor will give some powder to the patient if they get out of control. And you? Two tablets at a time, three times a day? I doubt it. The hospital wants to kill you with drugs!" Zuo Han looked at Chen Ge with a jealous look.
"probably not."
"Forget it, I'm just reminding you, and you pay attention, it's best to talk less during the day, and the wall has ears." After Zuo Han finished speaking, he lay on the bed again. He still didn't take off his shoes and seemed ready to escape at any time.
After having a meal at noon, Chen Ge received psychological counseling from Doctor Gao in the afternoon. He continued to take medications, and his illness did not recur.
This was the end of a peaceful and beautiful day, and the sky slowly darkened.
After taking the medicine, Chen Ge fell asleep early, and he was awakened by Zuo Han at about midnight.
"what happened?"
"Shhh." Zuo Han pointed to the door of the ward and motioned to Chen Ge to listen carefully.
Lie on the door of the room, Chen Ge listened, and a man's scream could be vaguely heard in the corridor. He seemed to keep repeating the word ghost.
"Zhang Jingjiu?"
"You know him?"
"I saw it during the day. He grabbed my hand and shouted ghosts, ghosts, and ghosts at me." Chen Ge told Zuo Han what he had encountered during the day.
"He is in pain now. The hospital is obviously torturing him in some way." Zuo Han frowned: "The hospital cannot torture him for no reason. It must be because he made a mistake."
After speaking, Zuo Han looked at Chen Ge: "Is it because he leaked secrets to you? Isn't this hospital really all ghosts?"