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MTL - My O Got Pregnant After Dressing Like a Scum-Chapter 143 Contains a lot of Xu Qingzhu's perspective
Greedy is a terrible word.
I originally felt that I had no desires, and I could live without love.
Now she's getting closer, wanting her love.
Even without love.
Liang Shi was caught in the deep kiss before, and his consciousness was blurred.
When I asked, Xu Qingzhu stopped talking, and instead spoke about her earlobe.
"Don't make trouble, tonight."
"It was agreed that there would be no trouble at night." Xu Qingzhu said.
Liang Shi: "…"
In the past few days, they seem to have broken the agreement by default.
I clearly think that I will never do it again, but I always break / quit again and again.
Really enjoyable.
Liang Shi asked her: "Then you don't go to work?"
"It's okay not to." Xu Qingzhu replied in a hoarse voice.
"It's still outside." Liang Shi said and paused: "Xu Qingzhu, is your estrus period not over yet?"
These words touched a sensitive string of Xu Qingzhu, as if a spring was pressed on his body, he immediately got up and sat on the seat.
There is no sign of indulging in love at all.
The atmosphere in the car suddenly cooled down, and the charming feeling no longer existed.
The hot kiss just now seemed to be Liang Shi's illusion.
"I..." Liang Shi pursed his lips and asked a little bewildered, "Did I say something wrong?"
Boom!
A loud noise.
Xu Qingzhu took a sip of the milk tea, the pearls at the bottom were sticky and tasted average.
"No." Xu Qingzhu said lightly, "I just want to drink milk tea."
The person who just sat on Liang Shi's lap and kissed Liang Shi warmly seemed to be different.
The kiss just now was so hot that Liang Shi was about to melt. If it wasn't for a bit of rationality, Liang Shi would definitely have had a ridiculous fight with her in the car.
I was worried that she had something to deal with in the afternoon, so she braked in time.
And now Xu Qingzhu withdraws too quickly, drinking milk tea with her eyebrows lowered, she doesn't look like someone who has just experienced love, but when I asked her, she said that she was not angry .
Liang Shi didn't know what to do, so he could only wait quietly.
Xu Qingzhu's sound of sucking the milk tea was very small, but it could be heard clearly in the quiet car.
Even the sound of her chewing pearls and her throat swallowing could be heard clearly.
This is torture.
After a while, Liang Shi asked her in a low voice, "Xu Qingzhu, is there any trouble in your company?"
Because he felt that Xu Qingzhu was angry, Liang Shi didn't dare to call that kind of affectionate address, and even the three words Xu Qingzhu were very careful.
Xu Qingzhu shook his head: "No, everything is going well."
There are even plans to acquire smaller companies.
"Then..." Liang Shi couldn't think of anything else that made her angry, so he didn't say anything for a long time.
Xu Qingzhu frowned and drank half a cup of milk tea, which was not very tasty, and calmed himself down by chewing some sticky pearls.
It took a while to calm down and speak to Liang Shi normally.
She looked at Liang Shi: "Liang Shi, why are you being nice to me?"
Liang Shi was stunned, as if she did not expect her to ask such a question.
But she answered almost without thinking: "You are my wife, I am not good to you and who is good?"
An expected answer.
Xu Qing held the milk tea cup with her slender and white fingers. The pvc cup was about to be deformed in her hands, making a little sound, accompanied by the sound of the milk tea liquid shaking the wall of the cup.
"What if your wife was someone else? Would you treat her so well?" Xu Qingzhu asked quietly.
Liang Shi was stunned.
She never thought about it.
It seems natural to like Xu Qingzhu.
For a long time, it seemed that she was actively approaching Xu Qingzhu, but in fact it was Xu Qingzhu who kept accommodating her.
Xu Qingzhu is very smart, smart enough to guess another world, and to guess that she has tasks that she has to complete.
No questions asked.
Including her back.
All of Xu Qingzhu's curiosity can come to an abrupt end in her silence.
Like just now, it was clear that she was the first to tease, she was the first to be emotional, but she was also the first to withdraw.
She made Liang Shi unpredictable.
After a while, Liang Shi said, "There is no such problem."
"You are my wife, and I treat you well." Liang Shi said, "No one else will be my wife, so... only you."
At this time, Liang Shi was not good at words, she didn't know how to organize the language to let Xu Qingzhu understand her mood, and she didn't know how to explain her meaning.
"But what if there is?" Xu Qingzhu said: "If you met someone else, would you be like this?"
Xu Qingzhu's eyes stared straight at her, and Liang Shi's face was hot.
There is a sense of embarrassment that I can't answer the teacher's questions during school.
For a long time, Xu Qingzhu sighed, "Forget it."
She lowered her eyebrows and took a sip of milk tea, and said in Liang Shi: "This question is not hypothetical..."
All inappropriate answers from Liang Shi were blocked.
Xu Qingzhu's kiss this time is even crazier than before.
I almost used up all my strength, the gasping sound was much louder than before, and I almost couldn't breathe a few times.
Liang Shi's back was leaning against the back seat of the car, and Xu Qingzhu's legs were directly wrapped around her waist.
All the water waves on the lips are swallowed by the other party.
…
Just a simple kiss brought out Xu Qingzhu's physiological tears, which hung empty on the eyelashes, looking pitifully and wanting to be bullied again.
It was also today that Liang Shi understood what it means to tie a cherry with the tip of his tongue, and unlocked the correct way to open it.
Xu Qingzhu's tongue is too flexible. Like a fish swimming in the water.
All of Liang Shi's sanity collapsed in an instant, and he just wanted to be ridiculous with her.
But it only stopped at the kissing step.
Only the hem of Xu Qingzhu's sweater was pushed up a little, revealing her beautiful belly.
Xu Qingzhu is thin, but she doesn't like to exercise, so she has no fat on her abdomen, but no vest line.
The two of them discussed this issue in bed a few days ago. At that time, Xu Qingzhu vowed: "Some people say that as long as you are thin enough, there will be vest lines, so I will have it when I am thin. "
Liang Shi said: "Whether there is a vest line depends on the body fat rate, so exercise."
Xu Qingzhu covered his ears, "I don't listen."
It was very naive at the time.
The buttons of the underwear only need to be pushed back to unlock them all.
Liang Shi is not too dumb, and he is also a little provocative when kissing.
Xu Qingzhu ended the kiss when she was almost forced to breathe, and her tears fell on Liang Shi's cheeks.
Fever.
Xu Qingzhu panted heavily and adjusted his breathing.
After she adjusted, she said in a hoarse voice, "My estrus is over."
Liang Shi's hand subconsciously squeezed, but Xu Qingzhu cried out in pain, and then lightly patted her on the shoulder.
Liang Shi then pulled out her hand and took off her sweater.
"Yes." Liang Shi said.
Liang Shi and her looked at each other with their eyes facing each other.
Xu Qingzhu pulled her neckline and kissed the corner of her mouth again.
"I like you so I am close to you." Xu Qingzhu said, "It's not because you are my wife."
"I'm actually in a lot of pain." Xu Qingzhu said in a slightly choked voice, "It hurts up and down, but I want to do it with you... Because it's with you, not like it."
She raised her hand and wiped off the dizzy lipstick at the corner of Liang Shi's mouth.
After she finished speaking, she looked at Liang Shi's slightly dull eyes, like a big stone was blocked in her heart.
There is nothing to say.
"Forget it." Xu Qingzhu got off her, picked up his jacket from the side, and pushed open the door to get out of the car.
But when she was about to leave, Liang Shi took her by the arm and dragged her back, and the door slammed shut again.
This time when she was dragged back, she was dragged directly into Liang Shi's arms.
Even Xu Qingzhu's center of gravity was unstable, and he fell directly on Liang Shi, smashing Liang Shi hard.
Liang Shi groaned, but still looked down at Xu Qingzhu.
The light brown pupils are like glass marbles, so beautiful.
Xu Qingzhu's eyes were filled with mist.
"Why?" Xu Qingzhu said, "I'm going to work."
"Wait." Liang Shi's hand tugged at her wrist tightly, "Wait for me to think about it."
"Then think about it first." Xu Qingzhu tried to break free of her wrist, "Let's talk about it at night."
"No, now." Liang Shi stared at her and rubbed her lower eyelid with his fingertips, "I won't tell you clearly, you will cry again."
Xu Qingzhu was startled when he heard the words, and turned his face away stubbornly, "No way."
"Squeamish bag." Liang Shi smiled helplessly: "I know yours."
"Don't think you understand me very well." Xu Qingzhu said: "You can't even be a bystander, how can you possibly understand my words in a while."
Liang Shi pursed his lips: "What do you mean?"
"Liang Wanwan likes Chen Mian, can you see that?" Xu Qingzhu said.
Liang Shi: "…"
"No." Liang Shi paused after speaking, "Chen Mian is Wan Wan's idol, isn't it normal for her to like Chen Mian?"
"It's not that kind of liking." Xu Qingzhu said: "It's another kind."
Liang Shi: "…"
"Isn't it the only one you like?" Liang Shi asked.
Xu Qingzhu: “…”
"So I said I can't tell you." Xu Qingzhu said: "You don't need to understand, I will adjust it myself."
Xu Qingzhu said the second half of the sentence with indescribable grievances, but this was the emotion she tried to regulate.
It's a bit difficult to control.
If love can be controlled, how can there be so many idiots in this world?
Emotions are complex.
The complexity is so complicated that Xu Qingzhu spent a long time to study, but only learned the fur.
I also fell into distress for a long time, but they digested it silently.
Tell yourself that it's okay, you don't need to make her like yourself if you like someone.
—Isn’t liking someone good to her? What is the response?
—Liang Shi is already very busy and tired, so don’t bother her with these little things.
- Always asking if you love me or not, it seems too hypocritical, and Liang Shi will not like it if it is too hypocritical.
She used these words to comfort herself countless times, but she was really too greedy.
She thought she could always do what she promised to Liang Shi at the seaside—you can kiss me, no responsibility.
Whether you like me or not, it doesn't make me like you.
Even if you don't like me very much, even if you have a lot of concerns, but as long as you are moved at this moment, I can let you irresponsibly enjoy the joy of this moment.
Because—I love you.
But Liang Shi is too good.
It's so good that she wants to own it, wants her to smile only to herself, wants her to only show that kind of doting smile to herself, and wants her to only be with herself verb: move.
Xu Qingzhu wants to be the only one in her world and the most unique one around her.
Not just because she is her wife, so she is gentle to herself, she is good to herself.
Liang Shi is good to everyone.
Xu Qingzhu is not special.
Just now, Xu Qingzhu wanted to get an answer, but looking at Liang Shi's embarrassed expression, Xu Qingzhu felt that the answer was not that important.
Anyway, as long as Liang Shi is still around.
She didn't want to see Liang Shi's sad expression.
Xu Qingzhu convinced himself that he could digest it by himself.
She wanted to give Liang Shi a lot of love, and wanted to make up for all the love she didn't get.
But she gave Liang Shi a difficult problem.
Xu Qingzhu felt a pain in her heart, she lowered her eyebrows, "It's really okay, don't think about it, I just..."
She paused, and pretended to comfort Liang Shi indifferently: "I'm kidding you."
Liang Shi was stunned, "What do you mean?"
"Just..." Xu Qingzhu said and kissed her, "Just kidding, to liven up the atmosphere."
This is so nonsense.
Let alone Liang Shi, Xu Qingzhu himself doesn't believe it.
But Xu Qingzhu's mood is bad enough.
She inevitably thinks of these things these days and falls into a kind of thinking circle.
If you think about it at the worst time, it is better to get a divorce.
She got married with that person, not the current Liang Shi.
But once divorced, can I get married again?
Will the current Liang Shi be with her again?
This is almost a question she dare not think about, because she even secretly shed tears in the office.
Though she classifies these as: Post-estrus sensitivities.
After all, in the relationship between Alpha and Omega, Omega is the most affected.
Omega is more dependent on Alpha, both physically and psychologically. It is said on the Internet that this is the effect of pheromone.
Xu Qingzhu felt that even without the pheromone, she was affected enough by this.
The pheromone is just an external aid, and she really relies on Liang Shi psychologically.
This dependence does not mean that Liang Shi needs to help her with things, but that she is worried that she will leave.
Like before, in a coma.
Although she is awake now, she promises not to disappear again like last time.
But must she be telling the truth?
The last time she disappeared was something she didn't expect.
How credible are the guarantees made for things that Liang Shi himself does not know?
Liang Shi was too calm, although she would blush when she teased a few words on weekdays, but she also blushes when she sees a couple on the side of the road doing something shy.
That's just her character.
It is not proof that she loves herself.
Xu Qingzhu sometimes feels that he is too smart and likes to observe and investigate details too much.
She can clearly judge many things, just like she knows that Liang Shi will need something from her.
After getting acquainted with Liang Shi, she knew that she was not a person with extensive and elegant hobbies.
Even if she is a lay person, Xu Qingzhu likes her.
But she will take Xu Qingzhu to the concert.
Although the pianist has a good reputation in the world, his reputation is not very good. Xu Qingzhu actually didn't like him that much, but when Liang Shi asked, she said she liked him.
And the time to do ceramics.
Liang Shi is very serious about doing this kind of handwork, but she is not very interested, just doing it like a task.
Plus that time to play escape room.
Xu Qingzhu was really panicked, she could not wait to tell Liang Shi bluntly: "If you have any task to do, tell me, and I will help you complete it."
But she didn't dare, she was afraid that Liang Shi would shrink back and be afraid.
So you can only test lightly and get the answer you want in one test.
As long as Liang Shi proposes, Xu Qingzhu will not refuse.
Xu Qingzhu feels that he can deceive himself for a lifetime, as long as Liang Shi is still the current Liang Shi.
is her sister.
She can do it.
But recently, her emotions have become more and more out of control. She always thinks a lot of questions for no reason, insomnia, tears, and finally in the middle of the night to arouse Liang Shi's feelings and do those things with her. Allow yourself to calm down.
After experiencing the estrus period, she became more and more concerned about the gains and losses.
One day she even had a nightmare, when she woke up and felt empty beside her, she shivered with fear, got up in a hurry to look for it, and fell to the ground with her legs bent.
Only Liang Shi went to the bathroom at night.
So Xu Qingzhu lied: "I slept for too long and my legs are numb."
Liang Shi laughed at her, "See you soon."
They did something ridiculous that day.
From midnight to dawn, Xu Qingzhu's voice was hoarse.
Those emotions that were not dared to be expressed in front of Liang Shi were all vented through sex/events.
Xu Qingzhu didn't dare to stay in this space anymore, she was afraid that she would cry.
She pulled away Liang Shi's hand, "I really have something to do, I have to go first."
Liang Shi grabbed her and held her in his arms.
After a while, Liang Shi said, "Xu Qingzhu, there will be no one else."
Liang Shi's voice was a little obscure, and in such a serious situation and scene, it was quite difficult to speak.
But she still said firmly: "Only you."
—You are unique and special.