MTL - The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide-Chapter 120 End of life guide

Yang Gan’s disappointing look at Ye’s direction, things can’t be like this...

But there seems to be another voice in his heart telling him that this is the truth, why should you deceive yourself, because you can't believe it?

Yang Gan looked back at Huo Yi's cold face, and the dagger with his cold light in his hand. He finally escaped at the last moment, and the dagger wiped his neck and brought out a blood mark!

He looked up and his eyes were like a **** sea. From the bones and hatred rooted in his heart two years ago, it seems to be a lot of times at the moment!

No matter what the truth is, this person is the culprit of everything!

He wants to kill him!

The boundless anger made Yang Gan’s abilities burst out fiercely, and the overwhelming force almost enveloped the whole world, and Huo Yi was suddenly bombarded! Huo Yi slammed into a big tree, wow spit out a blood!

He looked up and looked at Yang Gan, who was like a storm center. He had a helpless look in his eyes. I really couldn’t think of it...

He would have died in one, he had never been in the hands of the people in his eyes.

His hands were covered with blood, and one day someone finally came to take his life.

He still lost to Yang Gan, but Yang Gan did not misunderstand Ye Hao, it should not be embarrassing him again... He did a lot of wrong things, never care about retribution, but accidentally lost his heart.

If he can't kill Yang Gan today, then the only thing he can do for Ye Hao is to say this.

Huo Yi closed his eyes and waited for the coming of death.

But what I didn't expect was that Yang Gan's attack did not come. Huo Yi opened his eyes and heard a quick call from his ear: "Huo Ge, go here!"

It turned out that his men were coming over. The man was very clever. He didn't try to shoot Yang Gan, because Yang Gan was unstoppable at this time, so he shot a few shots in the distant Ye Hao!

Yang Gan really gave up Huo Yi, flew and saved, the abilities broke out to the extreme, the trajectory of the bullet was also distorted, and finally rushed to block in front of Ye Hao!

In the face of countless firepower, Yang Gan could not be separated, and Huo Yi’s men skipped over and picked up Huo Yi, who quickly disappeared into the night.

After all, Yang Gan is only a physical body. It is impossible to use the body to resist bullets. He can only control the ability to change the trajectory of the bullet. However, the firepower is too dense. He still has difficulty in insisting. He quickly picks up the fainted leafhopper, and his legs are full of explosive power. A trip on the ground! Hiding behind a tree!

Huo Yi’s men did not expect to kill Yang Gan in this way. He just wanted to delay the opportunity for Huo Yi to escape. He shot back and quickly disappeared.

Yang Gan held Ye Hao and looked down at the people in his arms. His emotions slowly calmed down.

He didn't even care to chase Huo Yi.

I don't care about everything, there is only one person in my eyes, as if he is the whole of this world.

So... is this the real reason why you said that in the past?

Because you know that Huo Yi wants to kill me, only to say that, he deliberately let him drive me away, because you want to protect me... At that time, we were so weak, you can only protect me, you can only use this kind of the way.

When you say that, when you are forced to bend to Huo Yi, how painful it is.

And I don't know anything about it.

Sorry.

I should come back to save you soon... I should come back to save you.

[叮, Yang Gan blackening value -40, current blackening value 10]

Huo Yi lost, Yang Qian lurked under the hands of the outside also arrived, and ultimately they won, Huo Yi there was a heavy casualty, only a few people fled with Huo Yi, is not afraid.

Yang Gan’s men followed the trail and found it. He saw Yang Gan standing there, like a stone statue in ancient times. It seemed to be covered with a layer of sad and desolate atmosphere.

"Boss, are you okay?" Shi Yang was a thick line of people, but he even thought that Yang was not right, and he lowered his voice and asked carefully.

Yang Gan had no movement for a long time. After a while, he turned his head. The dark and deep black scorpion seemed to be an indescribable painful color. He slowly said: "I am fine."

Shi Yang did not dare to ask, he stared at the back of Yang Gan on the car, scratching his head, although the boss said nothing, but how do you look like nothing? He turned to Zhao Jin: "Hey, do you think the boss is really okay? How do I always feel like it?"

Zhao Jin smiled and said: "I believe in my instincts, even if you can see the problem, it is already obvious and can no longer be obvious."

Shi Yang nodded: "It turned out to be really something."

He looked at Yang Gan worriedly. After a while, suddenly felt that Zhao Jin was slowing him down? Shi Yang's face suddenly stiffened for a while, he wants to kill the thin bamboo raft!

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[888: Woke up? 】

[Ye Wei: Woke up (⊙v⊙), I’m so dizzy when I’m playing, I’m saying that he had helped me Chen Ming yesterday? My blackening value counts on him. 】

[888: Look at yourself. 888 is too lazy to talk to him, directly to him for video playback.

Ye Hao was so moved when he saw it. Huo Yi actually cooperated.

[Ye Wei: I misunderstood him. It turned out that he is also true to me! At a critical juncture, I still remember to give me an innocence. The system hosting did not seem to have dried up for two years. Is it that my body is too attractive? ! Is he actually a beauty control? Or do you like this one that is arrogant? 】

[888:......] He knew it would be like this, so I don't want to pay attention to this spicy chicken.

[Ye Wei: Very good, now it’s finally my turn to play hahahaha! o(∩_∩)o~]

Ye Hao slowly opened his eyes and found himself lying in the arms of Yang Gan.

Yang Gan discovered it immediately. In fact, he stayed up all night, and he held the person in his arms and looked at his face with greed. He spent a lot of time before he had to accept the truth completely.

He kept thinking about what Hoo Yi said to him. Two years ago, Huo Yi told him that he had no intention of killing him, but that Ye Hao wanted him to go, let him go... and then sent him to death.

But this time, Huo Yi told him that he had planned to kill him. It was only because of Ye Hao’s pleading that he let him go. He regretted it.

If Huo Yi said this at first, I am afraid he still can't believe it. I don't believe that Huo Yi will be so kind, but... Liu Wenguang also admitted this before he died, without any possibility of collusion.

This is the truth, what else is doubtful?

In the past two years, the hatred of day and night, the countless times of desperate pain, drowning him again... He hates a person who should not hate, blaming a person who should not be strange.

Ye Hao did not betray him. He did not betray him at all. He is the one who loves him the most, exactly the same as before... You stay here, but you still want to wait for me to come back.

But I let you down.

Yang Gan was suddenly confused and confused. Even hatred was nowhere to be placed. It was very tiring to hate someone. Because love is too deep, the deeper it hates, but now he tells him that he hates the wrong person...he I thought that I would retaliate against everyone who hurts him.

But in fact, he retaliated, still love his lover.

Yang Gan sat in this way for a whole night until he saw Ye Hao open his eyes.

Ye Haogang woke up from the slumber, and there was still a hint of confusion in his eyes. It took a while to return to God.

Yang Qian’s nervous fingers are slightly distorted. He doesn’t know how to face this person. He is like an angry child, crazy to destroy the world, but in the end, he finds that he also plays his favorite treasure. Broken in general, helpless, desperate, and painful, but unable to turn back the clock.

But what's worse is that before Yang Gan thought about how to open his mouth, he saw Ye Hao's eyes change, and the dark eyes gradually appeared in the color of fear, his body shivered slightly, his lips frizzed, and he was uneasy. Pleading voice: "Yes, sorry... I didn't mean it yesterday, I didn't want to go with Huo Yi, really... I won't go with him..."

When Ye Hao woke up, she remembered that she ran to the direction of Huo Yi in the chaos yesterday, and was taken away by Huo Yi, but he did not know about the later things.

He didn't know that Huo Yi was dead or alive, but he was still robbed by Yang Gan. The last time Huo Yi appeared, Yang Gan tortured him with anger. This time he took the initiative to run to Huo Yi, Yang Gan must be more angry. ? He won't believe him.

He won't believe him...

Yang Gan looked at the fear in Ye Xie's eyes and listened to his horrified words. The voice seemed like a cold current, and it penetrated into his internal organs along the pores. He remembered before.

Just a few days ago, Ye Hao also pleaded with him to apologize, but he did not believe, but tortured and threatened him.

At that time, why didn't he believe him?

Yang Gan reached out and tried to touch Ye Hao and appease him, but before he could touch it, Ye Hao was afraid of shrinking his body, instinctively trying to avoid him, but he seemed to quickly realize his position, and Forced to stop hiding, huddled there no longer move.

Yang Gan’s hand stopped in the air for a long time, but did not fall.

At this moment, Ye Hao made him feel that he was a terrible persecutor, reminding him of his own actions. Every injury he brought to this person was deep into the bone marrow and could not be erased.

Yang Gan can't stay any longer. He doesn't even know how to comfort Ye Hao. Huo Ran got up and went out.

But when he was not willing to go far, he stood outside the door. He reached out and grabbed his eyes. What to do... He lost his most beloved one.

He thought that there is nothing to be nostalgic in this world, so it destroys everything unscrupulously, but it is not. He loves people who have been waiting for him...

Yang Gan couldn't help but think of when he came back. He went to the front of Ye Hao. Ye Hao looked up at him. It seemed to penetrate for thousands of years, and there were countless surprises and attachments. He was waiting for him. ... with a slight hope, waiting for his return.

What did you do after you came back?

He crushed his hopes and sent him to hell.

Now he wants to take another look at that look, and he can’t help it.

Yang Gan stood outside the door and stood for a long time. When it was time to eat, he only took the courage to re-enter the door. Even if it was a raging sea, he could not leave Ye Hao in this way.

Ye Hao sat on the knees with his knees, his face pale, and when he saw Yang Gan coming back, he stood up in a panic. He still didn't believe that Yang Gan would let him go so easily. After all, he hated him for being with Huo Yi.

Yang Gan’s footsteps are like welding on the ground. He wants to go in the past, but looking at Ye Hao’s fearful appearance, he can’t bear to be close. Finally, he just said: “It’s time to eat.”

Ye Hao did not dare to resist. He sat down in his chair and watched Yang Qian hand the food to him.

I just can't eat it, even if I use all my strength, I can't eat it... He knows that he is very thin, he knows he should eat, but his body does not cooperate.

Ye Hao took a few mouthfuls of chopsticks and showed a painful look in his eyes. It was a rare fresh food, but it seemed to be tortured for a long time before swallowing.

Although I have worked hard, I still can't eat a few mouthfuls.

Yang Gan didn't eat it at all, just looking at Ye Hao. The hand resting under the table slowly gripped. He forced this person into this way... Is it because he feels that living is too painful, so he doesn't want to eat?

He should have discovered it earlier, the person he loves... How could he ruthlessly abandon him? He should have discovered it earlier...

Yang Gan felt that his throat was a little stiff, and he slowly made a hoarse voice: "Don't worry, I won't blame you for Huo Yi's things. I know you didn't mean it."

He tried to make his tone softer and lower, but...it didn't seem to have any appeasement.

Ye Hao does not believe him.

Also, he has no credibility before him. Yang Gan thinks like a self-abuse. A long time ago, they used to trust each other and have a heart and soul... just look at each other and know what the other person thinks.

But the cruel reality has destroyed all of this, just as he did not want to believe in Ye Hao, and now Ye Hao will not believe him.

Ye Hao clung to the chopsticks. He didn't know why Yang Gan's attitude suddenly changed, but he still remembered how much Yang Qian hated him. He wanted him to die.

Yang Gan looked at Ye Hao’s eyes, but his heart was only cold and desperate.

This desperation is more desperate than two years ago when he was thrown into the dark forest, dragging his broken legs, waiting for the zombies to swallow him.

At that time, the worst result was nothing but death, but now I am alive... but I personally destroyed my favorite person.

This is probably because life is better than death.

Yang Gan closed his eyes, his eyes were dark, and he couldn't see the slightest light. He felt very tired and very sad. He didn't know how to go next, and even Huo Yi's hatred seemed to be unimportant.

But he can't really be like a coward, no matter what he doesn't care about.

Yang Gan looked at Ye Hao after dinner, not reluctant, did not say anything, just turned and left the house, until the evening did not come back.

But in fact he did not leave, just outside the door.

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Since that day, Yang Gan rarely appeared in front of Ye Hao. He did not want to look at Ye Hao’s fear and fear. For him, the eyes were silent and condemned, and they were like a knife. The body he cut is not finished.

Let him ask himself every moment, why didn't he believe in Ye Hao at the beginning.

For two years, he could not get out of the desperate night.

The zombies did not devour him, but eventually hatred swallowed him.

He actually believed in Huo Yi’s words and did not believe in his own lover. Is there anything more ridiculous in this world?

Yang Gan can only stand at the angle that Ye Hao can't see, like a peeper hidden in the darkness, greedily and humble looking at that person.

Yang Gan did not care about the base. It was like a person who lost the last support and completely lost interest in the world.

Shi Yang came over to find Yang Gan on the day. "Boss, Huo Yi, what are you going to do, or let him escape? If he is back."

Yang Gan’s look is faint. “That’s with him.”

Huo Yi will not kill Ye Hao, Yang Gan could not help but think of the words that Huo Yi and he said that day... He said that Ye Hao probably regretted that he was back.

Also, although Huo Yi is not a good person, he is also imprisoned and deprived of Ye Hao’s freedom. He is also forcibly hurting him, but at least he is better than him.

Perhaps for Ye Hao, instead of being hurt by himself, he is desperate for the world... Probably not as good as the hope of keeping his heart, so he lives next to Huo Yi.

So even if he is dead outside, he can still imagine that he will come back one day and love him.

Instead, like now...

There is no hope for such a little hope.

Shi Yang looked at Yang Gan, and suddenly his expression was very embarrassing. He laughed and said: "Boss, are you looking into the sand?"

Yang Gan turned to look at him and nodded: "Yes."

He said that he stood up and seemed to think of something. He said to Shi Yangdao: "If you have anything, you can ask Zhao Jin, listen to his arrangement." It was a look that did not intend to manage things at all.

Then leave Shi Yang and others to go.

Yang Gan returned to the backyard of the villa. The garden without rest was desolate and the breeze blew the leaves. Yang Gan felt the wind. These winds were very kind to him, but at this moment, it seems that the wind is screaming.

Yang Gan slowly walked upstairs and came to the front of the door. When he reached for the door, he paused and finally pushed the door again.

Ye Hao seems to have just fallen asleep, the thin body is covered under the quilt, and the chest is slightly ups and downs.

Yang Gan walked over, bent down, his fingers gently licking the hair in front of the forehead, and finally fell on his lips.

This man is all the hope that he lived in this last time. When he lost this hope, he surrendered to the darkness of his heart, abandoned all conscience and humanity, and chose to become a fallen demon... but he should not be like this. His hopes have always been there.

If he knew earlier, he would work hard to save him. If they reunite, wouldn’t it be like this?

Ye Hao sleeps very shallow. He feels itchy on his lips. It seems that there is something rubbed. The eyelashes flutter and open his eyes. He sees Yang Gan standing in front of him. His eyes are deep like the sea, his expression is like a mountain, as if he had Unspeakable sadness.

But he didn't want to think so much. He struggled to get up and tried to kneel in front of Yang Gan, making a very low and light voice: "I, I will help you..."

Yang Gan probably wants him, he will come and kiss him, and he sells his body, nothing.

Yang Gan couldn't see Ye Hao so squatting in front of him. The fierce pain caused his hand to tremble. He suddenly held Ye Hao's shoulder and pressed him into his arms.

He thought for many days and finally decided to talk to Ye Hao so that Ye Hao would never believe him and he would be afraid of him.

And Yang Gan does not want Ye Hao to be afraid of him.

Yang Gan clung to the trembling body of Ye Hao, his voice was low and dull. "Don't move."

Ye Hao did not move, but his eyes seemed to be more afraid.

Yang Qian took a deep breath and the cold air entered the respiratory tract. It seemed to freeze his body, but... it was suppressed in the bottom of his heart for two years, and he had tortured him for two years. Today he should have a break. He wants to try to save it. If you don't want to forgive him, he will hate him, at least he should know... the wrong person is not himself.

Know that you will not hurt him any more.

Yang Gan slowly opened his mouth and said the memory that was buried in the bottom of his heart, the most profound shame and pain. "Two years ago, the night you went to find Huo Yi, I was next door... I said all the words you said. ""

Ye Hao had been squatting for a while, and it seemed that he finally reacted. What did Yang Gan say that night?

Then his face was pale and his lips trembled. At that time... Yang Gan was next door? He heard the words he and Huo Yi said, no wonder...

No wonder Yang Gan hates him like this.

Yang Gan looked at Ye Hao’s incomparable horror, and his heart was bitter. If it was before, I’m afraid I’m going to misunderstand Ye Hao because I’m afraid of it... but it’s not like this, he’s just afraid of one. Do not trust him, it will hurt his people.

That's it.

Yang Gan’s voice is hoarse and painful, but even if it’s hard, he has to finish his words today. “But I know, it’s not your truth. You know that Huo Yi wants to kill me, so I deliberately said that...you It is to save me."

Ye Hao’s body was stiff and he looked at Yang Gan unbelievably. He didn’t seem to know anyone in front of him.

Yang Gan looked at the shock, accident and unbelievable look in Ye Hao’s eyes. Even if Ye Hao blamed him, it wouldn’t matter if he beat him. As long as Ye Hao is no longer afraid of him, he will not be so painful.

He misunderstood him, the person who was punished was him.

Yang Gan tried to make his voice look sincere: "I am wrong, misunderstood you... I still love you."

Ye Hao looked at Yang Gan.

Yang Gan looked at his eyes in a blink of an instant. After he said this, he waited nervously. He thought that Ye Hao should have something to say. After all, they finally solved this misunderstanding.

Even if Ye Hao refuses to forgive him... It is normal, he does not expect to forgive.

But in the next second, Yang Gan saw that the light in Ye Hao’s eyes dissipated and returned to a consistent bleak, as if that words could not be wavered in his heart.

Ye Hao is really surprised why Yang Gan suddenly said so, is it really true?

But until he heard that Yang Gan said that he loved him, he realized instantly that this was just another game of revenge. This person no longer loves him. If he can really believe him, he has long believed in him. Why bother? Have to wait until now?

Yang Gan did not let go of any trace of Ye Hao's face. Just when he saw Ye Hao's eyes re-gray, even when he still looked at him with fear, his heart sank.

Then he heard Ye Hao say, "I, I know... Sorry, sorry..."

Nothing is different from any previous one.

No matter how you hurt him, blame him, never refute, no longer resist, just keep repeating sorry.

But I am sorry for you, obviously me.

He thought that this misunderstanding was extremely important. As long as he solved it, he could change their status quo, because this misunderstanding made his world turn up... But for Ye Hao, this misunderstanding may not be so important.

He only knows that he doesn't love him and doesn't believe him.

Because I don't love, I don't believe it.

Nothing can be recovered.

Only I still naively believe that this truth is so important, I don’t know, some things are late in the evening... Just like you wading through the mountains, after suffering through countless detours, you finally found the elixir of Hawthorn, you are full of hope. Get it back, and when you look back, you find that you are at your disposal, and the person who wants to save is dead.

Because you went the wrong way and died.

There is probably no more desperate than this.