MTL - The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide-Chapter 121 End of life guide

Yang Gan gently held the person in his arms and put his chin on top of his head, feeling his temperature.

The heart of this person is still beating, the blood is still flowing, the body is still warm... but his soul has been destroyed by this cruel world.

I don't know if you have been waiting for me...

I still have time to save you, so that you can come back to me, I finally have the ability to protect you, give you the world you want... but just because of a bad thought, everything is late.

I originally had it...

I killed you personally.

[叮, Yang Gan blackening value -4, current blackening value 6]

Yang Gan closed his eyes and he could feel the tremor of Ye Hao. He remembered that it was not like this before... When they were hugging together, the warmth of the soul and the trust of each other were so beautiful.

Just because I once had it, I understand the pain that I have lost, like the most precious thing, the second time I dig out of the flesh, and there is nothing left.

"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you any more." Yang Gan hoarse.

He knows that his language is pale and powerless, but he can't be indifferent. Even if he knows that it has no effect, he can only repeat it meaninglessly.

At this time, he suddenly understood the feelings of Ye Hao. At first, Ye Hao tried to explain, but he did not believe that Ye Hao at that time... was as powerless and desperate as it is now, saying nothing is useless...

I finally understood how sad you are.

Yang Gan bowed his head and kissed Ye Hao’s forehead and turned and went out.

He was full of hope and sincere plans to tell Ye Hao clearly about this matter, thinking that he could lift the misunderstanding between them and change anything... but the result is no different from saying nothing.

But in fact, this is fair. No one has to stipulate that Ye Hao must believe him. Did he not believe him at the beginning?

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Although Ye Hao did not believe him, Yang Gan still tried his best to take care of his life, but he did not often appear in front of him.

Ye Hao looked at the food on the table every day, and pretended to have no appetite. Although things are general, but not bad, in this last time, it is considered the most extravagant life. People feel hungry and feel delicious. What's more, it is not too difficult to eat?

If there is no 888's hungry shield, this play Ye Hao is absolutely impossible to play! Let him eat his life without a meal.

This day, Ye Hao took the rice bowl and looked like a melancholy.

[Ye Wei: Speaking... When I was hungry, why didn’t you shield me with hungry? This kind of useful function does not tell me! He remembered the tragic memories of pretending to hunger strikes, the tone of the complaint with the tone, like a sorrowful woman who was ruthlessly abandoned by the scum man.

[888: You didn't ask before. 】

[Ye Wei: You can take the initiative to remind me! 】

[888: Hey... Are you misunderstood about the relationship between us? 】

[Ye Wei:? ? ? 】

[888: I still can do my job with due diligence, and I have not pushed you to the requirements. I have not sent you to death. This is already a very high embodiment of my professionalism. Do you think that our relationship is very good, I still need Is there a VIP service for you at 360 degrees? 】

[Ye Wei: Brother QAQ]

[888: When you can give me the experience value and don't need me to post the money, let's discuss the VIP service problem, huh, huh. 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

Ye Hao was stunned by his temper, turning grief and anger into power, and he did not think about tea.

It didn't take long for the whole person to lose weight.

Yang Gan sees all of this in his eyes. Every day, his heart is more Shen and more desperate.

He exhausted the method to take care of this person, trying to recover, but it was useless... Ye Hao would not believe him any more, and he did not believe that he would not hurt him again. Although he was obedient, he still left him day by day.

On this day, Yang Gan stood outside the door, and as usual, he packed up his things, and his eyes fell on the plates in his hands. Those meals only ate less than one-fifth.

The man carefully said to Yang Gan: "Boss, he didn't eat much today."

I feel that I am very unlucky, and I live in dire straits every day. He has to take care of Ye Xiao’s little ancestor. The key is that every time Ye Hao eats a few mouthfuls of rice, he has to report to Yang Gan, and Yang Gan The low pressure always makes him feel that he is likely to be killed by the wrong hand. After all, the boss's ability is too strong... In case one is not happy, no control, and standing next to him is not a small life?

Looking down at the boss, he looked serious every day. He couldn’t wait to pinch the mouth of Ye Hao and pour it on him, but he didn’t dare. It was only possible to be killed by mistake... That would be dead.

He decided to find a chance and the boss to apply to kill the zombies. This is not a treat.

Yang Gan looked at the rest of the food. He said that he turned and walked in. He left the outside and looked at the back of Yang Gan. The heart passed and passed for a day. He was so distressed.

When Yang Gan walked in, Ye Hao was sitting at the window of the living room, staring out at the outside, and there was a sense of desolateness in his eyes.

That direction was blocked by a wall. In fact, nothing can be seen, but Ye Hao likes to look there. It seems that the bare, mottled wall has something that appeals to him.

Yang Gan knows what Ye Hao is watching, and that is the direction of Xu Xiaoyue.

He knew that Ye Hao went to see what happened to Xu Xiaoyue that day. Xu Xiaoyue’s words also knew that he didn’t care. He even liked to see Ye Hao fall to the end, but now he just remembered his feelings at the time...he I can't even understand how cold and **** can I change?

Is he crazy?

Xu Xiaoyue is more important to Ye Hao. He is a younger sister who was cared for by his hands. After his parents passed away, the only relative in the world was his last sustenance after being trampled by himself.

However, this only last sustenance, and therefore refused him.

In the face of such cruel results, it is not easy for Ye Hao to persist until now. If he goes on like this, he will die... Yang Gan has to realize this.

His fingers were tightly tied to the palm of his hand, and the painful color appeared in his eyes. He finally pushed the door and pushed in.

Ye Hao heard the movement and swayed his head. He passed the panicked and scared look. He was like a scared bird. He was timid and cautious and lived here. As long as he was here for a day... he could not be at ease, could not be happy.

Yang Qian took a deep breath and said: "You can go see her."

Ye Hao stayed for a while. It seemed that it took a while to understand the meaning of Yang Qian’s words. He lowered his eyes and whispered, "No, no... it doesn't matter..."

He didn't have a face and went back to Xu Xiaoyue. Xiaoyue wouldn't forgive him. She didn't want to pay for her like this... Ye Hao will never forget the scene where she was shut out that day... and Xiaoyue's decision pain.

If he is destined not to get rid of everything now, why bother to go back and let Xiaoyue feel sad? That's it... knowing that she is still fine, she can.

Yang Gan stood in front of Ye Hao and looked at his eyes.

He knows this person very well. For a while, he thought that Ye Hao had changed. At that time, he could only see the illusion that he was determined by his heart. Instead, he ignored the truth at his fingertips... Now it seems that There are no more stupid people than him.

Ye Xie’s thoughts and Ye Xie’s thoughts are all on the face and written in the eyes.

They are so familiar, familiar with each other's families, familiar with each other's habits, and even familiar with each other's little tricks... Yang Gan knows what he cares about.

What is the pain.

It is because I know that I have to make a difficult and painful decision now, because only this one way can give Ye Hao a chance to live, at the cost of letting him suffer these pains.

He must let his most loved one leave him.

It may be difficult to make this decision, but you don't have to hesitate because he has no choice.

Yang Gan coveted Ye Hao, faintly said: "It doesn't matter if I don't want to see her. I really want to tell you today, you can go."

Ye Hao’s expression finally changed, and the fragile hope of the eyes flashed away, and then turned into disbelief and embarrassment. Did he produce auditory hallucinations? Yang Gan actually said that he can go, he finally willing to let him go?

Yang Gan looked at the joy of Ye Hao’s eyes, and the corner of his mouth showed a bit of bitterness. Ah... I know how much you want to leave me.

When he said that sentence, he used all his strength and almost hollowed out himself, but he still pretended to be nothing, just because he didn't want to scare Ye Hao and let him think more.

"Yes, let's go." Yang Gan spit out these few lightly, as if he let go, not the deepest obsession of the heart, but just an insignificant person.

No one knows what kind of desperate pain is buried under this simple word, and he does not need anyone to know.

When Ye Hao dreamed, he once imagined that Yang Qiang’s revenge would be enough, and he would say this to him if he had nothing to do, saying that you should go.

The three words in this district represent the release, and the two grievances.

However, in fact, he did not dare to hope that Yang Gan could say this sentence. He would not forget the eyes of Yang Gan’s bones and hatred, and how to make him leave him.

It’s like a person who hates your hate and wants to die, with a decisive decision that he has done with all hesitation... but suddenly tells you one day, forget it.

No, there is never a pie in the sky, especially in this end of the world, no matter what you get, there is no such thing.

How could Yang Gan let him go? This is just a temptation and play. If he really leaves, he will take the opportunity to humiliate him and laugh at him. He even threatens to torture him with his sister. He can't take the risk.

Ye Hao’s face quickly showed a cautious expression. He showed a stiff and ugly smile on Yang Gan, humble and low-lying. “I, I will not go, I will not go anywhere, really... I will not escape. ,You can be assured……"

Yang Gan decided to look at Ye Hao, watching his face screaming and fearful expression, listening to his whispering words, suddenly felt that his eyes were hot and sour.

I have let you go! Why don't you go, don't you even believe in it if you are free to put it in front of your eyes? !

Yang Gan slammed forward.

Ye Hao looked at the terrible expression on his face and couldn't help but retire and fell to the ground without standing still.

Yang Gan looked at Ye Hao and made a self-deprecating laugh. The laughter was faint.

In the back is Ye Hao, but the man who collapsed into the army is him. He has lost to defeat. Every expression in front of this person, every sentence, reminds him all the time, the mistake he made.

The pain smashed his heart, and despair was better than death. He is like a sleepy beast with nowhere to go. No matter what he does, he will only be trapped in a cage without a way out. He will try his best to break the blood and not get out there...

Yang Gan’s hand trembled slightly. He closed his eyes and opened it. He looked at Ye Hao with a cold expression and made a sardonic smile: “Don’t be passionate. Do you think I am willing to raise you? You think this end of the world is very Is it cheap? Can it be used to raise a waste of use?"

"I am - let you roll." Yang Gan eyes red, the hoarse voice seems to squeeze out from the word in the teeth: "I let you get out of here, I have already retaliated enough for you, you understand?! ”

He tried his best to say this, and he slammed the door and left. He couldn’t stay any longer, and he couldn’t stay any longer. This kind of ruthless word, every word is like It was a knife in my heart.

And how many times have he said this to Ye Hao before, how many knives have he smashed in his heart? In order to have to agree with Huo Yi’s request, he had to be insulted by other men, and what he was rewarding to him was just a cold and ruthless discourse and a sardonic look.

I know how painful you are.

Ye Xie’s look at the back of Yang Gan’s departure, the look seems to be thinking, a look that he wants to believe and can’t believe.

[888: Don't play, they are gone. 】

[Ye Wei: Is it really gone? Will not come back suddenly? 】

[888: Oh, will you come back to your heart without 13? Not all are following your design? 】

[Ye Ye: I am just afraid that just in case o (∩_∩) o]

[888: Hehehehe. 】

Ye Hao's 'depression' for several days, finally waiting for Yang Gan to let him go, happy, after all, I have been staying here, I can't forgive me for believing in Yang Gan, I can't progress anymore, I have to break the current deadlock and go out. A lap, and his baby sister still needs him!

However, Ye Hao did not rush to go, but continued to pretend to hesitate to hesitate to go and did not dare to go. Yang Gan has never returned, just on the third day, the man who gave him food on weekdays came over. Directly sweep him out.

Ye Hao was not allowed to take anything, so he was driven out alone, the door slammed shut in front of him, and the guard sneered: "Go."

Ye Hao stood outside the gate and looked stunned. It seemed to be in a dream.

The guard looked at him like this, and pushed him again. He didn't have a good cold voice: "Get out! Don't block the door, look for death."

Ye Hao was pushed a cockroach, slowly returned to God, and finally there was a glimmer of light in his eyes... Yang Gan said, is it true? He really tired of revenge him, want to drive him out? Did he actually wait for this day?

Ye Hao couldn't believe it. The expression on his face was a little scared and hesitant, but the desire to leave finally took the upper hand. He looked at the long-lost street, the vast sky, and quickly turned away from here, and his footsteps were getting faster and faster. I am afraid that Yang Gan will regret it.

Yang Gan stood on the tallest building in the villa, where the vision was clear, and you could see everything outside, until the shadow of Ye Hao crossed the corner, disappeared in the distance, could no longer be seen... still standing There was no movement there.

He is the most hoped that Ye Hao can stay in this world, but he has driven him away.

As long as you can be good, I can do anything.

Yang Gan turned and left the balcony. The tall back seemed to be covered with a dark, dead color. The place he had just stood, there was a pool of blood on the ground. It turned out that his back was a flesh and blood.

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Ye Hao bypassed the street and left the villa of Yang Gan. He didn't take anything away. Now eating a meal is a problem, and he can only go to his good sister.

[Ye Wei: Hey, it’s not easy to act. My exquisite life is over. I have to start to eat myself. My family, Yang Gan, did not dare to bring things out for me. It’s really hard for him. 】

[888: Well, it’s very difficult for him. I think he hesitated for a few days. I can’t wait to empty the warehouse and finally hold back. 】

[Ye Wei: I am also very difficult. I have said that it is difficult to enter the luxury, and I am forced to go through the hardships in order to eliminate the blackening value. Can you give me a model? What is advanced, is there a reward? 】

[888 is silent for a while: we don't have this kind of reincarnation in the world, but I can give you an exception to the ‘the first thickest host achievement medal’. Do you want it? 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

Ye Hao left Yang Gan there, because he was in a state of semi-starvation, and he was so weak and impatience that he came to the sister's downstairs, revealing a very struggling expression, finally using the wind and sorrow. Go upstairs!

Xu Xiaoyue reluctantly rushed Ye Hao out of the day, but did not want to miss him one day, worried that his brother was bullied on Yang Gan, although he was still working, but he was absent-minded, and made several mistakes, as if Xu nurse did not help, she May have been driven out.

She returned home, saw the empty kitchen, starved to sleep, and suddenly heard the knock on the door.

Xu Xiaoyue walked to the door in his slippers and opened the door at random. When he looked up, he saw Ye Hao standing at the door, his expression solidified on his face, and his eyes were worried about the painful and unexpected look.

Brother... is thin again...

Xu Xiaoyue only wants to rush to hold him and ask him about his current situation. She thinks that he wants to die! But she forced herself to hold back. If she showed weakness and wanted her brother to help, her brother would ask Yang to do whatever she wanted, so she could only pretend to be indifferent. "What are you doing?"

Ye Hao looked at Xu Xiaoyue's tight face and whispered: "Yang Gan drove me out."

Xu Xiaoyue took a moment and seemed to have not reflected the meaning of this in a long time.

Ye Hao raised her lips slightly, revealing a very shallow and shallow, long-lost smile. He looked at Xu Xiaoyue, his eyes were a little moist. "I didn't bring anything, nothing, Yang Gan drove me out..."

Xu Xiaoyue did not dare to raise his hand and grabbed his mouth, afraid to cry because he was too excited.

Brother... he is free...

Yang Gan finally let him go, is it?

Xu Xiaoyue did not understand the strength of Yang Gan, and the power of saying in this base. She knew her brother’s embarrassment, so when she proposed to escape, she was determined to fail and die. She knew that it was not a rational decision. However, she was even more unable to tolerate the pain of her brother before making such a difficult decision.

Can't save her brother, can't resist Yang Gan, and her heart is suffering, and now... Hope suddenly appears.

Xu Xiaoyue burst into tears. She suddenly rushed over and hugged Ye Hao. She slammed back and took a few steps to stand still. The voice choked: "You are back, you are back..."

I dreamed of dreaming, you can come back.

"We can live, as long as we are together, everything will be fine." Xu Xiaoyue looked at Ye Hao's eyes and slowly opened her mouth. Her beautiful face was crying at the moment without image, but the gray eyes appeared dazzling. The light, like the light shining through the overwhelming clouds, crossed the obstacles and finally ushered in the dawn.

Ye Hao looked at his sister's face and slowly smiled. He whispered, "Well."

Thank you for being there.

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In this way, Ye Hao lived in Xu Xiaoyue’s home. The house was small and somewhat forced, but it was enough to live with their brothers and sisters.

Xu Xiaoyue's work can only barely make ends meet. Ye Hao certainly can't bear to let her sister eat enough to earn money to raise him. As a brother, he should protect his sister, so he went out to find a job early the next morning.

It is not difficult to find a job in the last days. The end of the world does not raise idle people. Everyone is trying to do things to earn food, but most of the work is hard and dangerous, no more than a peaceful era.

Ye Hao was not picky, and soon found a job in the base's cleanup team, and those who went out to hunt down the zombies, compared with the base's search team, the cleanup team's work is relatively simple and safe. The casualty rate is very low. Of course, the rewards are low. However, with Ye Hao’s physical quality, it is difficult to cope with the task of the search team’s survival and killing. The cleaning team has low rewards but does not need to stay away from the base. Inside, it is better to raise pigs than to grow vegetables.

Their task is to clean up the scattered zombies around the base, clean up the bodies, inspect and repair the traps, and generally do not leave the base for ten kilometers. A person who cleaned up the team not long ago was killed by the zombies who had been placed on the order, and Ye Hao was replaced.

Ye Hao has not dealt with zombies for more than two years. Since he came to the base, he basically never went out again. Whether it is Huo Yi or Yang Gan, he has protected him very well and lived in the safest place. It’s a bit nervous to face the zombies, but I’ve got used to it for a while.

Although it is dirty and tired, I don’t earn a lot of points. I can only buy some food that I can barely eat, but I am very satisfied.

At least he was not locked up in that gorgeous cage like a slave, but he was able to support himself and live with his sister. All this made him gradually regain hope.

He has a sister...

Xu Xiaoyue's temperament has also improved, and his face has gradually increased his smile. His life can still be seen in the dark, and only after trying the real desperation and powerlessness, he cherishes the rare warmth and tranquility.

And Xu Xiaoyue feels that he is lucky, maybe it’s really time to run!

Recently, the logistics of the hospital was fancy. She transferred her to her side as an assistant. A very appreciative attitude towards her. Although she could not give Xu Xiaoyue points, these are all prescribed, but the logistics supervisor has many resources of the hospital. It is a rare and nourishing crowd. From time to time, the benefits of missing the finger to Xu Xiaoyue can also make Xu Xiaoyue much better.

Xu Xiaoyue was very embarrassed at first, but she gradually let go when she had more times. She saw that she was occasionally corrupting a little hospital thing, and she just wanted to buy her to be her own confidant.

If it was before the end of the world, Xu Xiaoyue would never accept such a bribe, but now... she accepted it. Although she has her own bottom line, but without hurting the interests of the majority, she only takes a little cheaper thing, she has no temperament.

And my brother needs supplemental nutrition. He is too thin. He doesn't know how Yang Gan tortured him. Isn't he not even giving him food? Torture him like this!

Xu Xiaoyue can't wait to get something good for his brother to supplement his body.

At night, Xu Xiaoyue and other people left, and returned to the house with the things that the logistics supervisor gave her. It was a leg of lamb, a piece of beef, and some lard, which is a rare good thing! They can eat meat in the evening.

Ye Hao came home at night with a dirty smell. When he entered the door, he smelled the aroma. When he walked into the kitchen, he was surprised. "Where did these come from?" They can't afford these with their income! I bought so much again.

Xu Xiaoyue didn't want her brother to worry more. She said with a smile: "The supervisor gave me a reward for her work."

Ye Hao brows a little and asks: "Reward so much?"

Xu Xiaoyue seems to be casual: "Everyone is like this, the hospital treatment is better, hey, don't worry, go to wash, the meal is good."

Ye Hao saw Xu Xiaoyue's expression without any problems, slowly let go of his heart and went to take a shower.

When he came out, Xu Xiaoyue had already prepared the food, and it was fragrant and irritating.

Ye Hao has eaten a lot.

[Ye Ye: Ah, happiness, a sister with a good craft is too happy! There are not many women who will cook now. 】

[888:......]

[Ye Ye: And my family, Yang Gan, is very considerate. I dare not send anything directly to me. I have turned such a big bend! It’s too much trouble, hehe. He really understood me, knowing that I couldn’t sleep well, I was so touched 5555]

[888: It seems that you all know that you don't need to say anything. 】

[叶洺:o(∩_∩)o]

Xu Xiaoyue began to bring things back at the end of three days, and their living standards improved a lot! Ye Hao’s face had some meat again. Xu Xiaoyue saw that he had raised his brother and was very happy.

Ye Hao also figured out the law of Xu Xiaoyue taking things back. After about a month, one day before going out to work, Ye Hao finally said to Xu Xiaoyue: "Xiaoyue, your supervisor is very good to you, I... want to be personal Thank you for her, can you?"

Xu Xiaoyue saw the faint worried look in Ye Xie's eyes. He wondered if Ye Hao was still suspicious. Here is the end of the world. One person is good for another person for no reason. It is always abnormal, but her eyes turn and she readily agrees. : "Okay, then come over in the afternoon."

If he does not let his brother go, he must be worried about suspiciousness, or let him let go of his heart.

Ye Hao asked again: "Can you be three in the afternoon?"

Xu Xiaoyue thought for a moment and smiled and said, "Yes, I will pick you up at the door, so that you can't find the office."

When they made an appointment, they went out to work.

[888: What are you going to do? 】

[Ye Wei: I miss my family, Yang, I am going to see him! 】

[888: Are you sure you miss? 】

[Ye Ye: Of course, people are super missing, and then... I don’t really want to be with him, hehe. 】

[888:......]

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Ye Hao knows that at 3:00 pm on the day of the week, the logistics supervisor will give something to Xu Xiaoyue. These things are not hospitals at all, but Yang Yang sent people to send them. He deliberately agreed to be in this world.

Yang Gan usually does not appear in person. The message of sending and inquiring is handed over to the hand, but today he just came back from the outside, and did not want to stay in the deserted villa full of painful memories. He personally went to the hospital.

The logistics supervisor saw Yang Gan also came. He was so nervous that he nodded and nodded. This is a living king who can't offend.

Yang Gan faintly glanced at her, sitting on the sofa, slender and powerful legs rested on the ground, one knee slightly curved, his eyes cold and dark, the handsome side face slightly sideways, looking out the window, A look that I didn't care about.

He still thought about Ye Hao, I heard that he was better recently...

Sure enough, just leave him and you will be fine.

Yang Gan’s eyes were dark and dark, and the pain that could hardly be suppressed began to rush out and bite his heart.

The supervisor looked at Yang Gan’s cold face, and he was even more nervous. Both legs were shaking, and he continued to carefully report his work with Yang Gan’s men.

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Xu Xiaoyue came to the hospital, and his face was not as relaxed as Ye Hao. On the contrary, he was nervous and worried. One thought about how to talk to the supervisor... But today he was very busy, and soon he arrived in the afternoon. Ye Hao is coming, Xu Xiaoyue sneaked in a busy decision to say hello to the supervisor in advance, and asked her to help show the show to Ye Hao, so as not to worry about Ye Hao.

So this time Xu Xiaoyue came to the supervisor's office before three o'clock, and she usually came after 6 o'clock in the evening.

The door of the competent office was closed, and Xu Xiaoyue knocked on the door.

The supervisor was reporting the work, and Yang Gan sat on the side like a god, which made her nervous. At this moment, she suddenly heard the knocking on the door and could not help but shouted loudly and said, "Who?"

Xu Xiaoyue did not notice the wrong tone of the supervisor. They were very familiar with this time, just like good friends and girlfriends, very close. She smiled and pushed the door open: "It's me."

Xu Xiaoyue walked in with a smile, but as soon as he saw the man sitting on the sofa, his eyes suddenly showed the brilliance of anger.

The director is bad! I haven't had time to stop Xu Xiaoyue from coming in!

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Ye Hao grinds almost the same time, while watching the live broadcast of 888, he came to the hospital.

When he arrived at the hospital entrance, Xu Xiaoyue did not pick him up as if he was about outside. He showed a worried expression. The nurse who took the hospital asked: "Do you know where Xu Xiaoyue is?"

The nurse thought for a moment and said, "Look at the building in the back, she is working there."

Ye Hao is worried. Xu Xiaoyue often takes so many things back. Today, it’s rare to meet up but it doesn’t appear. It’s not going to happen, right? There was always a bad feeling in the heart. He immediately went to the back building. He searched on the first floor. When he met, he asked, and finally someone said that he saw Xu Xiaoyue going to the office of the supervisor, and kindly pointed out the direction to Ye Hao.

Ye Hao walked up the stairs and finally saw the house number of the competent office, but before he approached, he heard Xu Xiaoyue’s roar coming out from inside. It seemed to be accompanied by the sound of falling on the ground: "Roll! Who wants your things!"

Ye Hao immediately stepped up the pace and rushed over. As soon as he looked up and saw the situation inside the house, his face could not help but be white, and his eyes were horrified.