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MTL - The Tang Dynasty’s Female Forensic Doctor-v2 Chapter 11 Fan Wai San Xiao Jiu - Xiao Yu Confessions
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I am Xiao's ape, ranking ninth among the tribes.
From my memory, with my wise grandmother, I watched the wonderful "performances" in the house, those exposed to greed, or for the survival, the ugliness of the human heart.
Most of my childhood, what I saw and heard was so ugly and dirty. I wanted to break free and want to escape, so I was rebellious in my youth.
Perhaps it is precisely because I have seen the terrible side of a woman, I have faintly rejected the contact with women from the depths of my heart.
I remember, once I found out that my father’s diverticulum had a relationship with a manager. Liu Qingsong and I bet that he said that if the two people were given a secret contact space, the little sister would not be able to keep up. I don't believe it. After all, my Xiao family rules are strict, and my father is also a majestic person. Even if you are enamored by others, you should not dare to go out.
However, when I set up a game, the two men jumped in without knowing it. Actually, as Liu Qingsong said, I saw a live spring palace.
Later, my father discovered the incident and smothered the little cockroach in anger and dragged me to the ancestral hall to move the family.
I hate him, because a cockroach is on his own hands!
But the more painful, the more clear my mind is, so I laughed at him: You didn't have the ability to look at your own woman's heart, and made Wang Ba, so I was so angry that I was angry with me? I thought I could find my face!
He was so angry that he was more angry and his hands were more and more merciless.
He has been straightforward in his life, but in this matter, I despise him.
Because of this, the father relationship between us has become stale to the point of incompatibility.
That period of time was also a young man's heart. He remembered that he had touched me because of a shackle, and he looked down on the shame that he used to cover up his own way. Therefore, he also injured his couch and repeatedly angered him.
Finally, he was furious, and my wounds had not healed, and I threw me on the battlefield to be a soldier.
I know that he is such an impulsive and violent temper. It is more than a moment to do so, but still can't forgive, and I don't want my life to be arranged by such a person, so I worked hard in the military camp.
As more and more people are killed on the battlefield, my heart is getting quieter.
I know that my grandmother and my mother sent people to secretly take care of me, but after all, the mountains are high and the water is far away. I have suffered a lot as a soldier. I step by step, and the official is in the sixth Zhaowu school.
At this time, the family forced me to become a relative, and the marriage was already fixed.
I hate those women who have been soaked up in the battle of the house. However, the birth is not allowed to allow me to choose according to my wishes. Moreover, it is also responsible for delaying people to 18 years old.
Whoever wants to return to Changan this time will not be able to return to the border.
Unexpectedly, the bride died on the return of her family. The incident alerted the Dali Temple, but there was no result in the investigation.
I have never met Du Niang before, and I have never visited the church. I can’t talk about any sentiment, but I am also a half-wife. Can you tolerate her death under my eyes?
So I stayed in Chang'an and asked for the official position of the Ministry of Punishment. Although I don't want to rely on family power, I also understand that since I was born, my body has been marked with a mark, and the official route is destined to be many times flatter than the body, so I don't want to do self-deception.
On the one hand, because of family reasons, on the one hand, because of the heavy military work I made while I was on the sidelines, I was successfully assigned to the Criminal Department. At the beginning, I was a Zhengliu official.
I never thought that I was a talent for solving crimes. Regrettably, I did not have enough experience in solving the case at the beginning, and the murderer made a clean case. I have not found any clues after spending two years.
However, because of the many cases that have been broken, my official position is getting higher and higher, so the official ugliness of the knowledge is more.
At this time, I realized that I was just jumping from a fire to purgatory. Get out? Since the moment I stepped into the officialdom, my body has taken up the glory of the family. We, Xiao, have never been so embarrassed.
Lanlan’s family hangs the portraits of senior officials of Xiao’s dynasties. They have the right to confess to the wilderness. I know that after the year, I can hang up the portraits in Xiao’s, which is the best destination for every Xiao’s grandson. It is my best destination.
However, I can't be as straight as my father. If there is something, I know that there are many better ways. When do I have to take my own life to touch it?
Above the officialdom, the father meets narrowly, and I am still incompatible with him.
One day, I watched him sway with Wei Zheng in the main hall. At that time, my heart was not taunting, nor contemptuous. It was actually moving, it was distressed.
My father was left in Chang'an by the eunuch. I personally went to see him off. But I know that he is a very face-to-face person. I don't want him to feel that he has lost his dignity in front of his own children, so he only watches it on the tower.
Since that time, my official direction has become more accommodating. It is undeniable that I can sit on the punishment minister's assistant clerk at a young age. This is a great relationship with my father's eunuch. The 95-year-old is still respectful to his father.
Sheng Shang has even commented on him: the wind and the grass, and the board of directors.
For the official, the father is undoubtedly successful. This is the first time I have recognized him since I was a child.
Therefore, even if we continue to fight because of political dissatisfaction, I will probably not stop it again, but it is a few punches and a few feet, and I will be under it. In order to heal the wounds of the Du family who lost love, the family has not mentioned my marriage for two years. I just fell in love.
Because Dali Temple did not find the line, and passed down Du's childhood, so only when she was the end of life, but I do not believe, so in the Ministry of Criminals has been persistently to investigate the case, two years later, the family said When I was pro, I still refused.
Changan people only said that I was infatuated, and Du Jia also made a good impression on me.
Only Liu Qingsong’s guy, once complained, asked if I fell in love with him, so I didn’t want to marry him.
I laughed and said: I am not so self-defeating.
Because of his good reputation, in the fourth year after Du Shi’s death, it was easy for the family to set a good marriage for me. The other party is the prostitute of the Fan Yang Lu family, sixteen years old.
I am a normal man. Maybe I started to work late for men and women, but at this time I really want to marry my wife, so I happily promised.
I still have some expectations for this marriage.
I carefully guarded and successfully greeted the bride. After I went to the banquet hall, I learned that there was a major robbery in the suburbs of Chang'an. The person who was held hostage was the official of the official, and the criminal department did not dare to miss. But another helper went home and went to the town to mourn the father, I have to temporarily replace it. Luke also knows the truth and advises me to do business.
It took only a few days to break the case, and St. Shang also teased me if I was anxious to go home into the bridal chamber.
Unfortunately, when I returned home with a happy mood, after the wash, the acolyte ran in a panic and told me that Lu was not angry!
The new house is still full of joy, and the woman on the couch has already turned pale and her chest has no ups and downs.
There is still no line, and Lushi is just like Du's, so he is inexplicably dead.
In the next few years, I have been secretly investigating this matter, but the line I found turned to the aunt, but I have never found evidence to prove that people really killed her.
Perhaps because of this, I have nowhere to anger, and the means of handling the case seem to be more violent and ruthless.
My interest in women seems to be extinguished at the moment I saw Lu's death. I don't think that since it can't be protected, I don't deserve their body and mind.
During this time, I also saw the true face of those women in Chang'an. They used to seem to be very admired to me, but after all, they did not admire the point of disregarding their lives, and they were afraid of being killed by me.
For such a woman, I don't even touch it.
However, there are also some who are not afraid of death, please the matchmaker to kiss, but unfortunately not the widow is the Yaksha, the mother is a thunder and no one dares to casually stuff these, but I have no one to care.
In the past four years, some people said that I couldn’t even have a female mosquito in the surrounding area, and I was also lacking in it.
It wasn't until I went to Suzhou to hunt down the Soviet period that I met the first woman who could interest me.
At that time, I was able to confirm that the Su period was in the carriage. I even planned to catch him regardless of the life and death of the insiders, but the woman who was held hostage was so calm and without any emotion.
The person I brought with me was also damaged under the sword of the Soviet Union. I didn’t have the certainty to grasp him. For a moment, I decided to let go of this opportunity.
I guessed her identity and went to visit specifically to find out if she was being held hostage or with a group of Su.
On the rainy day in Suzhou, she was the first woman to be close to me in these years.
I do not deny that the appearance of the seventeen mothers is very attractive to me, but the more I contact, the more I find her sexually interesting.
Although I rarely touch women, it does not mean that I don't understand. On the contrary, I see it better than most men.
She is a niece of the family, and she also counts on her family. She has no smugness of her own family. Her eyes are a bit dull, but I can feel her honesty.
I know that I have known him, so I deliberately appeared in front of him. I want to see if this girl knows that I am a Changan ghost, and will not be as scared as others.
But see you again, she is still a dull look, Muran's expression, but I think that she is really beautiful between heaven and earth.
As if everything in my heart could not make her feel more emotional, but what she did was shocking me. When I watched her proficient in dissecting the body, she specially explored her experience.
The more I listen, the more interest she has.
On the day of Suzhou, I wanted to find her when I was looking for an opportunity.
But the happy day always seems short-lived, and I have to return to Chang’an to report.
When I tried to have fun with the Seventeen Niang, and then returned to the boring life, it was difficult to adapt. I almost thought of her every day and couldn't help but wonder what she was doing. Therefore, I sent people to Suzhou and sent a message every once in a while.
It is also very strange to say that it is only a few sides, but after separation, my body has spontaneously changed into love.
This love makes me decide that no matter how much I am, no matter how difficult, I must marry her.
It seems that after waiting for ten years, I finally found the opportunity to go to Suzhou personally.
When I arrived in Suzhou, I pressed my heart full of excitement, carefully washed away the servants, changed a few clothes, wanted her to see the best of me, many women were obsessed with my looks, I hope she can also let her have a star and a half Like it.
When I was half-way, I thought that my sudden enthusiasm would make her feel uncomfortable, and she rushed back to change the official uniform. I felt that it would not be deliberate.
However, the facts are always so cruel.
Then I discovered that the Su period was standing by her side by step.
At that moment, my heart was filled with countless emotions, and countless thoughts flashed through my mind. Regardless of feelings or responsibilities, I should have caught Su Fu. But seeing a pleading in her eyes, I can only turn and leave. Because she is afraid of her sadness, she is afraid that she will hate me.
I have never shown any women to take the initiative, so I asked Liu Qingsong a lot of methods, but I felt that every time I failed.
The feelings of the seventeen mothers seem to be very subtle, just as I can feel the sensation in her heart to Su Fu, but never showed his admiration to him. But from the several contacts of the district, I think she is not such a euphemistic person.
Maybe something to hesitate?
This gave me great hope, so I worked harder to find opportunities to get along with her.
Depressing the sweetness of my heart, standing on the standpoint of a bystander, the feelings of Su in her period are the feelings of the king, and she is free and easy. I can't compare him to this. At first, my affection for the seventeen mothers was exactly the opposite of the Soviet period. My feelings were the feelings of the villain. I liked her to take her to die with her own life. I will not let go anyway.
However, at the moment she promised to marry me, I knew that I would not think about symbiotic death with her. I would live for her and die for her.
For many years after marriage, I no longer talked so much about the sweet words of pursuing her, because I incorporated all my affection into life. It’s not that feelings are weak, but deeper.
I believe you can understand, Ayan.
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