SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ-Chapter 125

- ASAMI -

I step out of my car, tucking strands on my hair falling over my face behind one ear. I’m in Killian’s house. The brat accepted the bait and invited me over. I know it’s not her fault for being gullible but how ignorant can someone actually be to not notice anything shady about the one she’s in a relationship with? My goodness!

At least there should’ve been something bizarre Killian must’ve done to hint that he’s not your regular man. Or not. I don’t know him like that anymore. I shrug.

Hazel is either stupid, or Killian is just as good as hiding stuff as ever. Whichever it is, they both work in my benefit. I notice my legs quiver when I try to take a step forward. An uneasy gulp painfully slid down my throat.

I lower my gaze to fall on my hand. My fingers are shaking. So I’m still brazen, huh?

Being here makes my body freeze. Killian’s words have been replaying in my mind since he threatened me yesterday. My heart begins to beat faster in my chest.

How he looked me in the eye, full of rage and the familiar calmness he has when the urge to kill flows through his veins and threatened to rip me till I’m nothing but shredded meat.

It scared me. It still does. But after a lot of thought last night, I finally concluded something, I’ve risked a lot to get here and I won’t be backing away now. Worst case scenario, I risk it and do something I’ve been starving to do for a very long time.

After all, I’ve already gotten on everyone’s last nerve. How much more can the man I love hate me more than he already does?

I look up to the sky and blink profusely. I don’t want to think about this. I can’t be caught crying here. I take a deep breath then sigh.

My hand makes its way into my purse to bring out my phone.

‘I’m outside.’ I text Hazel. I can’t go in there without her. Killian will not welcome me. The only time of the week we meet is on Thursday and call me pathetic but the main reason I want to be here with Hazel is, despite all this. . . . despite my presence being irritating to him. . . . despite how watching him with another woman, my eyelids are soaked, I sniff and let out an exhausted exhale, I just want to see him.

Just seeing Killian makes me feel better even though our encounters messes up my mood. I’m not ugly looking despite my character being kind of ugly to him and I am a woman with needs so yes, even I get hurt when it’s someone I care about.

This time, this person makes me come close to shitting my pants. I chuckle out loud. Only if I was a wimp, shitting my pants as an adult is just plain disgusting if it’s not due to being awfully sick or diagnosed with some sort of sickness that leaves me paralysed which I definitely won’t ever have. The universe does not hate me that much.

I use a finger to flimsily wipe my eyelids, drying underneath my eyes then fix my eyes on my phone. Hazel is typing.

‘I will be out in a second. Remember your way to the front door?’

I sniff. Just seeing her text makes me nauseous. ‘I sure do.’ I roll my eyes and laugh at the irony. My thoughts head in a direction way different than what I let out on the outside. She and no one would ever guess a thing.

I dip my phone in my bag and walk to the entrance. A figure standing at the door waits for me with open arms. “Carol! It’s so nice to see you.” Hazel screams, pulling me in for a hug.

“So nice to see you too.” I lie. My voice is raspy and my body presses on hers.

My eyes widen for a second. She is soft. I put my arms around her shoulders. Fuck. Her body is so soft. Soft like something anyone would have sweet dreams on. Hazel’s arms are still clutched around my back so I don’t move even though I hate being in her embrace and stare ahead. That’s when my eyes locks with Killian’s. He’s staring at me with that hateful glare again. The look on his face comes with a warning. I swallow. As long as this teen is with me, Killian won’t lay a finger on me, that’s certain.

I flash him a wicked half grin with a raised brow. The last thing I want is for him to know his words affects me way more than he thinks it did.

“Come in.” Hazel says, finally getting off me. She steps aside to let me inside.

“My pleasure.” I say to her taking a step in. “Nice to meet you again, sir.” I wink at Killian and make my way to the living room. We’ll be seeing again soon, that I am sure of.