The General's Darling Is Delicate-Chapter 448: Ying Ce Arc (Part 3)

The world?

I couldn’t help but find it amusing.

Never mind the world, saving a half-dead, aimless soul like me wandering in the Otherworld, not even knowing when I might vanish into thin air.

What world?

How dare I even dream of this world?

But that beautiful little fairy, exuding a fragrance of peach blossoms all over.

The fairy was so beautiful, beautiful to the point where it was hard to distinguish between male and female, such that I couldn’t determine their gender at all.

Even the voice was indistinguishable, leaving one guessing, unable to tell.

From start to finish, the fairy had a smile on their face.

They said, "Just tell me, do you want it or not?"

For a child, not understanding what the world means is natural.

Especially at that time, I was imprisoned for years, completely cut off from the outside world.

I was momentarily at a loss for words, unsure of how to reply.

The fairy then asked me how it felt to watch your mother be defiled, forced by the dog emperor of Great Xia, to give birth to a child, only to kill it with her own hands?

Yes.

My mother was no longer the weak and easily bullied woman she once was.

Now, she was ruthless and heartless.

To frame the Great Xia Empress, she did not hesitate to kill the emperor’s child with her own hands.

The child was suffocated in the cradle.

Mother buried her face in the dog emperor’s chest, crying out her heart, accusing the Great Xia Empress of everything she’s endured since she was pregnant.

In fact, I could clearly see in that grand picture, mother’s face buried in the emperor’s chest, with a faint smile on her lips.

She was sick, and she had gone mad.

For that little girl who just came into the world, only to be killed by her, she had no pity, only hatred.

Only the pleasure of revenge.

Only the thrill of the plan succeeding, and the upcoming escape...

Unfortunately, the plan was disrupted because of my illness and failing health.

In that large scene was mother weeping night after night, questioning herself if it was retribution for killing that baby girl with her own hands?

But that child should not have existed in the first place!

She hated herself! Deeply hated!

Even though the child had come from her own womb, from the moment she conceived her, mother thought about how to get rid of her.

Upon discovering the empress’s conspiracy, mother played along while plotting her moves secretly.

When the empress’s clan falls, she could cooperate with the Sect Leader and leave this nightmare of a ghostly place smoothly!

Now, everything was ruined because of my illness.

I watched that scene for a long, long time.

Before, I called her only ’that woman,’ from that day on, I finally called her ’mother.’

And I finally understood why she never came to see me, never cared for me.

If mother ever showed a hint of reluctance for me, even asked the dog emperor to see me once, I would have been subjected to even more brutal torture.

It wasn’t that mother didn’t think of me, she was willing to give everything for me.

At that moment, I realized it.

But I found my heart had become numb, except for wanting to save her from such dire straits.

I could hardly muster much love.

As for love... I’d rather stay forever in that carefree world, with that little girl, even as a mere shadow, as long as she didn’t despise me, I was willing.

So, I made a whimsical and absurd request to that fairy-like beautiful being, "Could I forego the world, if only I could have her?"