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The Reborn Demon King Girl-Chapter 305 - 158: Temporary Departure_2
Her face was full of self-deprecating smile: "I fantasize about defeating him, yet always think of being defeated by him, then being educated by him. He would probably habitually pat my head and say that a brat like you needs such education… It is clearly a humiliating thing, but it always surfaces in my mind—I imagine all sorts of plots, using Mr. Doro's child, using the humans he loves, using various people's intentions—But I actually feel 'unable to start.' I don't know if this is called love."
She stared at the Evil God in front of her, dark lines gradually crawling all over the Evil God's body: "I just know, this is my last rebellion against him, if this time I can't succeed, in the future, there might never be a time for me to resist him again. I can't do such a thing anymore. It's quite funny to say, in the long past years, I never had this feeling, even to you, I always thought about how to kill you, and had the determination to put it into practice, just like at this moment, but regarding Doro, I indeed can't do it."
"As primordial beings, we might also be unable to describe this feeling. Only now have I somewhat understood Lisidorwei's betrayal towards me in the past. So I am further unable to comprehend Charlette and their betrayal towards Doro." Mohe found herself greatly weak at heart as she confided to another being of equal status, "Therefore I can't understand why Lisidorwei's love would transfer? Why after the child was born does she no longer love Doro as she did in the past? Clearly she is close to eternal being, for her, breeding offspring is a meaningless thing… She should have given birth to the child just to tie Mr. Doro up."
She recalled the previous conversation between Lisidorwei and Doro: "I really do not understand, those children might not even possess the same pseudo-eternity as Lisidorwei, and I can't help but feel fear, I am extremely scared that if I also had a child, would I lay down my feelings like Lisidorwei? To embrace the so-called 'peace' and 'happiness.' Although I told Doro that Lisidorwei is actually my child, if necessary, I won't hesitate to kill Lisidorwei, indeed this is what I think, but perhaps there is a distinction between Lisidorwei and my child…"
The Demon King was unprecedentedly confused, but she wouldn't tell others these words, only at this moment, when she captured the newborn Evil God, did she reveal these words: "Maybe it's because I've become human, that's why I'm so flustered, why I have such complicated and weak thoughts, but the subtle thing is, I actually don't want to lose my human identity—you could say your greatest achievement Julia, creating mankind was the most correct thing you've done. This is a race filled with Magic Power."
Darkness gradually enveloped everything, swallowing the entire Evil God.
"No matter what, at this moment, I can only launch the final challenge towards Mr. Doro, I don't know what the result will be this time. I also don't know, after this battle, what I will become, maybe I won't be myself anymore, maybe I will be completely... well, it doesn't matter anymore."
Her complex emotions were incomprehensible to anyone.
She merely sat here silently "digesting" the Evil God.
Mohe once denied the race king of ten thousand years ago, Nakrasa, who absorbed his entire tribe to counter himself as a foolish decision. The current Mohe is actually doing similar things, she absorbed the same, newborn power of the Evil God, which is probably also a foolish thing.
Her defeat against Doro was never because she had only thirteen symbols, even on top of these symbols, to add dominion over destiny, to add dominion over faith, then what? Will she really become stronger? Mohe herself cannot provide a definite answer, she just had to take action.
Just like she said to herself, recently, she increasingly couldn't imagine, couldn't imagine the scene where she kills Doro, couldn't imagine the scene where Doro is not by her side, in all her imaginations, Doro always smiles looking at her.
This is affection.
She actually knows this point very well, since when did it start? She doesn't know.
Everything that happened upon meeting Doro is so clear, even most of the things are within her expectation, she has always been telling herself "it's just my disguise, it's just my ability to adapt, it's just me…" she felt every choice was clear and bright, yet in these plain matters, she developed affection for Doro.
What did she like about Doro?
She doesn't know.
Was it because Doro is strong? Maybe.
She can only reluctantly give herself this answer—Doro is stronger than herself, perhaps she just likes beings stronger than herself.
Yet, the reason actually doesn't matter anymore.
Absorbing this power requires some time, this time will serve as...hm, attempted separation from Mr. Doro, to see whether this feeling will fade away.
However, Doro understood her intention, directly letting her go...this makes one feel somewhat unpleasant.
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"Where did Mohe go recently? I can't find her anywhere." Lisidorwei asked Doro, "Is she doing something?"
"That I don't know, though I am stronger than her, but in terms of methods, she has more—as an eternal being, her profound heart is not known to others. In the past, she stayed by my side, perhaps with the intention to resist me, now, her absence, perhaps she has given up the resistance against me, or she may have simply left this world. After all, we discovered other worlds beyond this one, in other worlds, she can still be a Demon King without confronting me."
Doro's gaze lingered on Lisidorwei: "Why are you searching for Mohe?"
"I'm just curious why she isn't here—you aren't very fond of her? You actually allowed her to leave."
Doro looked at Lisidorwei with confusion: "Isn't it a good thing for you all? Mohe is different from you—I've always watched her, something I probably need to reflect on; being the sole king, the weight I should bear cannot let such things occur."
"That's not what I mean, have you decided to forever bear the weight of this position?"
Doro thought for a moment, gave his answer: "Perhaps not, just as Mohe existed in this world back then, as the Demon King ruling the world, she would disappear for hundreds of years, to do some things of her own, maybe I will do the same."
His gentle gaze as always fell on Lisidorwei: "You don't have to worry about Lu Lu'an and Nuwei, as well as Bref's matters, they have their own thoughts, I won't stop them from becoming the sole king, but they aren't enough yet. Lacking the power to bear the weight of this position, lacking the resolve to bear the weight of a world. They're still far off. I hope they can further grow. I look forward to their growth."
"Maybe you're right, but if you want them to stand shoulder to shoulder with you, that indeed is quite difficult."
Doro merely smiled.
Lisidorwei then left.
Mohe disappeared as soon as she did, vanished for five years.
This year, Lu Lu'an defeated Bref—purely in terms of personal strength, it doesn't seem strange for twenty-year-old Lu Lu'an to defeat nineteen-year-old Bref, the year of youth is always very precious, they grow rapidly.
Meanwhile, Mohe appeared here.







