Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 130: Is this it? Again?

Yunah’s POV

My omega is going feral inside me.

She is pulling on the bond that binds me to her.

Trying to break it and die with her mate, I feel her claws digging into me from inside, it’s raw pain.

My omega doesn’t care that she’s ripping me apart from the inside. It was worse, but when Jaehyun oppa arrived, it felt like I will be fine.

In his arms, I know I will be fine, but the pain is still so strong.

My body can no longer handle it, so my eyes slip shut, I can hear everything around me but can’t participate.

Even breathing is hard to do, I wish sleep would take over me, so it can feel better.

Yes, I’ll just sleep, I’ll dream of beautiful things, a world where I don’t have a mate who deceived me, parents who thrive on selling me and my brother and a world filled with sunshine and hope.

It doesn’t happen.

I’m inside of a dream, a small space where I physically see my omega.

She looks just like me, she is on her knees and looks like one of those ferals they show on the news.

Even I am scared of her.

I wrap my arms around myself and step backwards, she claws at her own skin and I feel the pain in my own body.

"Don’t hurt yourself" I say softly and she looks at me and I open my mouth again to speak to her, she also opens her mouth at the same time.

The omega lets out a long keen; the sound comes out so loud that it makes my head hurt.

I scream and bend my body with my hand over my ears, the keen feels like a sword is being pushed into my ears, yet she does it again, this time louder.

"Stop" I beg her, but she snarls at me, teeth bared and eyes blue.

"Please stop, it’s killing me" I say weakly.

"Mate" she says and I shake my head as tears stream down my face.

"You know she doesn’t care for us" I cry but she keeps snarling and crawling at her own arms, making my own arms bleed.

Why am I being hurt this much for a mate that never loved me? For a mate that never cared for me? For a mate that was hellbent on ruining me?

"Stop hurting us" I scream.

"Don’t do this to us!" I break into sobs and the omega still doesn’t care.

She throws her head back and lets out howls, overwhelmed by the grief of her dead mate.

Yoon Sehwa.

Why is she allowed to have this much power over me? Why is my heart hurting like this for her? I want it to end.

I want to leave...but what about my Yujun oppa? What about his pup? He needs an omega to support him.

Mom is out of the list...Yeon mom maybe?

But still, I never imagined he would have the chance to live an omega life, I shouldn’t miss it.

I have to be fine for them, for my nephew or niece, I have to be the best aunt.

"We are going to be okay, it hurts right?’ I say to my omega, taking slow and cautious steps to her and she nods.

Whimpering with pain and showing me her scratched arms.

"Let’s not hurt anymore, let’s be stronger than this" I say and she whines.

"Mate?" she asks and I smile at her, tears blurring my eyes.

"We have none" I say and she keens again, "don’t be upset, it hurts, doesn’t it?" I say and hold her face.

She nods and I see through her blue eyes, the love, the hope, the strength I have.

"We will be fine, right?" I say to her and she nods.

In pain but not broken.

"Pup, can you open your eyes for me?" Jaehyun oppa’s voice breaks through the cloud above me.

I want to go to sleep and stay here with my omega for a long time, I want to comfort her...but I open my eyes for him.

I can’t see.

It’s like there’s a glass over my eyes, I hear the conversations around me, I smell my own bitter pheromones, I feel Jaehyun’s arms cradling me, but I see nothing.

Then suddenly, I feel like my vision is clearing up as I keep looking and I see them.

Gold eyes.

I know those eyes...

Wait...these are the eyes of the man at the gate yesterday...

"Look at me" he says and I feel the way Jaehyun oppa’s body goes frozen.

NO.

’No, I don’t want to look at you’ I scream in my head, but it does no good.

I can’t move.

"You will go to sleep and not hurt anymore" he says again.

My omega steps back from me and I shake my head rapidly.

I don’t want to be separated from her, no!

It hurt but it is me and her hurting together. Sehwa tricked us together, she’s gone now and we will go through it together.

"You will have a good dream" he says and my omega takes more steps.

But this already a good dream, I got to meet her, I got to hold her, I got to see how bright I shine.

Don’t take this from me...please.

"No more mating bond breaking pain, in five hours, you will forget" he says and I keep staring up at him, unblinking.

My omega has gone mute and frozen, no long crying or speaking or keening...just staring with glassy eyes.

"Don’t leave me" I say to her weakly.

Wait...why am I asking her not to leave me?

Where am I? Who is she? Why does she look like me?

I look at my arms and see the scratch marks; I examine them in horror.

"What happened to me? What did you do to me?" I ask the lady in front of me, but she doesn’t speak.

She seems like a realistic doll version of me. 𝒇𝙧𝙚𝓮𝔀𝓮𝒃𝙣𝓸𝒗𝒆𝒍.𝙘𝒐𝒎

"Now sleep" a voice coming from above me says and immediately, I fall asleep.

Yujun’s POV

"He wants it gone?" Jaehyun asks.

"He wants it gone? My pup?" he growls and Chan snaps his head in the alpha’s direction.

It’s overwhelming, red versus gold.

The room still smells strongly of Yunah’s pain and suddenly a strong smell breaks out from Jaehyun’s scent patch.

A painful clash of raw madness, quiet power and raging pain.

The combination makes me retch as I run into the bathroom with my hand over my mouth.

I lean over the toilet bowl and vomit everything into it while the two alphas keep on arguing.

"Your pride and recklessness will have your pup gone before Choi Sanwoo makes a move" I hear Chan say.

"My pride and recklessness will stop at nothing to protect my loved ones" Jaehyun says and Chan scoffs.

"Love? Does a psychopath know how to love?" Chan asks quietly and Jaehyun lets out a growl that makes my omega perk up.

"Enough, both of you!" I yell from the bathroom when I am bent over the bowl.

"Shut the fuck up" I say quieter and push myself up from the cold hard floor.

They both stay quiet, while I flush the toilet and wash my mouth with shaking hands before going to meet them.

"My sister is in danger and that’s all that matters to me right now" I say calmly and the two alphas nod.

"You still need to get out of here, you have a few minutes left" Chan says and I let out a breath, "what about Yunah?" I ask.

"She will be asleep for five hours and will forget when she wakes up" he offers.

But then what? After then, what happens?

"I can’t leave her here" I say through my teeth, doesn’t he get it?

"I will come for her at night" Jaehyun says and I turn my head to him.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I mean, when it’s night, I’ll come get her and if she says...I’ll bring her to you, If she wants to...I’ll keep her with me" he explains and I stare at his face.

"Yuju-" Chan calls my name, maybe to question the logic behind Jaehyun’s suggestion but I don’t really care.

"Okay, call me" I say to him and he nods.

"We should go now" Chan says and hold on to my elbow to tug me away.

I give Yunah one last look as Jaehyun puts her back in the bed and tucks her in gently.

"Yujun" Chan calls my name and I follow him, letting him guide me out of the building with Jaehyun on my left side.

On the way out, we don’t run into anyone, not even my mother, that’s the sure sign that my father is coming.

Jaehyun walks with us till we arrive at the car Chan’s driver had brought us with.

I don’t look at the alpha as I slide into the backseat, he doesn’t say anything to me either.

Chan gets in and pats his driver’s shoulder.

My omega whines as the car drives off without Jaehyun and I exchanging words.

Is this it? Again?